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Hi,

 I woke up this morning and started to scan my body and just power it up. Moved all throughout my body and when I came to my rear, I saw a symbol there... on my right rear. On one of my bodies.. Not sure which. I looked closer.. and it was a 1. Yes the number one. I though about this and then burst out laughing. Here is why.

Last night I had a good night expressing myself for the first time about my experiences to people here and learned a lot of new things at this meeting. Anyways, they did a Reiki thing with a lot of people. So I backed out because I know how I react to this stuff. But soon enough I'm getting all drunk from all the energy. Goddess was talking and just being there the whole meeting and at that time was trying to get me to realise that the reason I thought Reiki was so buzzy was because I was resisting it. So I couldn't get the idea that I was supposed not to resist it right off. So all of the sudden She had on this Belly Dancers outfit and was swaying Her hips around saying "Look at me!" Then she was turning around and shaking and swaying and I thought this was great. Then after about a minute she told me to go back to my body and take a feel now. The energy wasn't buzzy anymore, it was all clear and stable. Cool! So then I was really happy and all high and I was dancing around. And just thought about everything I had been learning these past weeks and how I am so suited to all of this stuff and I how I understand already so much of things and all of that.. I just started saying, "You know, I am so good at this, I am your number one Goddess boy! I am! You know it!" And just being crazy. So then she goes and pulls out something and says she has something for me. Its a thing..or a tatoo..or something.. And She wanted to know where I wanted it. So I was all silly so of course I say, "Spank it on my ass!"

SMACK!

Ohhhh! She actually did it! Shes all smiling too. I looked at it and its a Number one. 1. On my ass. I started to laugh and giggle, this is too funny. So I was all high and danced around till they stopped and I calmed down again. Forgot everything. Reiki does that. And went home.

So now every time I look for it I start to giggle. I cannot beleive this stuff.

And you know what I though... When I stopped laughing... You know what I thought...

...Is this permanent?

Sean

:  Disclaimer: I'm just saying hi.

:
:  Hi,

:
:   I woke up this morning and started to scan my body and just power it up. Moved all throughout my body and when I came to my rear, I saw a symbol there... on my right rear. On one of my bodies.. Not sure which. I looked closer.. and it was a 1. Yes the number one.

   Good to hear from you again "number 1 guy".

   I've missed your stories.

                             c-light

  Yer fun, Sean!

:  Disclaimer: I'm just saying hi.

:
:  Hi,

:
:   I woke up this morning and started to scan my body and just power it up. Moved all throughout my body and when I came to my rear, I saw a symbol there... on my right rear. On one of my bodies.. Not sure which. I looked closer.. and it was a 1. Yes the number one. I though about this and then burst out laughing. Here is why.

:
:  Last night I had a good night expressing myself for the first time about my experiences to people here and learned a lot of new things at this meeting. Anyways, they did a Reiki thing with a lot of people. So I backed out because I know how I react to this stuff. But soon enough I'm getting all drunk from all the energy. Goddess was talking and just being there the whole meeting and at that time was trying to get me to realise that the reason I thought Reiki was so buzzy was because I was resisting it. So I couldn't get the idea that I was supposed not to resist it right off. So all of the sudden She had on this Belly Dancers outfit and was swaying Her hips around saying "Look at me!" Then she was turning around and shaking and swaying and I thought this was great. Then after about a minute she told me to go back to my body and take a feel now. The energy wasn't buzzy anymore, it was all clear and stable. Cool! So then I was really happy and all high and I was dancing around. And just thought about everything I had been learning these past weeks and how I am so suited to all of this stuff and I how I understand already so much of things and all of that.. I just started saying, "You know, I am so good at this, I am your number one Goddess boy! I am! You know it!" And just being crazy. So then she goes and pulls out something and says she has something for me. Its a thing..or a tatoo..or something.. And She wanted to know where I wanted it. So I was all silly so of course I say, "Spank it on my ass!"

:  SMACK!

:  Ohhhh! She actually did it! Shes all smiling too. I looked at it and its a Number one. 1. On my ass. I started to laugh and giggle, this is too funny. So I was all high and danced around till they stopped and I calmed down again. Forgot everything. Reiki does that. And went home.

:
:  So now every time I look for it I start to giggle. I cannot beleive this stuff.

:
:  And you know what I though... When I stopped laughing... You know what I thought...

:
:  ...Is this permanent?

:  Sean

Hello c-light,

I'm glad you liked my tales. A guy here showed me how to write in a journal and how to release things into that. So thats where everything is going now. I just needed a place to open up and let it all go without judgement or anything in any time. I just need to flow out. I've been going through the.most.amazing experiences and have been learning new things every single day.

Like I have this massive hatred of indigoes. So I wrote and wrote and wrote on how much I hated them and blaa blaa blaa all day. End of the day I felt pretty good. Ha! I dont have to think about them anymore!... What am I doing the very next day? Clicking around every site I can on indigoes. What do I learn? Everything. I am so very much more comfortable within myself now. Every time I say, "Fourth Ray!" I get all happy and smily. I cannot believe this stuff.

Its like whenever I let go of my anger or hate, a space opens up, and imedietly and I am learning new things that make me dizzy. All I have to do is let go, and I already know things. Or someone shows up and shows me something new. Or something like this.

So thats where I am now. All into the journal. I could go on and on about the crazy thing's I've had happen to me just today. Just this morning.

What about your stories? Tell me about your wings. I dont have wings...yet... But I can get around just fine without them... I jump and I go. When I get weak or tired from doing all this stuff, Goddess usualy helps me.

Later,

Sean

:     I've missed your stories.

:                               c-light