I am having a difficoult time with boundaries. I mean, kundalini tears down the boundaries, right? But I keep getting up that I need to learn to put my foot down when my boundaries are being stepped upon. But why should I even have to do that in the first place? I don't even know what boundaries I am supposed to have, energeticly. When I feel that Goddess should just take care of those things for me...

Surrendering this to Goddess Shakti...

  Ego has a sense of boundaries that is personal, subjective and illusory.

   The real sense of boundaries are of the body, and the signals are from the power chakra.  The body really doesnt like having its boundaries disrespected, especially when it comes to energy.

  If someone is dumping karma noise on you that they dont want to let go of, its toxic to the liver. So yes, its important to get a sense of your body's boundaries in order to be able to honour and respect them for the sake of your health and well being, especially as your energy increases and you get more orphans asking you to be thier savior... 

    Blessings...

I've had an on and off bad stomack for some time now, and it comes after it feels like energy has come in to my gut area, I've had trouble grounding as well... Does this mean someone is dumping karma on me?

One day when I came home after a meeting, I became very tired and felt like I needed to lay down, and I saw this spirit coming into my bedroom and it was like it projected some energy that came on to the area of my root chakra, and I've been having the bad stomack since then actually...

I've also noticed that when I loose connection the skin on my hands can get real dry, and it sort of doesn't work with hand lotions etc, like it needs to be regenerated from within again...

I also experience heat that feels like it's negative energy coming into my system, and not the tummo, as it feels like it's energy burning my creative energy away?


At a time that I was really grounded, and my father called and I spoke with him on the phone I felt like his energy came on to my sacral or power chakra (not sure which one it was) but it felt upsetting to me somehow. Or upsetting to my body, as I was in a very clear and neutral state at the moment and kind of like in the observer state.

I'm just venting a little here, surrendering the entire thing to Goddess Shakti...

Just sharing:)

I've been experiencing a lot getting flashes of memories... Things that I've either forgotten about in my childhood or things that have been traumatic for me for some reason. When it happens I just feel like I'm being placed back there, and I'm standing outside of myself, looking at myself or the situation. I also remember the emotional state I was in back then, but I don't feel it in the moment I get the flashes. Only some times I feel resistance to the stuff being brought up.


I've also learned that Goddess can't take the stuff if I don't come down to earth with it, and that's where my main issues have been.. I also feel that I'm in the process of releasing a lot of stuff, and thanks to Goddess for doing that in ways I/my mind can handle...

I got a letter from my doc today, where he writes that the blood tests show high liver values, and he wants to do further testing.

I'm wondering if this liver thing might have something to do with this.

When  I came to think about about it, my liver often aches.


Edward

Quote from: Mystress on Feb 13, 2011, 06:17:59 AM
  Ego has a sense of boundaries that is personal, subjective and illusory.

   The real sense of boundaries are of the body, and the signals are from the power chakra.  The body really doesnt like having its boundaries disrespected, especially when it comes to energy.

  If someone is dumping karma noise on you that they dont want to let go of, its toxic to the liver. So yes, its important to get a sense of your body's boundaries in order to be able to honour and respect them for the sake of your health and well being, especially as your energy increases and you get more orphans asking you to be thier savior... 

    Blessings...