doing the grounding ... don't feel the heat ... oval doesn't fill ... earth crystal doesn't react ... where is the explosion ... where is the radical expansion ... where is the cosmic sensation ... no tummo heat ... no kundalini movement .... frustration

though ... my feet are tingeling ?!?

so i am on my own ... alone .... don't have much to loose ... why not offer the rest of me ... the lack of sensation ... the frustration ... the body... the life .... surrender all what remained of me to goddess

...calmness ... quietness ... peace ...   

less is more 

namsté,
Steppenwolf