Hello Mystress, may I please come for tea?
It may be that my grounding becomes somehow too abstract : I do not since a few days experience sky and earth energy as two separate energies, but rather as one string of energy with two different qualities .The notion of distance is gone, as the attention goes towards the sun or earth the energy gets enlivened, one continuous string of energy looping on itself,with the feeling of the sun on the top of the head and the feeling for the earth on the feet. The energy does not flow through the spine anymore, but through several vertical lines in the whole back at the beginning, then through the whole body. Once it was as if the spine was unwinding and from this unwinding came the other vertical channels. The body feels often unbounded, and it seems the light also feels this body of infinity. Is this ok or too abstract?
What is not abstract though is the sex drive the grounding generates since 2 or 3 days . But helas is the energy is not yet going up from the 2nd chakkra... I often feel I leak heat from the sex apparitus...Once or twice this heat was as fammes of golden light offering themselves back to the earth, but anyway it flows downwards and not up...What to do?
What is also quite concrete is the complete change of experience of clearing the body after healing...Offering all to the Goddess is more and more beautiful and the struggle to clear the body seems over...For which I feel very, very grateful...
In one of the link you advise to read on the Chakkras lesson it is mentionned the possibility to be a Christ or a Buddha. Is this the same as being an ascended Master or is it still different?
Much love to you
DeviRam

: Hello Mystress, may I please come for tea?

Of course! Be welcomed.

: It may be that my grounding becomes somehow too abstract : I do not since a few days experience sky and earth energy as two separate energies, but rather as one string of energy with two different qualities .The notion of distance is gone, as the attention goes towards the sun or earth the energy gets enlivened, one continuous string of energy looping on itself,with the feeling of the sun on the top of the head and the feeling for the earth on the feet. The energy does not flow through the spine anymore, but through several vertical lines in the whole back at the beginning, then through the whole body. Once it was as if the spine was unwinding and from this unwinding came the other vertical channels. The body feels often unbounded, and it seems the light also feels this body of infinity. Is this ok or too abstract?

It is pretty absract, but I think I follow you. It is very interesting to read. Most people are not aware of the flow enough to notice the subtle changes and describe them as you do.. and of course, the changes are a little different for everyone.
 What you are feeling is true, the grounding changes a bit, as your body gets clearer of karma by practicing the grounding. It is an upward spiral. You are the earth and the sun, you are All. The separation decreases. The energy really is all One, but it feels different coming through different forms.

: What is not abstract though is the sex drive the grounding generates since 2 or 3 days . But helas
helas?

:is the energy is not yet going up from the 2nd chakkra... I often feel I leak heat from the sex apparitus...Once or twice this heat was as fammes of golden light offering themselves back to the earth, but anyway it flows downwards and not up...What to do?

Let it be, it is normal for your process.
 As part of the process, there is a downward movement that is like the descent of Inanna into the underworld. It is bringing the higher energy down into the physical, and learning to see perfection in all the ugliness, war, death, famine, etc. of physical reality. Spirit integrating more deeply with the body. The energy body is hermpahrodite.

 Ascension is moving into non duality, so in order to be lighter, these deep unconscious negativities of the lower chakras and the underworld come to be released.

: What is also quite concrete is the complete change of experience of clearing the body after healing...Offering all to the Goddess is more and more beautiful and the struggle to clear the body seems over...For which I feel very, very grateful...

Yes.. the clearer you get, the easier it is to clear yourself. I still do clearing whenever I notice something... daily mindfullness, plus before I go to sleep at night and after/during a session... but more and more, Goddess has it handled.
  My body clears itself, automatically most of the time. One or several of my automatic clearing systems will kick in, the Grail or Tummo fire, gigglefits or perception of beauty... or the tingly feeling of the Shakti itself burning off the dross.

: In one of the link you advise to read on the Chakkras lesson it is mentionned the possibility to be a Christ or a Buddha. Is this the same as being an ascended Master or is it still different?

You ask very interesting questions, Devi. To answer it, we have to make the distinction between an ascended master, and an archetype or old God. The distinction is fuzzy at the best of times, as we experience all of them through the unconscious, it is even fuzzier with any ascended master who has some fame.
 I would say, both of them were probably ascended Masters when they were alive, if they ever truly existed as individuals... but since then, the mythology embroidered around them and centuries of worship has created a conceptual being that is really the manifestation of an energy.. or ray, if you want to use those terms. Thy manifest like an old God, Thor or Isis.

The Buddha discarded his individual persona to be the Self, manifest. So, meditations on the Buddha are meditations on the Buddha nature within you.
Christ is not an individual, so much as an energy or aspect of consciousness. Christ is associated with the heart chakra, just as Buddha is associated with Nirvana, which is the crown chakra.
 Christ specifically, was a being who chose to incarnate to fulfill the Hebrew Messiah prophecies, which he did, right down to his last words on the cross. The Hebrews prayed for the prophecied Messiah, even tho the Prophecies also said he would be killed by his own people, sacrificed like Issac nearly was. They got what they prayed for, someone incarnated to fulfill that karma. Like most prayers, what they got was not what they expected.
 In both cases, the mythology about the individuals has been .. largely fabricated, the truth lost in the sands of time. It is.. mythology, and as mythology, it is a manifestation of certain aspects of the collective and individual consciousness... themes, if you will. A good source for understanding this is Joseph Campbell's "The power of Myth". It is a book, but it is also available on video or DVD.  
 The Christ energy represents the sacrifice of love... it is more resonant with the concept of the Boddhisattva than the Buddha.

 There is a phrase that says, "if you meet the Buddha on the path, kill him." In the old testament it says, "Thou shalt have none before Me." They both mean the same thing. If you think there is some manifestation of the Divine outside of yourself, that is greater or somehow more Divine than your own essence then you have to kill that perception. Surrender the karma of it, the separation. Christ and Buddha sought for people to find the divine nature within themselves, and experience the truth of it. They never intended to be worshipped as Gods, that is the human projection.

  When Christ said, "I am the way, the truth and the Light", he was channelling his Divine Self, speaking from a non dual state. Goddess, the Holy
spirit was speaking through him. When you are speaking from that non-dual state, that is how it comes out, because there is no "other", no "you". Muktananda phrased it more simply, "I AM That". Moses heard it, "I AM that I AM." Adi Da went on for about 16 pages of manifesto like some kind of grocery list of creation. I AM the sun, I AM the tree, etc.

 People misunderstood it to mean that Jesus, as an individual human was the one and only door to salvation. For human understanding in duality it can be interpreted as "I am the way, the truth and the Light, and so are you, and so is everything, and it is all One consciousness, one Love that simply Is. I AM."

They preached "I am God... and so are you." but people hear the first part and mentally delete the second part because they are not ready to accept that kind of responsibility for thier lives. They would rather project God onto something outside of themselves, and play victim/savior games. Nothing wrong with it, it is human nature. If God wants to play at being Not-God, then who is to say it is wrong?
 Blessings...

: Much love to you
: DeviRam