I really want to feel safe to "come out" myself, stretch my legs and feel my power in the world.
It's starting to come some in my friendships and in my dance but I don't feel quite cooked yet for the outside world.  
I'm afraid of putting myself out too much and then falling into old personas and forgetting what I've learned.
I'm impatient and yet undisciplined (or does that go without saying?).
Any second now I could be unemployed.
Invisible? People seem to walk right through me.
Which realm do I belong in?
I'm having to learn to want myself to be.

Goddess, please accept these - they are a gift for you.