power chakra issues

[robink]

The last few weeks have been extremely bumpy for me on many levels. I prefer to pay and get a session for my personal issues. I guess my request is now stuck in a back log of emails somewhere, so I’m using this forum to get help instead…

It’s rather difficult to express clearly and my previous attempts to get help have been unsuccessful, or I haven't received any response, so this will be my last try--before I give up!

It’s is to do with the power chakra. What I experience is a hole that opens up there; and I can go from having a lot of energy and overload--to a depleted state almost immediately. What I then experience is my power chakra feeling weak, energy loss and extremely unpleasant. The feeling can last anywhere between hours or days, until everything goes back to normal. It’s not something that goes when surrendered, it has to slowly dissipate. I haven’t experienced any tightness in the power chakra for months now and when this depletion issue is not present, my power chakra feels expanded, clear and blissful. Sometimes Kriya can clear it, sometimes not, but at the end of the day--it always comes back again.

I initially assumed it was karma but examining the triggers, I’m not so sure anymore. There are many triggers so I’m going to list them:

(1)   Music, Bhajans in particular, sometimes even a few seconds is enough to trigger it fully.

(2)   More recently its being triggered when connecting to my DB, it never used to be like that. She has recently come much closer, feels like two attracting magnets pulled tightly together in an extremely loving intimate embrace. Although it feels very good at the time, the feeling afterwards in my power chakra is very bad, with energy loss, as explained above.

(3)   There could be other emotional issues or thought patterns which are also connected, but its all very confusing and hard to pin down.

(4)   Karma/energy overload just exemplifies the whole thing making it more unstable/likely to be triggered more often and for longer.

I don’t feel any fear or resistance connected with this issue that I’m aware of. It’s almost like a form of physical body/etheric body PTSD, where the body is just reacting and acting out all on its own. Someone recently suggested that it may be physical. I do have persistent digestive issues and food intolerances for many years.

Over the years it must have been triggered and cleared hundreds of times, although now it is much more persistent.  Either that, or I have a very deep well of karma, which I do…In fact, the more I continue with this process, the more I am made aware of how impure I really am and on seeing it, I can’t stop the tears from flowing down; feeling everything that separates me from Goddess…Jeez, this is another can of worms though; and I don’t want to get side tracked. Please excuse me; I’m really dealing with a lot of emotions right now…

Basically, I’m looking for a way to heal this issue; or any insights that would help me manage better, even if only to put my mind to rest. This is like a big torturous drag...

[Ernst]

Dear Robink,

Goddess in the form of the Divine Beloved loves us unconditionally no matter what we think about our-self, she is and will be always there to guide us, if we give up control. (Did you ask your Divine Beloved?)
My experience with judgment is that it is a form of control from ego on how things should be.

I feel with you - sometimes when a lot of karma is triggered in me I feel like a victim to my emotions and I beat myself up for it (how I should be).
For me the key is to surrender then deeply - really - forehead on ground and surrender the emotion and self judgment - wait for insights stay grounded and surrender the next - wait for insights or send some entity to light and surrender.
"Pealing an onion". When my ego feels surrendering useless - I surrender this feeling too.

I am just in the additional forms of grounding lesson - deals also with emotion handling - you may check it out.

love you Robink

PS: It is always wise to check with a medical doctor as your Body Mind wants to tell you something.

[robink]

I recently had a session with Mystress and she sorted me out; Inner child work , plus some entities got cleared. The main thing I would like to share is to send the DB into the light and ask the Guardian Angel to block out intruders on a regular basis, as it is possible for other beings to pose as that. Power chakra signals alert to imposters. I learnt that its best to just focus on love and my heart and that invoking Her can be a form of control that can result in a substitute. There was a shift in the session and as a result I feel much lighter and my power chakra feels much better. Thanks Ernst for your kind words, I love you too .

[Ernst]

Hey Robink - Super I am very happy with you.