Hi,

This thing is really annoying, and is just becoming worse.

Many people don't seem to care if I'm walking or standing somewhere. This happens both when walking out on the street, out from the elevator, at my workplace, etc.

I have problems accepting that it's because I'm invisible due to my hiqh frequency energy, because many people appearantly notice me, they see me in the eyes when I'm coming, then ignore me and walk straight on me or bump into me.

It has never been like this before, until it all started about 6 months ago.

So, in the beginning I tried to do slalom walking, but that is not always possible. Then I thought maybe it's something about my posture, so I now walk with my head held high, looking straight ahead and walk with a determined attitude. This does not seem to help either.

All kinds of people seem to ignore, men, women, children, blacks, whites, you name it.

But if on the train, in a meeting, party, etc, it's seems like I'm a new specie that is unknow to man, and so fascinating that people can't stop looking at me.

It's sick!


This is becoming a big problem, and I don't know what to do about it.

Should I just ignore all the stupid people in this world and just walk straight on them? But that only makes me aggresive.

help!


Edward 

Edward,

I would ask my heart if my Aura is functioning ok, sounds like your personal space has clasped? maybe that's why people don't acknowledge you.

Have you gone too deep into yourself out of fear of projecting stuff? losing your connection to the energy and space around you?

These are some of the questions I would be asking my heart, and generally feel my presence and analyze how I feel.

Don't no whether that helps mate, but for what its worth I thought I'd post what came up when I read your post.

Dave.

Hey,

I have the same problem at times, though I do tend to get apprehensive if people stand too close to me.  Social-anxiety issues. That makes sense Dave. 

Hi Edward,

This to me  also seems like an aura issue.

Are you familiar with the Celtic weave?

Doing that expands your aura.

Also, I find that if someone is staring at me, it helps to gently smile back at them with a feeling of compassion.

best regards

Farooq

What I focus on grows, I think this is what Goddess tried to show me.

Also, I am back to treating people as I want people to treat me, and it seems to be doing wonders.

I also forgot to surrender to Goddess. Some part of the ego did not trust the Goddess to take care of me,
and it decided to take control and blame Goddess the bad stuff. It went to so bad, until I was lying on the floor shouting that I did not want to live any longer, because everything was pain.

Then I finally came to that the ego or the thoughts, was the problem. Without those commentaries, everything is pretty objective. And it is so much smarter to let the infinite smarter part of the mind, to handle my life.



Edward

I think I raised the flag of surrender too soon.

The problem seems to be starting all over again, but in a lesser degree.

Anyway, for couple of weeks ago I started going to a psychologist. She has her office in the building where Wilhelm Reich used to live in, when he was living in Norway, after escaping from the nazis in Germany.

The problem seems to be related to my energy field. Also that I'm not fully grounded in the body (because of too much emotional pain in the body). I have also problems with lacking boundaries and I don't like to get touched by people.

So, if the problem is related to lacking boundaries and my energy field. How can I correct this?

Also, I have not heard about the celtic wave. How does it work?


Your insights are appreciated.


Edward

Hi Edward,

In fst I learned that we are the cause or at least a part of the cause of all that is happening to us.
It sometimes seems that we wish or attract things to happen to us get some information we need.

So could you be at the cause of people bumping into you?
Perhaps your inner self is wishing for some more intimate contact with people? Or want to tell you something else?
Sometimes surrender gets realy easy when we better point out the emotions ... And emotions behind the emotions.
I would suggest that you get into some full bus or overcrowded place to triger intentionally some bumping and observe...
If some emotion or hint arises in this more alert state.
Then you could be prepared to spot it in some detail.
To change the situation by other willbased means is another option.

Hello:)

Just a thought that came into my mind, maybe there's an unconcious belief or feeling you have that you are not worth being noticed, or maybe you unconciously just don't really want to be noticed or something like that.. So maybe you could try affirming to your inner self that you are worth being noticed!:) I also agree with the aura and boundary thing, maybe you need to reclaim you're personal space/bobble:) Have some issues with that myself though..

Greetings from TwinDragon:)

Hi,

I'm definitely the cause of the bumping.

I don't think that some part of me is wishing for more intimate contact with people. I base that assumption on the following: I have asked Goddess to provide me with someone I can have intimate contact with, and she has not provided me with that, at least not something physical. And since Goddess provides that which is needed, I have concluded that I am not in the need for having intimate contact with people. And when I think about it, I'm actually OK being alone and taking care of myself. Goddess was alone and is alone. And so am I. I don't find physical intimacy with people as something I am attracted to or find desirable any longer. I actually find it somewhat revolting.

I do believe that I have some unconscious feeling that I don't want to be noticed. When I was a kid, I was the tallest kid among the other kids around my age. I hunched myself, to become smaller. In my class, I was the first kid who got in puberty, and I tried to cover that up in many ways. I hated everything about it, the hair, Adam's apple, etc. Also, I grew up in an area with only white ethnic Norwegians, and with my Indian background, I tried to blend in as much as possible.

However, what seems to have solved the problem is keeping my energy and attention inwards. And I'm beginning to understand what Mystress has meant with keeping energy inwards. Most of my life I've focusing on everybody and everything else, except the inside of my own body and how it feels. And when walking on the street, if I notice someone, they walk straight on me, as if I was something you can pass through. Now that I've started to really keeping my focus and attention inside my body, and basically ignoring the external world and the people in it, I'm actually starting to feel better. And when people notice that I don't care about them or that I don't seem to be aware of them, they are stepping out of the way. I occasionally bump into people here and there, but I don't really care anymore. It actually feels good to just give a rat's ass about it.

I've been really frustrated with people, politics, war, corruption, etc. for so long time, even though I know that it's all an reflection. I asked myself a couple of days ago; what was I actually hoping for about this whole enlightenment thing? Was I hoping that the world will suddenly become the way I want it to be, and then finally be happy and in peace? Yes, I think I was expecting that. And now I have given up that expectation, and really don't care about the world and where I think it's going, and knowing that everything is unfolding as it should be. The thing I want with the enlightenment thing, is to finally be
happy and peacefull in my essence, regardless of the state of the external world or the situation I am in.

Now, it's like I feel an indifference towards the external world. I am very empathetical, and can still feel its pain, sorrow and suffering, etc, but it don't affect the essence in me. The same way with my Ego, it can be happy, sad, angry, discontented, depressed etc, and I can complain, cry, etc, but still the essence in me does not get affected by it.

All this external world and my Ego is probably gonna die and dissolve anyway, eventually, during the death process. So why make so much fuss about it.


Edward