I cannot beleive it. My soul left! And I cannot get it back. I'm freaked out. I feel like a hollow shell. It went home without me and won't come back.

I went to a workshop on Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and found out Its everything I've been going through! I learned a lot from the guy and am going to hook up with him to help me deal with all of this.... I am so glad this page is charged up, I was really stressed, this feels nice, ... Anyways, there was this nun there. I wanted to hear what he was saying so I stayed and was surrendering everything that came up just from her being there. I guess I didnt do it fast enough because I just up and zoom... Gone. Didn't even try to stay. I don't understand this. I do understand more about my reactions to things and how I can understand things better. I know this is something that has come up to deal with, this always happens. I start feeling good, and BAM, something about my past smashes me and I have to deal with it. Usualy a nun someplace.

Damnit, why doesnt it stay there? I feel so depressed. I actually felt so powerful just being me a whole day too..

I'm scared now, because I don't know whether to get it back fist and work on me, or work on me and then get it back, or maybe that will happen auto...

I dont understand! I was loving all of me the whole time.

Sean(hollow)

I got the impression that it's a critter that left you, not your soul.  Maybe it's one you've got a strong attachment to, so the loss has created a feeling of emptiness.  Ask Goddess to fill that space up with Her light and love - ask Her nicely and thank Her for it.  

Peace,
carla
:  I cannot beleive it. My soul left! And I cannot get it back. I'm freaked out. I feel like a hollow shell. It went home without me and won't come back.

:
:  I went to a workshop on Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and found out Its everything I've been going through! I learned a lot from the guy and am going to hook up with him to help me deal with all of this.... I am so glad this page is charged up, I was really stressed, this feels nice, ... Anyways, there was this nun there. I wanted to hear what he was saying so I stayed and was surrendering everything that came up just from her being there. I guess I didnt do it fast enough because I just up and zoom... Gone. Didn't even try to stay. I don't understand this. I do understand more about my reactions to things and how I can understand things better. I know this is something that has come up to deal with, this always happens. I start feeling good, and BAM, something about my past smashes me and I have to deal with it. Usualy a nun someplace.

:
:  Damnit, why doesnt it stay there? I feel so depressed. I actually felt so powerful just being me a whole day too..

:  I'm scared now, because I don't know whether to get it back fist and work on me, or work on me and then get it back, or maybe that will happen auto...

:
:  I dont understand! I was loving all of me the whole time.

:
:  Sean(hollow)

Hello,

Thanks for letting me know I can do that. It helped a lot. But that critter is indeed me. If it looks like some burning rainbow sun dragon... thats me alright. I always thought it was strange that I have the body of a sensitive person, and the soul of 100% sun fire.

Anyways, I hooked up with the guy that did the talk on PTSD and I swear he was made and put together just to help me with my things. He knows exactly what I am going through, exactly what I need, exactly what I have to have done. He does all this chanting in strange languages and snaps his fingers and I released a TREMENDIOUS amount of negativity that I have stored inside of me from my entire life. So much that I've been just laying around trying to get my strenth back for a few days. I'm pretty happy, hes rebuilding me back to how I should be. Putting peices back together. I've learned so much already. I'm pretty happy with it all, and I know I have a lot to learn from all of this. So that's what I'm going to be doing for a while. You can't learn about this advanced stuff unless you have your soul in your body.

Ok, later.

Sean

:  Hello,

:  Thanks for letting me know I can do that. It helped a lot. But that critter is indeed me. If it looks like some burning rainbow sun dragon... thats me alright. I always thought it was strange that I have the body of a sensitive person, and the soul of 100% sun fire.

:  Anyways, I hooked up with the guy that did the talk on PTSD and I swear he was made and put together just to help me with my things. He knows exactly what I am going through, exactly what I need, exactly what I have to have done. He does all this chanting in strange languages and snaps his fingers and I released a TREMENDIOUS amount of negativity that I have stored inside of me from my entire life. So much that I've been just laying around trying to get my strenth back for a few days. I'm pretty happy, hes rebuilding me back to how I should be. Putting peices back together. I've learned so much already. I'm pretty happy with it all, and I know I have a lot to learn from all of this. So that's what I'm going to be doing for a while. You can't learn about this advanced stuff unless you have your soul in your body.

:  Ok, later.

:  Sean

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