Sky & Earth Path

[Lynn]

Just releasing some stuff here..

In the early '90's, after many years of running away from a huge mass that was looming above me, I discovered a woman who was teaching people about angels. She was teaching what Mystress calls a patriarchal Sky Path; the angels were referred to as Golden Solar Angels. I'd seen this woman in a vision many years before when I'd begun spontaneously channeling a lot of material about angels and the separation that is taking place between those who are anchored in duality and those anchored in oneness. I'd had a terribly difficult time after that happened, ended my career and became reclusive, medicated my nervous system, but when I saw this woman, her name is Solara, on a video tape, I realized that I wasn't crazy after all, and the thing above me that had been causing me so many problems actually was my angel, the part of me that had remained in the heavenly realms when I descended long ago, at the beginning of my cycle of earthly embodiments.

I asked my angel to come in, which was a really big shift because up to that point I'd done everything I could to keep it out. It was frightening because the angel was about the size of a skyscraper, and when it came in, it was with such a force that I couldn't remember my own name or anything else for a while.

I cannot really express what that experience was like in words, the physical body was tiny compared to my newly expanded being, and I found myself to be made up of merged essence, interwoven with threads of Light that make up the other beings. I became light and soft and irridescent, like a zillion fluttering butterfly wings. My 3rd eye had triangulated with my 2 physical eyes, so I see a lot of Light all the time. Not just the chi "sperm" dancing around, but a great abundance of constantly flowing spiritual water. I thought that I was free, that this was my ticket home.  

Then I was forced to let go of many elements in my life, and I became so sick that I spent many years bedridden. I was having some rolfing bodywork done one day, and my rolfer was massaging my back, when it suddenly felt like he had electricuted me; the kundalini process had been irrevocably kicked into high gear. During that time I met Solara over the internet. She is a nice lady, but we had problems with each other. She wouldn't move foreward after a point, and although she constantly spoke about the end of duality in which the light Light and the dark Light merge, I always felt there was a lot of depth that was missing. I was shunned after my guru found me and my throat chakra cleared, and so I migrated.

Anyway, what I am experiencing with the Fire Initiation and the Grounding Exercise is a lot of polarity coming up. I already integrated with my Angel back in '93 whilst on the Sky Path. It wasn't just a big mass of concentrated chi that came down. That Angel, prior to incarnating, was located on the part of the cord that comes up through my head up to the sky above. I was told and really believed at the time that this was not a polarized thing. I thought that we only have one Angel, but I'm experiencing another one that is on the other part of the cord, but it isn't vast and expansive like the one from above, it is dense and concentrated Light. It makes me wonder if that is what the Luciferian Light forces actually are, perhaps the part of us that descended into the deepest and darkest density long ago, before this cycle of embodiments began.

What I am really drawn by, though, is the stillness of the Black Void that is behind and surrounding the creation. I've never experienced stillness before like I have since embarking upon this course. The Earth Path awakens one to the depths of Being. It is as though my physical body, when it is filled with the golden oozing bliss of merged shakti and sky energy is making love to the Void.

[Mystress]

: Just releasing some stuff here..

Cool. I remember Solara, her channellings of angels... Some of the content was interesting, but not all of it came from Angels!

: In the early '90's, after many years of running away from a huge mass that was looming above me, I discovered a woman who was teaching people about angels. She was teaching what Mystress calls a patriarchal Sky Path; the angels were referred to as Golden Solar Angels. I'd seen this woman in a vision many years before when I'd begun spontaneously channeling a lot of material about angels and the separation that is taking place between those who are anchored in duality and those anchored in oneness. I'd had a terribly difficult time after that happened, ended my career and became reclusive, medicated my nervous system, but when I saw this woman, her name is Solara, on a video tape, I realized that I wasn't crazy after all, and the thing above me that had been causing me so many problems actually was my angel, the part of me that had remained in the heavenly realms when I descended long ago, at the beginning of my cycle of earthly embodiments.

: I asked my angel to come in, which was a really big shift because up to that point I'd done everything I could to keep it out. It was frightening because the angel was about the size of a skyscraper, and when it came in, it was with such a force that I couldn't remember my own name or anything else for a while.

Wow, sounds like Samadhi.

: I cannot really express what that experience was like in words, the physical body was tiny compared to my newly expanded being, and I found myself to be made up of merged essence, interwoven with threads of Light that make up the other beings. I became light and soft and irridescent, like a zillion fluttering butterfly wings. My 3rd eye had triangulated with my 2 physical eyes, so I see a lot of Light all the time. Not just the chi "sperm" dancing around, but a great abundance of constantly flowing spiritual water. I thought that I was free, that this was my ticket home.  

: Then I was forced to let go of many elements in my life, and I became so sick that I spent many years bedridden.

I would say, that you have it backwards. I think that part of you did not move down, so much as you left your body to join with it, and did not come back down. The body gets frail if you spend too much time out of it.

:I was having some rolfing bodywork done one day, and my rolfer was massaging my back, when it suddenly felt like he had electricuted me; the kundalini process had been irrevocably kicked into high gear. During that time I met Solara over the internet. She is a nice lady, but we had problems with each other. She wouldn't move foreward after a point, and although she constantly spoke about the end of duality in which the light Light and the dark Light merge, I always felt there was a lot of depth that was missing.

Yeah, sky path. She thinks it is supposed to happen globally, externally. The world is a metaphor for the body.

:I was shunned after my guru found me and my throat chakra cleared, and so I migrated.

: Anyway, what I am experiencing with the Fire Initiation and the Grounding Exercise is a lot of polarity coming up. I already integrated with my Angel back in '93 whilst on the Sky Path. It wasn't just a big mass of concentrated chi that came down. That Angel, prior to incarnating, was located on the part of the cord that comes up through my head up to the sky above. I was told and really believed at the time that this was not a polarized thing. I thought that we only have one Angel, but I'm experiencing another one that is on the other part of the cord, but it isn't vast and expansive like the one from above, it is dense and concentrated Light. It makes me wonder if that is what the Luciferian Light forces actually are, perhaps the part of us that descended into the deepest and darkest density long ago, before this cycle of embodiments began.

Every chakra has a dimensional eye into the universe it rules, and in the old Hindu a diety as well. We all exist on all levels, but most people only experience one or two chakra eyes, one aspect of themselves. They only know the ego self.

: What I am really drawn by, though, is the stillness of the Black Void that is behind and surrounding the creation.

THAT, is Goddess. It is you on the highest nondual level... where linearity breaks down and grounding becomes a loop.. so another portal is the Earth.

:I've never experienced stillness before like I have since embarking upon this course. The Earth Path awakens one to the depths of Being. It is as though my physical body, when it is filled with the golden oozing bliss of merged shakti and sky energy is making love to the Void.

Really beautiful, thank you for sharing!
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[Lynn]

: : Just releasing some stuff here..

: Cool. I remember Solara, her channellings of angels... Some of the content was interesting, but not all of it came from Angels!

I was never drawn to channeling cuz back when I did it, I knew it was me. So, I didn't pay a whole lot of attention to her early channeled stuff. It just sounded like she was writing from different aspects of herself, if that's what you mean. She did that in the beginning, and later said that people should stop channeling and merge with themselves.

: : I asked my angel to come in, which was a really big shift because up to that point I'd done everything I could to keep it out. It was frightening because the angel was about the size of a skyscraper, and when it came in, it was with such a force that I couldn't remember my own name or anything else for a while.

: Wow, sounds like Samadhi.

Does it? Well, possibly when it first happened, but my mind very quickly revived into activity on a higher plane.
Solara would tell people to send their 3-D minds out on the nature trail, so the mind could become active on, I guess, the astral plane, although she denied that it was astral. It seemed the teaching is on the astral, and for some, the mental plane as well, but the ego always came along for the ride only in more subtle form. I recall that my old guru used to just barf all over me, in affect, when I'd start to go on about that stuff. I can appeciate more the stance he took now.

: : I cannot really express what that experience was like in words, the physical body was tiny compared to my newly expanded being, and I found myself to be made up of merged essence, interwoven with threads of Light that make up the other beings. I became light and soft and irridescent, like a zillion fluttering butterfly wings. My 3rd eye had triangulated with my 2 physical eyes, so I see a lot of Light all the time. Not just the chi "sperm" dancing around, but a great abundance of constantly flowing spiritual water. I thought that I was free, that this was my ticket home.  

: : Then I was forced to let go of many elements in my life, and I became so sick that I spent many years bedridden.

: I would say, that you have it backwards. I think that part of you did not move down, so much as you left your body to join with it, and did not come back down. The body gets frail if you spend too much time out of it.

I was leaning over the bathtub with the water running over my hands because they were tingling so much and splashing my face cuz my body was going sort of numb, and then electricity passed through my body and the angel came in. It forced my physical body, because of the immensity of the being, to integrate with the extremely high vibrational white energy that was strong enough to quicken the dead into life, by walking very fast through the neighborhood.

So, at first, I felt it come down and merge with my body and I was aware of being in my physical body as well as the expansiveness although my physical body felt as though it had lost a lot of density. More Light between the molecules. I've never been grounded though, and so have not been able to integrate anything fully and maintain that, so in that way, what you say is correct.

I'd been having problems with my breathing and allergies before this occurred. There was often a lot of adrenaline surging due to an overly stimulated fight or flight response. I'd been drugging myself and going through severe tension patterns with my family,and CFS and fibromyalgia were lying beneath the surface, so all of that came up. I cannot take drugs of any kind, nor vitamins, and have chemical sensitivity, but it is so far better than before. I cannot eat a lot of fat like too many macadamia nuts or flaxseed oil or it feels like my brain is being pressed down. I recently added salmon to my diet, but not too much or the same thing happens. I was a vegetarian before I came to school.  

: :I was having some rolfing bodywork done one day, and my rolfer was massaging my back, when it suddenly felt like he had electricuted me; the kundalini process had been irrevocably kicked into high gear. During that time I met Solara over the internet. She is a nice lady, but we had problems with each other. She wouldn't move foreward after a point, and although she constantly spoke about the end of duality in which the light Light and the dark Light merge, I always felt there was a lot of depth that was missing.

: Yeah, sky path. She thinks it is supposed to happen globally, externally. The world is a metaphor for the body.

I completely agree with you that the world is a metaphor for the body. A lot easier to take responsibility and change things from that perspective. Sometimes, though, like in yoga, people work things in reverse. Like the hatha yoga asanas are actually the spontaneous positions that were assumed by awakened yogis, and now the positions are used to induce the states of consciousness that the yogis were in when they spontaneously happened. Solara's way of thinking is similar. Her people get together and do their specific movements and dances in order to evoke a mass shift in consciousness in steps. Sort of like spells en masse. They could sure use some major grounding, and yes, I see why that jumps out at me.

: Every chakra has a dimensional eye into the universe it rules, and in the old Hindu a diety as well. We all exist on all levels, but most people only experience one or two chakra eyes, one aspect of themselves. They only know the ego self.

I need for the ego to be permanently transcended. No recovery. I get many tastes of this freedom lately, and it keeps me going. Sometimes scary things happen, though. I wake up from sleep sometimes and have no idea who or where I am. I just sit there for a while until things come back. It doesn't feel natural. If I surrender too much stuff up to Goddess, sometimes the energy spirals too much in the upward direction cuz of the yoga that I used to do that permanently affected my system,the upstream kriya. It always caused me to to draw blanks if I did too much. Others could do it for days, but 25 minutes caused me problems of blankness. It is uncomfortable because it feels forced. I need to stop the habit of surrendering with my body in that way. it is so ingrained, so I need to pay close attention. It is very easy to get unbalanced.

I have a dark crystal that looks, from some angles, like a black spaceship deck, appearing as if the cluster is all awry instead of nice and uniform like the pretty ones you see. Instead, some points are upright and other points are thrust downward and some across, elestial too.It doesn't make any sense. But if you really look at it closely, it communicates, and you experience that this being is emanating from a very high patterning. That is when it breaks your mind. I love this.

: : What I am really drawn by, though, is the stillness of the Black Void that is behind and surrounding the creation.

: THAT, is Goddess. It is you on the highest nondual level... where linearity breaks down and grounding becomes a loop.. so another portal is the Earth.

Yes, when I wake up now, I notice that the grounding is already in effect without even doing the grounding exercise because the bliss is in the body, and I can feel the loop. I don't feel like moving or doing anything at all, just experiencing the melting Love that sometimes blazes golden. Now this is a beautiful way to die to the ego, by simply choosing to remain in bliss, being melted down into a Love body, healing from all diseases and imbalances. Thank you, Mystress.