I have started offering my sexual energy and pleasure to Goddess, via the heart chakra.


WOW.


Goddess gives good heart.



One interesting thing that is happening is that I feel and inflow through my vajra, almost as Goddess is making love to me, as if I have a yoni and am recieiving....


I am noticing it really turns me on to think of Goddess as a God, or a Hermaphrodite, making love to me, filling me up.....



When I checked in with my heart voice- I heard, "You're a switch," which I believe means when making love to Goddess, sometimes I am to practice as if a woman, recieving, and sometimes as a man,


From Taosit Tantra, there is an idea of man offering sexual energy to through his vajra to the yoni, the female raising it to here heart and sending it the mans heart, and he draws it back down and sends it again.....


It seems as if Goddess is training me in the female version of this tantra... when I play with the male flow, I am less orgasmic, however I recieive more sweetness, whereas when playing the female role- energy from 2nd chakra to forth and to Goddess I am crazily orgasmic... 



Wow, this is gonna be an amazing journey!!!!


xo,


S.e.e.