Hello

[Lexx]

I just want to say Hi to everyone here..  Hellooo!

I have just joined the FST course, after spending a couple of months perusing the kundalini teacher site.
I was working with the grounding meditation and found its effects quite remarkable. Although i ran into problems as negative energies started to permeate my visualisations...arghh

Ive been on a rough path for quite a long time, somehow not growing and being held into a negative state. Ive never taken up meditation before and so im very much a newbie in circles such as these.
I have a lot of ground to cover, but im desperate to be 'whole' again! I really cant go on the way i have been for so long. Perhaps i have been flirting with ego death for ages i dont know!


So hello everyone, good to be here.

Lexx

[DaveP]

Hi Lexx,

Great to have this Tea Room, good luck with the course, my journey is just starting too.

Take care Dave

[hollyberry]

Hi Lexx,

Glad to have you here - it's a right blooming thing this life business - amazing, miserable, glorious, hopeful, desperate, desolate, stunningly beautiful and everything else one can imagine . . . just to wish you love love love love and more love. We've all got more ground to cover than we are able to imagine, some days I think - yes, everything is absolutely fine, I am fine and the next day I think everything is just the pits I want to die it all means nothing - and then the following day I am someone different again, a little bit 'bigger' or 'smaller' i.e. not so full of self importance but then again a bigger person i.e. part of the wholeness which is indescribably bloody mega - what can I say - just hi and welcome and fab and big love for all of us.........xxxxxxxxxxxx