Hello,

 I was on the table at my local energy worker's place. She has this pendulumn that she uses to do lots of things. One of them was to check my chakra's. She puts it over my top and says its really open now. And moves down and over my heart. I can feel whenever anyone get close to any of my chakra's. I feel them buzz, different people buzz more or less. I felt my heart buzzing around a lot. Anyways she is telling me to open my eyes and look at it. Its going round and round in big circles. Cool. I can feel my heart spinning it like another hand. I spend a lot of time there... So then she moves to my lower ones and its not really going anywhere. She starts telling me about it and I look over and it starts going around right then. This happens with all the rest. If I just think about it, they start to work. Nothing else just think about it, casually. She put it on my foot, nothing. She starts talking about my feet and I tossed a thought at it... Not really caring. It starts up spinning.

Ok... My thoughts power me up? Wow.. Ok...

Gotta go, post more later...

Sean

Hello Mystress,

Thanks for pointing this out to me. I was feeling around and realised that I am pulling the bubble in. Went around today just making sure it was well out and felt a difference. Have to practice this more and get it in place. It seems funny though, after a long time of always pulling in, to put something out there so far is a bit strange. I'll get the hang of it though. Have to feel around for blocks down there too...

Oh, and as the thoughts go. I've started to put a lot of effort into this. I made an alter with things I like on it just to keep good things in sight at all times. Went out and bought some new clothes to make me think and feel better. And just doing things that will help me to stay thinking positive thoughts about things. Its cool because I think this is working pretty good.

I've also realised that I might be carrying around old thoughts that were really self destructive. Old prayers that were repeted over and over again that are not good for anyone..etc... So I was thinking about new positive things that I could say and was trying to make up my own words, still working on that. But I know they made a difference in my thoughts about me before, and now I'll make another difference again.

Its just so amazing that you have the ability to change the way you think. And where you put your energy to. I'm just realising this. Its pretty cool. I thought I'd be stuck with old ideas. But you can change them and become anyone you really want to be. Just by changing your thoughts. Cool.

Thanks,

Sean

:   Well, Duh, Sean. (giggle)
:    So now you have even more motive to be mindful of your thoughts.

:   BTW: you are probably carrying your aura too high, like the bottom of the bubble is around your knees instead of two feet below your feet. I want you to pull it down, and also do an intuitive exploration of the lower grounding cord itself. You may find some stuff to clear to make sure the connection goes all the way down without being interrupted or drained by leeches.  
:     Blessings!

: :  Ok... My thoughts power me up? Wow.. Ok...

: :  
: :  Gotta go, post more later...

:
: :  Sean

:  Thanks for pointing this out to me. I was feeling around and realised that I am pulling the bubble in. Went around today just making sure it was well out and felt a difference. Have to practice this more and get it in place. It seems funny though, after a long time of always pulling in, to put something out there so far is a bit strange. I'll get the hang of it though. Have to feel around for blocks down there too...

The grounding anim will give you a good idea of what size to make the bubble... it can be a little bigger than the anim shows... I had to keep it little so the bandwidth of it would not be too big. If you are in a crowded bus or something, then pull it in smaller, but otherwise keep it bigger.
 You can ask your DB to help you to maintain it, too..

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:  Oh, and as the thoughts go. I've started to put a lot of effort into this. I made an alter with things I like on it just to keep good things in sight at all times. Went out and bought some new clothes to make me think and feel better. And just doing things that will help me to stay thinking positive thoughts about things. Its cool because I think this is working pretty good.

Cool! Be good to yourself.

:  I've also realised that I might be carrying around old thoughts that were really self destructive. Old prayers that were repeted over and over again that are not good for anyone..etc...
Surrender them. Goddess has it handled.

:  Its just so amazing that you have the ability to change the way you think. And where you put your energy to. I'm just realising this. Its pretty cool. I thought I'd be stuck with old ideas. But you can change them and become anyone you really want to be. Just by changing your thoughts. Cool.

It is amazing, isn't it? Now... think of how your fought to hang onto your belief in your own helplessness, on K-list... people do that... it is silly, but very human. You might want to aim some forgiveness to your previous self. Send love back through time to the person you were.

 It is funny but so true. I had a pretty horriffic childhood, but I know now that I got through it relatively unscathed, because of the support of my adult self going back through time, to support and love the child I was.
 Never too late, to have a happy childhood.
  Blessings...

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:  Thanks,

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:  Sean
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: :   Well, Duh, Sean. (giggle)
: :    So now you have even more motive to be mindful of your thoughts.

: :   BTW: you are probably carrying your aura too high, like the bottom of the bubble is around your knees instead of two feet below your feet. I want you to pull it down, and also do an intuitive exploration of the lower grounding cord itself. You may find some stuff to clear to make sure the connection goes all the way down without being interrupted or drained by leeches.  
: :     Blessings!

: : :  Ok... My thoughts power me up? Wow.. Ok...

: : :  
: : :  Gotta go, post more later...

: :
: : :  Sean