well, I went in for my first *treatment* today. The whole business was so strange, I almost got up and left, but realised it was just ego fear, so I released it and stayed.

I'm kinda freaked cuz I found out I weigh 77 pounds. I'm 5'4". And that's just today, I've gained weight lately actually. Any way you slice it, it's pretty sick. They're all freaking out on me telling me I need all these tests and IVs and nutrition therapy or something. My head was swimming cuz I wasn't eating {I mean eating at that moment.. I have to eat all day long to keep my strength going..) and telling me I need treatments twice a week for 6 months. They're gonna help me get on disability/medicare, whatever it is, which will help tremendously if I can get it.

Came home and called my Dad who just bitched me out for not going to Dr who prescribes pills. Nothing I do meets with his satisfaction cuz HE'S not doing it for me. Know what I mean? I understand where he's at and we reached some kind of unspoken understanding that his nagging is the only thing he can ~DO~ to show he loves me. And he kept saying he has to DO something to help. So nagging is it, even though I told him be optimistic, hold good thoughts, good pictures, etc. He doesn't know HOW to do any of that. Not for me, not for himself. That's ok. I don't have much of an emotional hook left around him, and that feels really good. It just comes down to trying to make him understand me, and trying to understand what he's not saying by what he's saying. I know we both are speaking English, but sometimes it doesn't feel like it.

Anyway. I feel like I started down a new road, and I'm going to be ok again. But it's such strange scenery... a back room perpetually under construction filled with geriatrics in Lazy Boys with an IV drip in their hand... and I take my place among them at age 37. lol. I'm happy inside cuz I know I'm going to be just fine, I'm thru the worst of it, but I look like Death's bride and everybody's freaking out on me. It's funny to be me right now.

Do well, Rebeckah. I see you in there and will send strength for your use, if/when you want it.

Peace,
carla

: well, I went in for my first *treatment* today. The whole business was so strange, I almost got up and left, but realised it was just ego fear, so I released it and stayed.

  Wow, Rebeckah! 77 lbs? How can your body heal itself, when it is already strained so much? Well, it can.. anything is possible... but I am really glad you decided to go for treatment.  

  Right now my body weighs about 15 lbs too much (5'8" & 145 lbs) so I'll send you the extra, OK? Along with my blessings.. I'll hand it over to the angels to deliver as they think best.
  Thanks for letting us know. Love you!

: well, I went in for my first *treatment* today. The whole business was so strange, I almost got up and left, but realised it was just ego fear, so I released it and stayed.

: I'm kinda freaked cuz I found out I weigh 77 pounds. I'm 5'4". And that's just today, I've gained weight lately actually. Any way you slice it, it's pretty sick. They're all freaking out on me telling me I need all these tests and IVs and nutrition therapy or something. My head was swimming cuz I wasn't eating {I mean eating at that moment.. I have to eat all day long to keep my strength going..) and telling me I need treatments twice a week for 6 months. They're gonna help me get on disability/medicare, whatever it is, which will help tremendously if I can get it.

: Came home and called my Dad who just bitched me out for not going to Dr who prescribes pills. Nothing I do meets with his satisfaction cuz HE'S not doing it for me. Know what I mean? I understand where he's at and we reached some kind of unspoken understanding that his nagging is the only thing he can ~DO~ to show he loves me. And he kept saying he has to DO something to help. So nagging is it, even though I told him be optimistic, hold good thoughts, good pictures, etc. He doesn't know HOW to do any of that. Not for me, not for himself. That's ok. I don't have much of an emotional hook left around him, and that feels really good. It just comes down to trying to make him understand me, and trying to understand what he's not saying by what he's saying. I know we both are speaking English, but sometimes it doesn't feel like it.

: Anyway. I feel like I started down a new road, and I'm going to be ok again. But it's such strange scenery... a back room perpetually under construction filled with geriatrics in Lazy Boys with an IV drip in their hand... and I take my place among them at age 37. lol. I'm happy inside cuz I know I'm going to be just fine, I'm thru the worst of it, but I look like Death's bride and everybody's freaking out on me. It's funny to be me right now.

:  

Hi, very touchin' story
When i think of you, i will think of a
happy, healthy vibrint Woman,
wishin' that have some power of prayer to it

Much Love to you
ant

BTW: Hight vs Wieght
Someone tried to lure me a woman
addvertised to be 5'11" and 120 lbs
so that seems to be "in" body wieght/hight

Thank you Carla! I'll take all the strength you'd like to send. I have to eat ~constantly~ to keep my strength up... ever try to force yourself to eat all day long? It gets boring. lol!
lovejoy
Rebeckah

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: Do well, Rebeckah. I see you in there and will send strength for your use, if/when you want it.

: Peace,
: carla

:
: : well, I went in for my first *treatment* today. The whole business was so strange, I almost got up and left, but realised it was just ego fear, so I released it and stayed.

:   Wow, Rebeckah! 77 lbs? How can your body heal itself, when it is already strained so much? Well, it can.. anything is possible... but I am really glad you decided to go for treatment.

Thanks, me too! I only lost this much weight in the past few months because my body went into healing mode. They want me to get on disability and go to the hospital to do IV nutrition and food stuff... she says it costs about $20,000 to do. HA! So, we're doing chelation and vitamins before we do the cleaning out cuz my body wouldn't be able to handle detoxing right now. {Even though I'm detoxing anyway!!!} Goddess is really rebuilding me in an amazing way, as long as I keep eating enough food. I'm doing so much better these days. Thank you Angelique for helping me, I don't think I would have made it without your help. Seriously. Thank you.

I contacted social security to see if I could get some moola, and they called me *today* for an interview. Which you usually have to wait awhile for, supposedly... so, I think getting disability money will go pretty smoothly now. The DR also said he'll do what he can to get me on disability really quickly. It's nice to find a DR to be on MY side finally.

:    Right now my body weighs about 15 lbs too much (5'8" & 145 lbs) so I'll send you the extra, OK? Along with my blessings.. I'll hand it over to the angels to deliver as they think best.
:    Thanks for letting us know. Love you!

OH! That's great! I'll take it! Put it all in my boobs ok? oh, I want some butt cheeks back too! LOL! I think you're fine. You live in the cold north, so you need some warmth around them bones. Thanks for being here for me. You're a lifesaver Angelique!
Love joy
Rebeckah

ANTY!!!! IS THAT YOU???!!!!! The ant from exxo, or exo, or exxo2, or whatever it is/was. lol!
C'est MOI! the *joyful_fairy*! {wave)
Thanks for your well wishes.
& I think that Lady sounds too thin.
LOL! Like I have room to criticize?

Love joy
Rebeckah

: Hi, very touchin' story
:  When i think of you, i will think of a
:  happy, healthy vibrint Woman,
:  wishin' that have some power of prayer to it

: Much Love to you
:  ant

:
: BTW: Hight vs Wieght
:  Someone tried to lure me a woman
:  addvertised to be 5'11" and 120 lbs
:  so that seems to be "in" body wieght/hight
:  
:  

: :   Wow, Rebeckah! 77 lbs? How can your body heal itself, when it is already strained so much? Well, it can.. anything is possible... but I am really glad you decided to go for treatment.

: Thanks, me too! I only lost this much weight in the past few months because my body went into healing mode. They want me to get on disability and go to the hospital to do IV nutrition and food stuff... she says it costs about $20,000 to do. HA! So, we're doing chelation and vitamins before we do the cleaning out cuz my body wouldn't be able to handle detoxing right now. {Even though I'm detoxing anyway!!!} Goddess is really rebuilding me in an amazing way, as long as I keep eating enough food.

Good! When I first thought of sending you some weight, Karen Carpenter came to mind... you remember her, she was the singer who became anorexic, and died because she started to regain weight too fast, and her heart failed. Moderation in all things. So, I turned it over to the angels to handle. Hmm.. I also gave them thirty love bombs, one a day for the next month, or as they see fit.  
Please remember to always bless your food, it will increase your digestive efficiency, as well as making the food taste better!

: I'm doing so much better these days. Thank you Angelique for helping me, I don't think I would have made it without your help. Seriously. Thank you.

Well, that is very sweet... but really, you did it, yourself. I'm just the coach and cheering section. Goddess within you handled the hard stuff.

: I contacted social security to see if I could get some moola, and they called me *today* for an interview. Which you usually have to wait awhile for, supposedly...
Goddess has it handled...

: so, I think getting disability money will go pretty smoothly now. The DR also said he'll do what he can to get me on disability really quickly. It's nice to find a DR to be on MY side finally.

: :    Right now my body weighs about 15 lbs too much (5'8" & 145 lbs) so I'll send you the extra, OK? Along with my blessings.. I'll hand it over to the angels to deliver as they think best.
: :    Thanks for letting us know. Love you!

: OH! That's great! I'll take it! Put it all in my boobs ok?
ROTFLOL!! I saw someone last summer who had not seen me in quite a while, I was wearing a tight tank top. She insisted that I had gained all the weight on my boobs! Well, I gained it elsewhere too... but I do feel that I am carrying it better than I was. It has evened out, or something. Perhaps my mind has just adjusted to seeing the curves.

  When I was a pro-Dom I used hypnosis to keep my weight between 120/125 lbs... sports illustrated swimsuit model proportions... but when I retired the agreement to keep me so thin expired. My DB tells me I'm too old to be so thin. phhhht. Have not quite surrendered to that idea. Especially since I have several thousand $$$ worth of custom leathers that I can no longer wear. Boo hooo!!  

:oh, I want some butt cheeks back too! LOL! I think you're fine. You live in the cold north, so you need some warmth around them bones.

I'd rather wear a sweater. However, speaking of fattening food. One sure fire weight gain for me is hot chocolate with eggnog... and perhaps a bit of rum or amaretto? oooh, nectar. Gained 7 lbs one X-mas just from that, alone! eek.

 I would also like to suggest you get some bee propolis. It has an amazing restorative effect on the respiratory system. I get raw propolis from a bee keeper friend, and stick a bit of it on the roof of my mouth to slowly dissolve. Clears up colds and sore throats in minutes. It is an ancient remedy. Hippocrates would prescribe it for stomach ulcers. You can also get it in capsules, cough drops and a tincture, or if you can find honey in the comb, that is good too. Hmm.. I think I also have a jar of propolis honey around somewhere.

Allergy test it first, if you have pollen allergies or tree sap allergies then it might not be good for you. It is tree sap harvested by little bee tongues. They coat the inside of the hive with it, making the hive a nearly perfect sterile environment. The aroma and color of beeswax is from the propolis.  

:Thanks for being here for me. You're a lifesaver Angelique!
: Love joy
: Rebeckah

thanks!  Glad you are here with us! Blessings..

: ANTY!!!! IS THAT YOU???!!!!! The ant from exxo, or exo, or exxo2, or whatever it is/was. lol!
: C'est MOI! the *joyful_fairy*! {wave)

yes, Rebeckah its ant from the eXX2,
i miss you there, it become my dairy w/100 lurkers
right now i spoof this class there, its kinda a release
valve to keep me from over postin' k-groups ant such
(Thanks to Mystress for givin' me the group)
(she may have said "Goddess i surrender this gift
  ,i dont want it" LOL...)  
so.. thats how rememberd the term "astrol rape"
what a surprise ant relief to find out what that word ment
well maybe i'll become LK groupy now....

: Thanks for your well wishes.
: & I think that Lady sounds too thin.
: LOL! Like I have room to criticize?

Thats what i thought too.. but
who am i to be choisy

: Love joy
: Rebeckah

BTW: i had the same thoughts as Mystress
i gots 30 lbs of gut to gets rid of
so donate 2lbs for every one she gives ya

Much Love ant Many Hugs
Healthy Blessin's to ya )

Hope to get back to you on side,
assumin' ya have the same e-mail address

:   Good! When I first thought of sending you some weight, Karen Carpenter came to mind... you remember her, she was the singer who became anorexic, and died because she started to regain weight too fast, and her heart failed. Moderation in all things. So, I turned it over to the angels to handle. Hmm.. I also gave them thirty love bombs, one a day for the next month, or as they see fit.

THANK YOU!
I actually didn't know that was how she died... I don't know anything about gaining weight cuz I've never tried to do this before! LOL! Losing it is easy, but gaining? mm. Moderation IS good advice here! I try and eat what I can, but it does get boring to be so focused on food ALL the time. Lately my body has wanted naps in the afternoon, which is a great sign that I can lay down for a bit without alot of physical drama {coughing, weezing, pain, etc.) I have been blessing everything that goes in my mouth, and I have started to notice the taste of things changing as it is blessed.

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: : I'm doing so much better these days. Thank you Angelique for helping me, I don't think I would have made it without your help. Seriously. Thank you.

: Well, that is very sweet... but really, you did it, yourself. I'm just the coach and cheering section. Goddess within you handled the hard stuff.

I felt that I would have to explain this more.. when I contacted you for healing I couldn't stand or sit up without hyperventilating... my breathing was very, errr, labored! Anyway, after our session I had another kidney infection setting up, I know the signs of it, had 2 UTI in the past year. I had decided that if it didn't shift I was just gonna stay in bed and sleep constantly until I died. But, I told you about it and it shifted. Now, I know you did something cuz I surrendered it many times and it didn't budge. Plus I was pretty deep in some ego muck. I didn't know how dirty my energy really was until it started clearing out. I felt like somebody took a sheet off my head and then I could see again. LOL! So, yes I know Goddess in me created the healing, as She is now in an absolutely amazing way! but you also did have a big part in helping me out of my stuck spot. Thank you. Are compliments that hard for you to accept?
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:   When I was a pro-Dom I used hypnosis to keep my weight between 120/125 lbs... sports illustrated swimsuit model proportions... but when I retired the agreement to keep me so thin expired. My DB tells me I'm too old to be so thin. phhhht. Have not quite surrendered to that idea. Especially since I have several thousand $$$ worth of custom leathers that I can no longer wear. Boo hooo!!  

OH! I'd be doing sumthin so I could wear the leather! MMMmmmmm. You gave me an idea to discuss the weight thing in a meditation with my DB though. It's really weird that in my mind I can't conceive of my body as looking any different... except for being very flat chested and a tad more muscular... and a bit more wrinkled like I deflated...hmmm, ok, maybe I'm seeing myself a little bit more here, lol!... but conceptually, I'm still just *me*, it's hard to believe it as real that I'm having weight problems.

:   I'd rather wear a sweater. However, speaking of fattening food. One sure fire weight gain for me is hot chocolate with eggnog... and perhaps a bit of rum or amaretto? oooh, nectar. Gained 7 lbs one X-mas just from that, alone! eek.

That's really good adivce too, thank you! I need lots of protein, and have been eating an egg salad sandwich every day. Eggs usually give me the creeps, I can only eat them in disguised forms. And eggnog is soooo yummmy, and in season too!!!! I think I'm gonna lay off the alcohol tho till I'm not so toxically challenged.

Bee Propolis IS on my shopping list for the health food store, how'd you know? Has been for awhile tho. Along with powder meal replacement vitamin rich drink mix stuff just to drink. Imagine that in eggnog? uck..

: Allergy test it first, if you have pollen allergies or tree sap allergies then it might not be good for you. It is tree sap harvested by little bee tongues. They coat the inside of the hive with it, making the hive a nearly perfect sterile environment. The aroma and color of beeswax is from the propolis.

ok, the propolis sounded good till you explained it like that. giggle. Thanks for the reminder to test since I do think I have a pine allergy. ?  Who knows how things will react in my system it's kinda borderline alot lately. Well, Goddess knows, thanks. I had a strange rash from the IV too.. Probabally a metal allergy. Any other good detoxing suggestions, anybody? I'm eating flax oil and ground seeds and NuPlus {which helps regenerate cells and detox}. Thanks for everything.

Love joy
Rebeckah

: BTW: i had the same thoughts as Mystress
:  i gots 30 lbs of gut to gets rid of
:  so donate 2lbs for every one she gives ya

ok, that's 45 pounds which would put me at 122... I think I'll stop at 115 of healthy beautiful muscle. So the last 3.5 pounds each you'll both have to work off on your own, but the rest I'll take!

Nice to see you again ant! Things got ruff for me so I had to simplify life. And thanks for the well wishes, I put my addy at the top of the page for ya & anybody else who wants it!
Love joy
Rebeckah

: THANK YOU!
: I actually didn't know that was how she died... I don't know anything about gaining weight cuz I've never tried to do this before! LOL!

Well, you are not anorexic, so it probably does not apply...

:Losing it is easy, but gaining?

LOL!! Easy for you to say... losing weight used to be easy for me too, till I retired from being a pro-dom... even so, I am the thin one out of an extended family of really overweight people. Especially on the german side of the family. Love that rich food!

:mm. Moderation IS good advice here! I try and eat what I can, but it does get boring to be so focused on food ALL the time. Lately my body has wanted naps in the afternoon, which is a great sign that I can lay down for a bit without alot of physical drama {coughing, weezing, pain, etc.) I have been blessing everything that goes in my mouth, and I have started to notice the taste of things changing as it is blessed.

Isn't that cool? I carry a memory of tasting stale watermelon freshening in my mouth, as I blessed it. Also, blessed food stays fresh longer.

: __________
: I felt that I would have to explain this more.. when I contacted you for healing I couldn't stand or sit up without hyperventilating... my breathing was very, errr, labored! Anyway, after our session I had another kidney infection setting up, I know the signs of it, had 2 UTI in the past year. I had decided that if it didn't shift I was just gonna stay in bed and sleep constantly until I died. But, I told you about it and it shifted. Now, I know you did something cuz I surrendered it many times and it didn't budge.

Uh... err... ok! You are very welcome!! Glad you decided to live...

Plus I was pretty deep in some ego muck. I didn't know how dirty my energy really was until it started clearing out. I felt like somebody took a sheet off my head and then I could see again. LOL! So, yes I know Goddess in me created the healing, as She is now in an absolutely amazing way! but you also did have a big part in helping me out of my stuck spot. Thank you. Are compliments that hard for you to accept?
: __________

No, I love compliments! I have my slaves write me letters of adoration, kiss my feet and tell me all about my wonderfullness! I have a stack of fab testimonials I read whenever I need a lift. I would publish them all on my webpages, but I am shy to ask the authors consent. Can I use a snippet of this post too?

My intent was simply to empower you... here is a quote from one of my heroes, Wilhelm Reich, on healing that I came across yesterday, doing research for the empathy book. :

Do not save people. You will be seduced by your admirers into saving people. Let people save themselves. This will be the only way to salvation: true, real, wholesome salvation. Live is strong enough to save itself. Just live your life ahead of them.

: That's really good adivce too, thank you! I need lots of protein, and have been eating an egg salad sandwich every day. Eggs usually give me the creeps, I can only eat them in disguised forms. And eggnog is soooo yummmy, and in season too!!!! I think I'm gonna lay off the alcohol tho till I'm not so toxically challenged.

Good idea... the caffiene in the chocolate might not serve either... but eggnog.. yummy!! Fattening as hell... also Haazen Daz ice cream. mmmm!! Well marbled roast beef, french bread with cream cheese, (I cannot eat bread... sigh) Avacados, nacho chips, salsa, rich gravy, fettucine alfredo (cannot eat pasta either.. no wheat for me!) garlic toast, raisin bread toast with cinnnamon, cinnamon rolls, root beer floats, nanaimo bars, hard candy, tea with demerra sugar and rich cream, chocolate chip cookies, garlic mashed potatoes with butter and gravy, shortbread like my sister makes it, ripe peaches, chocolate covered almonds, potato chips with dip, cherries, mango pudding, any kind of pudding, tapoica, custard, honey garlic chicken wings, pizza, strawberries and criossants with chocolate and whip cream, bavarian cream pie, chinese roast pork with crispy skin, roast duck ... ah, these are the pleasures of life!

If only I could eat my way through x-mas and have you gain the weight instead of me! I feel like I gained 3 pounds just writing that list... oy! Come visit me, I will take great pleasure in stuffing you full of things I love and cannot eat!

: Bee Propolis IS on my shopping list for the health food store, how'd you know? Has been for awhile tho. Along with powder meal replacement vitamin rich drink mix stuff just to drink. Imagine that in eggnog? uck..

Boost and carnation instant breakfasts can be yummy...

: : Allergy test it first, if you have pollen allergies or tree sap allergies then it might not be good for you. It is tree sap harvested by little bee tongues. They coat the inside of the hive with it, making the hive a nearly perfect sterile environment. The aroma and color of beeswax is from the propolis.

: ok, the propolis sounded good till you explained it like that. giggle. Thanks for the reminder to test since I do think I have a pine allergy. ?  Who knows how things will react in my system it's kinda borderline alot lately. Well, Goddess knows, thanks. I had a strange rash from the IV too.. Probabally a metal allergy. Any other good detoxing suggestions, anybody? I'm eating flax oil and ground seeds and NuPlus {which helps regenerate cells and detox}. Thanks for everything.

Contact a beekeeper and tell them your situation, the best propolis is from poplar trees.

Put flax seed oil in a blender with cottage cheese or quark cheese and some maple syrop and spices to taste. Use it as a butter substitute, salad dressing, chip dip.. whatever but don't cook with it. Grape juice is cleansing, so is cherry juice, but that might be too intense for you. Garlic and ginger is cleansing, cinnamon for longevity.. bet nobody knew I am a kitchen witch too!

#1 detox beverage is made from hot water, fresh lemon juice, cayenne pepper, maple syrop and ginger. It is called Master cleanser beverage and it is used by people who do fasting.. preferably on an empty stomach, which yours is not... but try it first thing in the morning. It makes your digestive juices flow, but as there is almost no food value to it, the juices go to work cleaning your blood.

Blessings!

:  Love joy
:  Rebeckah

: Isn't that cool? I carry a memory of tasting stale watermelon freshening in my mouth, as I blessed it. Also, blessed food stays fresh longer.

The point that I didn't make, lol! in mentioning that is that when I first read about you and the watermelon I didn't really believe that I could do that too... but then I started noticing the tastes of things DID change. & It is cool.

Realized that I can't do the eggnog cuz it's dairy and dairy gives me major probs with mucous. yucky. Lunchmeat seems to be the ticket right now since it's quick, easy and protein. I'm drinking whey protein shakes too. I forgot to ask you about what you use to counteract your mold/fungus allergies. The DR says this is a fungus... not very comforting to think that a fungus was living better in my lungs than my lung tissues were. Meaning that that fungal parasite was taking over.

: If only I could eat my way through x-mas and have you gain the weight instead of me! I feel like I gained 3 pounds just writing that list... oy! Come visit me, I will take great pleasure in stuffing you full of things I love and cannot eat!

lol! Actually, I gained the three pounds! My weight increased to 79.5 this week. YAY! So, I'm gaining now, instead of losing which is an excellent sign. I'm working really hard at gaining it too. Cuz it's kinda a bummer to eat, I'm detoxing like crazy, feeling better at strange times, like bedtime, and worse at bad times, like dinner time. But, the oxygen level in my blood went from 58% on Monday to 83% on Friday. YAY! So, my focus is on detoxing and eating and watching the numbers move. Such a strange phase of life.

I'd love to have you cook for me. But I can't travel anywhere until I can handle it. I went shopping at Wall Mart on Fri, and decided to use one of those battery operated cart cars. As soon as I sat down in it I was overcome with a desire to weep. It feels like Goddess wants every shred of pride removed from me... It's horrible to be so bad off you can't wipe your own ass... {sorry to be gross) That wasn't a fun time. Talk about losing your pride! Anyway, I just let it go and decided to try and have fun driving the cart. And them little carts ARE fun to drive... except I ran into a round clothes rack and the whole back half of it and all the clothes on it fell off onto the floor.. LOL! oooopppssssss.. novice driver. At least now I know why Wall Mart is always such a mess, it's cuz of people like me who can't drive those silly carts! I never knew how hard it is for handicapped people until now.

: Put flax seed oil in a blender with cottage cheese or quark cheese and some maple syrop and spices to taste. Use it as a butter substitute, salad dressing, chip dip.. whatever but don't cook with it. Grape juice is cleansing, so is cherry juice, but that might be too intense for you. Garlic and ginger is cleansing, cinnamon for longevity.. bet nobody knew I am a kitchen witch too!

All this food talk makes me hungry, which is good! Most witches are excellent cooks too! I used to be, and made soaps and incense and oil blends, etc. I had an awesome oil collection too. It was fun, but I moved too much to haul tons of little bottles of stuff everywhere. So, that stuff got thrown out. Once I get a house I'm sure I'll start collecting it again.
Love joy
Rebeckah

: : Isn't that cool? I carry a memory of tasting stale watermelon freshening in my mouth, as I blessed it. Also, blessed food stays fresh longer.

: The point that I didn't make, lol! in mentioning that is that when I first read about you and the watermelon I didn't really believe that I could do that too... but then I started noticing the tastes of things DID change. & It is cool.

Right on! I don't teach stuff that is so special that I am the only one who can do it! I don;t believe there is such things, actually. Namaste! The magic in you and the magic in me are one. Nobody gets a bigger dose of Goddess... I have just had more practice, is all.

 Augustin some time ago, asked that more hands-on experiements were included as a part of the course. I think one that I will add is the "bean test" I did for myself, as a teenager. To prove "scientifically" that the energy coming out of my hands could affect my world. I planet three bean seeds, each in a styrofoam cup. The contol bean go no attention except watering with plain water. The second bean got water that had been blessed by me, and the third bean got blessed water, and blessings and good thoughts. That bean grew 4x taller than the control bean in a matter of weeks. The second bean was in the middle between the two.
 Try it... it is an easy experiement.

: All this food talk makes me hungry, which is good! Most witches are excellent cooks too! I used to be, and made soaps and incense and oil blends, etc:  Love joy
:  Rebeckah

Kewl! I want to make some of those baking soda bath bombs... got a recipe?
    Blessings!