Hello all,

I want to share the beautiful things that have transpired in my life since Mystress took me on a phone trip to Goddess on Wednesday, December 19th. I&8217;ve had more than a few karmic blockages in my day, and our dear FST teacher with help from Goddess, took all the necessary steps to open the door to my divinity.

It&8217;s hard to explain what happened, but basically, Goddess did Her work through Mystress, keeping me in a state of etherial bliss for a very long time. Many entities were cleared out of me and I learned first-hand what unity means.

Here&8217;s a little of the conversation I had with Mystress nine days after our session:

Your energy is so sweet and strong, unbelievably clear and resilient. I was amazed at the amount of time you were able to keep me in such a blissful state. When you said it was time to end the phone call, I could totally understand why! Talk about a drain...

Maybe you want to hear a little of what happened after our time
together?

I remained at that "vibe" for four days with equal intensity, just like when you were on the phone. Gratefully, I haven't crashed from the beautiful high (I was wondering about that). While my energy vibe has definitely dropped, I'm still grounding pretty easily. When I do the grounding ritual, I don't see a thread of eternal light; I see a tree trunk of eternal light connecting me to the earth and sun. Big difference.

I fell asleep for only two hours after our session, and I didn't sleep for about 36 hours after that. (No regrets. I enjoyed every minute.)The one dream I had in the two hours was you coming to check up on me. You said something about healing my kidneys (?) and you made me look into your eyes before you left. What an outfit you were wearing!

I so enjoyed the peace and light you turned me on to that I practiced going back and forth between Witness and Goddess-eye-view states at will for three days. I in no way wanted to lose what you had so generously taught me. And your trance request for me to remember what I needed to remember was beautiful and helpful. I can get into Witness state much easier now, and Goddess state once in a while.

Gabriel came to me about seven hours after our session, and he hasn't left, and doesn't intend on leaving. He comes as a golden light in my third eye, in the shape of a humanoid with wings. I can see this same thing in a room, but I get spooked and close my eyes right away. He says he'll come in another form when I'm ready. I can feel him at least. If I'm really scared I ask him to hold me, and he surrounds me with warmth and tingles. Almost hot . Being actually allergic to cold (breaking out in hives), he surely comes in handy .

If I ask, Gabriel will ground me like you did, from the toes up
through my head, but where this took only a few minutes last week for an incredible charge, it now takes up to a half hour for a semi-decent one. Since it takes so long now, I just have him focus on parts of my body that are bothering me, mostly my gut. It's faster! Talk about a precious angel. He fixes indigestion in no time flat, no easy feat. I've gotta say that I miss the high vibe you blessed me with. I almost feel like I'm losing him sometimes, but I'm grateful for the opportunity to know he's there.

Anyway the day following our session he encouraged me to buy an
180-piece art set and some paper at Sam's Club; I've been drawing and painting ever since, mostly mornings. I wake in the Shadow every day now, new lessons and things to accept constantly. (It's scary to go to sleep, so Gabriel helps me fall off.) So when I wake up, I draw out my fears and then lay down and ask Gabriel what I can do about them. He tells me how they have served me, and when I see how this is no longer necessary, I surrender these things and he takes them away. He tells me, Go to your place of peace or go into Goddess state. One time I sat
in front of MS Word and asked questions; he surely answered. He's
cute! Can't type worth a darn! lol Thus far my lessons have been: 1) Not seeing ugly where only beauty lies; 2) Doubt,faith, and trust; 3) Blame; 4) Human interactions; 5) Feelings of disconnection; 6) 23 points of the Shadow; 7) Embracing the darkness; and Needing attention. The fun never ends! lol I've only begun, I'm sure.

He encouraged me to start boxing, so I got a floor-standing weighted body bag and some gloves. Talk about a release. It's like drums without the mental trauma. The hubby and I are boxing as well, which is fun. The drums are something Gabriel hasn't encouraged. I have no choice but to surrender this. You got a strange vibe from the drums, too, I sensed strongly. I guess I'd need to really be free from everything I ever was, before I'd see drumming in a fresh way, a healthy way--free from anger, wanton lust, resentment, and fear. This is a tough lesson but I'm listening.

Incidentally, Gabriel helped with my marriage, too... (It didn't hurt that you had me look at my boy through Goddess's eyes, either.) Thought you might get a kick out of knowing this... A few nights after our phone session, my solar plexus was a fiery knot, and I remember you telling me that your male slaves love eating the karma out of you. So, I thought what the heck? Can't hurt. I asked my husband if he'd kiss my solar plexus and he did. That felt really good, calming the fire. Suddenly, hubby was ravenous, sucking madly, biting, grabbing all over really hard... He started shaking uncontrollably, too. hmmm, I thought...
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I left this stuff out for the Tea Room because it&8217;s a bit personal! lol Use your imaginations, fellow students!
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: I just wanted to apologise for getting off the phone with you so fast... it must have seemed odd, like I was in a hurry to get rid of you.  It was simply that coming back into awareness of time brought me back into my body and I discovered it was very tired!  I did not even call my friend back, I lay down on the couch to meditate and clear myself and passed out for 8 hours after our session. Usually I am up all night doing web design.

No need to apologize, whatsoever. Thank you for thinking of me,
though. Makes me feel good . You spent about three hours with me, healing me the entire time, holding me in an etherial state. (I so long to get to the place where you reside.)

Well, that's about as much as I feel comfortable sharing. I just want to again thank blessed Mystress for opening my doors. Healing is the way to go...

Love,

Leslee

Hello Leslee,

Wow! What a great story! Thanks for sharing that! I opened up this message and was hit by a ton of nice energy Scared me at first hehe, I didnt know what it was about. I can see how good that must have been. Thats so cool to hear and feel, sounds like your really moving along with this. Wow, I want to do this too Can't wait...

LOL I want to print this out and put it on my wall now to have a nice peice of energy art. Cool.

Wow.... Good for you!

New years! w000!

Ok, have fun,

Sean

Thanks for the friendly words, Sean. Nice energy is our friend .

Leslee

wow Leslee, I could feel how sweet your energy is here. What a nice, beautiful shift for you. Congratulations! BTW, when you started talking about drumming I started hacking. Interesting huh?
Stay floaty sweetie.
Love joy
Rebeckah

Started hacking when I mentioned drumming, huh? Interesting indeed! You could say that there are a couple of negative poopies related to that issue that still swirl in the air from time to time. Thankfully I just get out my New and Improved Karma Spray and zap the buggers to oblivion .

I'll stay floaty; you stay that way, too, darlin'.

Love,

Leslee

: wow Leslee, I could feel how sweet your energy is here. What a nice, beautiful shift for you. Congratulations! BTW, when you started talking about drumming I started hacking. Interesting huh?
: Stay floaty sweetie.
: Love joy
: Rebeckah