Introduction

[Jaime]

Hello all,

I just started the FST course, and am looking forward to sharing this experience with everyone here.  A bit about me...I'm 27 and kind of stumbled across kundalini while searching for meditation techniques to deal with panic attacks a few years back.  Read a few things, did the meditations, and had a wonderfully calming experience.  Then for some reason I can't quite figure out, I stopped and forgot about it all, and then happened to stumble across the k-list website on yahoo groups back in February.  Maybe I had too much other stuff to work through at the time.  

But anyways, being a part of the k-list has caused energy to stir in ways I never could have imagined.  It all reads like a sci fi book, and yet, it's happening to so many people all over the place.  It's been a gentle, if tiring at times, process for me.  At times I've stepped away from the sensations for a bit, but I'm irresitably drawn back.  One time I actually told the energy to stop and settle down, as it was an inopportune moment for it to hit, but then it stayed away for weeks at which point I was begging it to come back.

I don't know if I'll ever be able to get beyond my pride/ego to experience the bliss others describe, or if I'll ever even get close to "enlightenment"  whatever that might truly entail,  but I do know this path keeps tugging at me, and I can't seem to let it go.

I look forward to learning from everyone here.

jaime

[Gustaf]

: I look forward to learning from everyone here.

: jaime

Welcome Jaime! I recognize you from the K-list. Good to see you here too.

Namaste
Gustaf