Does anyone have any hope inspiring surrender stories?  I've got some weird synchronicity going on and am not sure how to take it.  I've been seeing Texas license plates everywhere (as in 8-10 a day, cars pull in front of me all the time) and I think this is some kind of hint that I need to move there.  This has been happening for 3 months.  Only problem is I am out of work and tired of sitting around all day with nothing to do… not having any luck with much of anything. (after K woke up my life feel apart) and my family will not give me the cash to move. 

and I realize this post makes me look like a lazy a**, I have gone on many interviews for the record and gone no where.

I wouldn't just go somewhere far away without anykind of good solid plan. Trust the Allah but tie up your camels goes to this situation too. You might be one of those wild boys who just pack their tiny backbag and hitchhike to another state. But I would not, I like some level of comfort in my life these days

There might be some other reasons too why Texas comes up so often, other than moving there. What does Texas mean to you? As a finnish woman, Texas sounds like desert and wild west to me lol! Ask for more guidance why do you see it so often. I think you are one of those that actually are very intuitive but do not realise it. When I say I looked something, it means I asked to see an imaginary picture or movie in my mind. I have a long training at that so my imagination is more often right than not. No clear sparkling visions and fireworks auras around people with my eyes open. Sometimes yes but rarely anymore. Third eye is more likely giving you inner knowing and mental images. Mental images can be very blurry and gray but I start to hunt more details in them... So the image comes alive.

In the chats you will get more hands on training.

Well, the Texas thing started when I was really listening to a lot of a certain spiritual teacher, I started seeing plates everywhere.  I noticed that he was going to be teaching 2 days there in January, and my family actually funded the trip down there (which was strange because they wont help with a dime).

My intuition is not very good, and I can't seem to visualize very well at all.  I was stuck in the whole fatalism teachings for the last year (guys like ramesh balsekar) and am in the process of un learning that bs

As soon as I got off the plane there were guitars all over the airport, I'm a musician so I guess it really hit home.  I think the real reason I want to leave is a have a not so good past, and I want to run away from where I grew up.  The last time I was employed here my aunt (who is a b**tch) came into my work and told them that I had all kinds of issues etc.  Just tired of the past following me around,  I feel like I wont ever have a chance until I break completely clean from everything I went through.  I just started FST and am not skipping around the lessons out of respect for Mystress, so maybe I will learn more later down the line.  But I worry that it will be too late by then and I will be on the street.  I have applied for work etc but a part of me doesn't want too because I really hate this city

Hi Octet,

Welcome to FST and the Tea Room 

In my experience, synchronicities happen when it is meant to be and there is no resistance. The examples I can recall from my life, tended to flow with effortless ease, with not much work, planning or stress, on my part. I noticed that when they happened, I didn’t really care about the outcome, (i.e if they happened or not).

I can also recall lots of times when I demanded change because I was resisting/unhappy with my situation. It never happened, when I pushed it, my life fell apart to teach me the lesson, the people around me that I loved the most were hurt, they became ill, I became I’ll, its was a really bad situation and re-evaluation of priorities. I believe its important, to be at ease, acceptance with your current situation (city, family, past etc) no matter what that is. You can’t run from that. Once you make peace with it, it may change on its own. It did in my case. Being in a state of acceptance to your situation may help, imagine that you must live in your current situation forever; and accept, be at peace with it and surrender your resistance. Resistance slows down synchronicity a lot, that’s why surrender is so important. It will be as Goddess wills, is one of my favourite quotes in FST, it has deep meaning; I meditate on it many times a day.

Although, I’ve done some wild spontaneous things, to travel to places without a solid plan. Sometimes it worked out, sometime not, they were all hard work.  I agree with Mari, it can make for a bumpy road, I’m a lot more settled these days and maybe just getting older as well! Have you tried applying for work in Texas? You don’t have to move there to do that. Otherwise, find some kind of temporary job where you are, save up enough money to get yourself to Texas and for 1-2 months living expenses, plus enough for the return journey as a fall back.

Peace be with you,

Robin

I'm sorry, I meant to say Hi Melodievibrations! I'm still waking up. Warm welcome to Octet too  .

Thanks Robin, that did help a lot.  I've read that same thing so many times but the way you phrased it helped. 

I do have one story today that I guess you could call synchronicity - my refrigerator just got replaced and it's not working right,  maintenance guy here told me it was normal and I've been pissed about it.  Walked outside and mentioned the noisy fridge to the groundskeeper, he said go talk to the manager I know her.  I did and she ordered a new fridge without me having to ask.  Kinda worried that the maintenance guy will give me shit when he shows up but it kinda worked out.

Hi,

For me strangely Texas clikced with Tx like Thanks..
Thankfulness for all good things, relationships, gifts etc. that one already has, is blessed with, is one such advice. I used it in many wavey times or times where things just
where untrasparent and tension started to appear.  Urecognized resistance to what is, to put it honestly. Thankfulness to Godess and also to other beings that are supporting my existence
calmed me and reseted my view straight, to a more soft, centered, gentle view.
Also good to use when issues seem onesided or when one is faced whit a boring task.
I already feel I could do it way more. So, Im thankfull, that I have a benefit from you writing the question.
And Im very thankfull for all responses in this thread, they are all truly inspirational and usefull.
In fact it conects to a theme that is so old yet always suprising as new, resistance.
So it is surely a good synchronicity

love,

Duu

Texas isn't really wild wild west anymore, more like country laid back kind of feel