Some stuff about love

[TwinDragon]

I've had an amazingly great weekend... Loving the surrender thing.

But there are some stuff I've experienced that I can't quite understand.

I've noticed that Goddess in me likes to be social even though I love the lonelyness in the void too:P So I've been out with friends and it was great, noticing Goddess in them and everything just fell into place.. Effortlessly. I could feel whenever there was stuff going on that I wasn't interested in, like discussing religion, politics etc, and could just move out of it, and know that still I/we would attract whatever Goddess in me/us wanted...

I've had a sweet taste in my mouth for a long time, making for example a beer not tasting exactly like a beer  lol:P So it started tasting more like usual this weekend. But the sweetness is coming back slightly:)

I just wonder, how do I recognize the difference between the Divine love that flows between everything and actual love between two humans? I don't try to project love onto anyone, just seeing Goddess in them, even if personalities or desires for manifestation don't match etc, knowing they are me. I also feel grateful that they're in my world.. I've also felt a lot the energy flows between me and those I interact with. I've also been kind of sensing beforehand people I met lol:P I just went along with whatever it was, surrendering. I was at a party with some folks, (my desire to be social lol) and felt something from a guy I wasn't looking at then, and looked up and felt it was him. There was a change in me sort of. The entire thing was weird, and I hope I'm not projecting at them, but I don't feel I am. I'm just seeing myself reflected, and enjoyed the company:P I also notice a lot that how my energy moves makes how or whom I'm attracting...

Some days ago I was burning two candles, one flame was bigger than the other, and I felt that they represented something, and thought, "but shouldn't they be equal" and then they became equal in size... I felt it represented something about the masculine/feminine polarity or something... Just thought I'd post:)

Comments are welcome:) Surrendering this to Goddess...

[TwinDragon]

I'm also seeing a lot of blue sparks, fog and sometimes glimpses of other colours...