Howdy,

You know when I was feeling bad before and all lost. I had these visions of me being in this hell, and then after a bit this guy with wings would drop down from above and kick all the demons ass's grab me, spread his wings and up we go. Then I realised that the guy with wings was me also. I had it over and over again and even made a soundtrack to it. But I never knew what it meant. I do now. And it came back a few days ago. It seems I've been having a hard time keeping me in myself, but now I understand things.

I was feeling around and using this new thing I have, its like a mouse pointer, 2 orbiting white spheres, and I was just moving it around me and different places till I got the idea to do it in one place and move up. I felt a surge of energy, like a smoothing motion. As I moved it up I felt like it was moving energy in...then it hit me that I was moving my soul inside of me! It was kinda halfway out and taking off again. So I did this over my whole body just using the spinning things as an atractor and my soul would move in to that area. All the way in, right to the skin. Talk about new energy. Everything was tingling like crazy. I don't understand all of this stuff. But I feel a lot better now. More like me.... Maybe I will call up Yvette myself, I have no idea about all of this in and out of me stuff... Sheesh

Also I had this music on and I just started to dance around and do things like fill up transparant spheres with Goddess or, light from the sun from grounding, and let them fall and splash all over like a water balloon. Or raise a fountain from the center of the earth and let the sun be the water to power it splashing all around and everywhere. It was really really fun. Had to stop after a bit, energy got to much for me. I wondered after if I was grounding me, or my appartment. Have to try it out with other people to see.  Anyways its a new fun thing I can do. Also when I rub my snake plant, it gives me energy rushes... Yea, one day I just started to rub it..

So.. is anyone else doing new things yet?

And you know its a shock to see that things you really liked 2 months ago, and you think you know that you like them. And suddenly without you really knowing it, your so beyond that stage that you wonder who you are now. Its like a map with a sign.

You are here now --> @  

You were here ---> .

BAM! Your all new! Run and find out who you used to be and are now before everything goes again.

I really like these changes. But when they come up, I know its going to be strange for a few days. Its not easy to buy clothes when your always changing your style all the time hehe.

Ok, later

Sean

Hey Sean,

:  I was feeling around and using this new thing I have, its like a mouse pointer, 2 orbiting white spheres, and I was just moving it around me and different places till I got the idea to do it in one place and move up. I felt a surge of energy, like a smoothing motion. As I moved it up I felt like it was moving energy in...then it hit me that I was moving my soul inside of me! It was kinda halfway out and taking off again. So I did this over my whole body just using the spinning things as an atractor and my soul would move in to that area. All the way in, right to the skin. Talk about new energy. Everything was tingling like crazy. I don't understand all of this stuff. But I feel a lot better now. More like me.... Maybe I will call up Yvette myself, I have no idea about all of this in and out of me stuff... Sheesh

 One of my downfalls has probably been wanting to understand things :-)  It's probably kept me from learning at a fast clip, but you are kinda bold aren't you?  Well there is this saying "Be bold, and mighty forces will come to your aid..."  

:  Also I had this music on and I just started to dance around and do things like fill up transparant spheres with Goddess or, light from the sun from grounding, and let them fall and splash all over like a water balloon. Or raise a fountain from the center of the earth and let the sun be the water to power it splashing all around and everywhere. It was really really fun. Had to stop after a bit, energy got to much for me. I wondered after if I was grounding me, or my appartment. Have to try it out with other people to see.  Anyways its a new fun thing I can do. Also when I rub my snake plant, it gives me energy rushes... Yea, one day I just started to rub it..

: So.. is anyone else doing new things yet?

 I like the "water balloon" visual...yeah, listening to music seems to let the creative energy flow stronger for me to.  It is fun to play, but lately I've been on a "learning binge"-so I guess a lot of me is going into that.  One new thing though....sending energy arrows into the sky in places that I feel need healing and asking Goddess to rain it back down if and how she wills it.  Kind of a visual prayer.  

  One of the books I'm reading now is this book that has been aroung forever called The Secret Life of Plants.  Yes, plants do give and receive vibes.

:  And you know its a shock to see that things you really liked 2 months ago, and you think you know that you like them. And suddenly without you really knowing it, your so beyond that stage that you wonder who you are now. Its like a map with a sign.

: You are here now --> @  

:
: You were here ---> .

:  BAM! Your all new! Run and find out who you used to be and are now before everything goes again.

:  I really like these changes. But when they come up, I know its going to be strange for a few days. Its not easy to buy clothes when your always changing your style all the time hehe.

 That's for sure....just when you think you are cool with your latest identity-poof-off it goes.  I guess the point is to learn how to go without an identity. Just being. Very tricky.

                   Leggo my ego!  Shara