Hello,

More stuff to flow. No judgements please. Its really strange. Everything has gone hyper speed. Everything with me is going faster and faster. Yesterday I learned how to make a mass group of all traumas from a specific area that go back hundreds of years...thats what came out.. and get them all at once. At once. Pretty mind blowing that is. I can do it walking down the street now. Don't even need to see the thread, I ask, "Do I have the thread?" "Yes" Ok I surrender that... BOOM! New you!  Very freeing, I think thats a good word.

ALso yesterday I learned how to use my pixie wand. I thought it was all stuff I thought up too.... Nope, for real. You would not beleive what you can do with it until you actually experience it. Thing is, you use it, and pixies show up to check it out. Freaked me out, one was flying around my room making scenes of mystical desert planets??? What a trip.

Also yesterday, Goddess cleared a...grip...a ...hold... that this alien freak had on me. I saw him before this. Big guy, funny name. He tried to hold me, Goddess cut his damn hands off. I say hands, there were about a million squiggly wires all wrapping into me. That's not it either... Then she started to pull out the wires that connected and were draining my heart. Evidently to this thing. These cables went into a metal?? plate on my upper back, lower neck area, and the wires went down and under my heart. Lots of little wires there all into the back side of my heart. Couldnt see them becase I cant actually see that far in yet. Or whatever this things stuff is... Holy crap. I felt so light and free after. I asked.. they had been there since I was either 2  or 12... I stopped listening then. All out, I can still feel were they used to be now. I didnt know what She was doing till She started pulling out the big cables. Then I started gasping and shaking when they came out.

Also yesterday, I was very scared about the above and was complaining to Goddess, and something started to move all over my body and remove pain. Thats all I know, just remove pain from all over my body, gone, as in, not there anymore. About 40%. I didn't ask, I just hung out, I was freaked. I felt a lot better as you can imagine.

She also gave me a switch to the gateway. Now I can turn it on or off. I didnt like staring at it yesterday.

Today I felt pretty good. I was almost laughing. I felt like somethign was healing me. I walked around my appartment and ate something then returned to my bedroom. And there is something nice and shiney by my bed. I check it out. Its good. Its healing me. Very slowly. Low power energy. I surrendered it..Still there...I go to Goddess and say.. "There is a shiny thing in my room and its healing me." She says, "I know, you like it? Its a gift." ....."Thanks"

I wish you guys could come over and check my appartment out. I dont know who would beleive this stuff. I sit in my room and get all giggly while it works on me. I could show you all my new tools too. It would be fun. I had this great phrase for awakening mineral's and crystals and any energy stone. But I forgot it in the confusion. I saw them become pink and glow... I just have to remember!!! ugh....

A lot can happen in 24 hours. I burnt out 2 pens and bought another journal today. This is just some of the larger things that happened... Tomorrow I'm going to the Whole Health Expo down in Mass. I'm going to see if someone will let me try out my pixie wand on them. I mean, who doesnt want to see what a pixie wand can do? Its absolutly amazing. You've got to get one for yourselves.

Ok, later..

Sean