Astral human visitors, higher self etc

[TwinDragon]

What I have learned about my higher self is: She is very playful... She just wants to love... She does not really mind in what forms love is extended in, sometimes I've been rather shocked at this. Yet she is very wise... She sais yes to a bit more than what my concious agrees to. This is also the reason to why I've been working so hard on keeping up my bodily power chakra boundaries, she sometimes doesn not seem to care about those! I've also worked on and is still in the process of shutting off doors to people on the astral, that have shown up to be actual people! That I've meet, and recognized the energy imprint of. Some rather weird stuff... Now I don't mind love affairs or such things on the astral or higher self stuff, but only if my concious agrees to and if it is not breaking any ego-boundaries. Which is a boundary I will not cross, now that my only concern is my love affair with my unconcious Divine Beloved!

Don't get me wrong, I love my higher self, but I feel a little bit mad... That she allowed this to happen:P
Not to mention that in a constellation once she would do something that was totally shocking to me. Take the hits for something someone else had done, and.... well... Goddess knows.

There has been some clearing energy field stuff going on on the higher levels, and now the stuff is coming down to my concious and now my ego is reacting to it, I guess... In resistance... Because I've felt that my boundaried were violated, with someone on the astral, which I have seen in real life. So Goddess please take this. I'm propably not blameless in this myself so I also ask Goddess to take whatever it was in me that allowed it in the first place. Must have had some door open. I know I had some time ago and closed it, but when I met this guy again it's all just turned plain weird.

I surrender all this to Goddess, please take it and anything connected with it in top down fashion from point of origin and please clean it up on the entire hologram throughout the entire omniverse of all that is, and please take the holes too!

Pheew!... Have also been making stuff go poof into the light a lot... Dealing with a power chakra opening. However I usually manage really well to not go into any of those power game stuff, so I'm a little bit mad about it having happened. Surrendering...

Any comments would be appreciated...

[TwinDragon]

I guess I didn't really ask the questions I was going to ask:P

For several years now I've been able to see people's higher selves. Sometimes they show up around me telling me stuff. I have grown accustomed to it happening. Sometimes I just feel it is all a part of the co-creation of things, sometimes they tell me stuff that it nice to know, but sometimes I feel them sort of lurking around, but rarely. Sometimes I simply see and feel their presence when they are about to call me for example, this is mostly with people I can recognicze the energy imprint of. I also see them sometimes just before they come to visit me. I even had my uncle showing up once as if he was telling me something, but back then I didn't have the clear hearing aspect opened. Mostly I just feel the energy output and stuff seem to get translated based on that. I have learned to just give them love, and not get caught up in what it's all about as Goddess has it handled, and there's just simply lots that I don't feel that I need to conciously know. Knowing too much sometimes sparks more resistance:P

Anyways, are any of you experienced in the solar plexus stuff? I feel like I've been going through quite a lot lately... Connected to solar plexus stuff... And astral stuff. I rarely dream, only when I either am sleeping next to someone I've been in empathy with, or if I feel entangled in someone elses energy, which I rarely do, but a few days ago I dreamt that someone was holding an otter and it got out of the person's hands, so it could go off playing freely... I felt like I was the otter and someone had to let me go:P And then there was an image of someone holding down an alligator! Don't know what that was, but at least the sutiation seem to have been clearing itself.