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how did you find this place ?
what  brought you here?
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Love , ant

Hello Ant.

Thank you for the warm welcome.

I actually stumbled upon the kundalini teacher website by chance, and had no intention of paying the fee to delve into the studies offered by the fire serpent tantra membership, but found myself coming back time and time again as I enjoyed much of the information being offered.. that on top of the grounding meditation proved an interesting feel the first time around. I have only just begun and am only upon the first couple of lessons so it is hard to say.. I will reveal I have the tendency to often rush through things as is my nature, but am attempting to pace myself and revisit the lessons to gain multiple perspectives.

I struggle with some health issues along the lines of being overly sensitive to many foods, chemicals, and crowds. I have tried implementing a shortened version of the grounding technique(while at the supermarket for example) when I feel the reactions coming on,  and while it hasn't completely intervened, it has lessened the effect .. this I found interesting but I need to work on it a lot more. How are you progressing?

I stumbled upon Mystress by going to library and typing into there search engine Goddess, Goddess comming from witch craft
and maybe from yoga mixing sexuality and spirituality
basically i was looking for an external "Goddess " to give me the high of feeling i was in  love.then i think Mystress sent out some kind of email to group, it was like a boo hoo story that put me on guilt trip so i joined FST   

This was over a decade ago, the first time i went over the lessons was at a community collage, thats were i was for was for 9/11
Perceval was communicating with me when i first started taking the lessons, and the first time around i had a very open mind to the lessons  but kind of stumbled when trying to right my essay )i was having a hard time explaining what the course was about to the Dean)

The next place i hung out was a mental health center and i like comparing my FST lessons to the topic of the day and some of the DBT (Dialectical Behavior Therapy) it seemed the topics there and the lessons of the week i was going over were very similar but in  a different language some the same like grounding and mindfulness

i tryed starting up my own FST group at the drop in center
it lasted a little while, one gal realling the lessson i gave about the heart, the lessons were different to FST but they were influenced by FST. One reason  why this ended and quit writing lessons was my beliefs started th change especially about FST and i dropped out of FST lost my ID name and password, must of kind of got away from the net lost all of email accounts except one so i all so lost controle of my yahoo groups, one group were i posted pics  that i took of me for a couple of dommes that i had a short on line thing with, how no one i know hasn't found them and forced me to resign my elected position is beyond me


also had a pro sex group i started up, you would not believe the controversy that brought up, found a couple of pro sex gals but unfortunately they are no longer with me
see next post for more, ant

The next stage that i am on now and have been on for a least year
Started out with my Doctor/therapist getting fired and wanting to pass for normal fast, before her contract was up.
Don't know if it was me but she did get fired and im not allowed to get a female therapists there no more, and they have very few male therapists,
so i do with out one but now people are so amazed at how much i've i changed, they think i'm very knowledgeable and really got myself stairtend out,
and are greatly impressed with my leadership skills, guess i've guess i've become mindfull of my surrounding i live in small town Wisconsin,
99% of thump the bible word for word, and show an outward  anti sex attitude, so i have stuffed my beliefs in the closest,
some times they slip out at in opportune times, so search for an out let to release these beliefs and try to find others of a like mind
were i am at now is i was gonna read a lesson a week 2012 and write an essay, i've been busy and i never ever learned to read or write so good , and reading the lessons for yet another time does seem boring, so i haven't got started with that

the good news is i just wrote a lot, (maybe not so good)and i haven't been able to do that in long time,
The end, ant