I'm a free man, baby!

[edward]

Free fall!


I'm falling into the hands of Goddess



Catch me, I'm all yours. Take whatever you want. Make it to whatever
your will.


I Know you love me. I'm lovable.


Today I quit my job. I walked out the door and never have
to return.


Now I can do whatever Goddess wants me to do


I think I will go to India and just wander around for a month
without no plans!


Or whatever Goddess has in Mind.


You know, when I experience the world from my feelings, from my
emotions, from my body, from my Heart...the reality change so
fast!


I was very non-motivated with the job I had. Only signing papers
all day and other boring routine job. Good pay, but I felt like a
machine. This ADD boy ain't made for that!


Maybe I will start up my own business, maybe I will just study
philosophy for a few years, maybe I will work somewhere else...

I don't know. I don't need to know. I don't have anything to
fear.


Trust Allah, but tie the Camels. hehe...offcourse, money is
no problem for at least 6 months. And I'm in Goddess hands.


I'm not happy. I'm not sad.
I've laughed and cried at the same time today

I just feel...nothing


and everything.



Goddess, take this. Do whatever you want with it.