belated welcome back Angelique!

i have lately been wondering, if i am female (last time i checked), is it possible that my divine beloved is female also? morelikely, is it possible that my divine beloved is bi-trans-gendered morphing in time like my temporal desire, now this now that now both, but probably currently female?

: i have lately been wondering, if i am female (last time i checked), is it possible that my divine beloved is female also? morelikely, is it possible that my divine beloved is bi-trans-gendered morphing in time like my temporal desire, now this now that now both, but probably currently female?

I don't see why not.
Anything is possible in the realm of infinities.

I think I already wrote somewhere about a dream I had when I was a young teen.
I woke up one morning and found out that my body had become a female body. I had never been at ease being male. I felt a strong surge of gratitude flowing over me and thought that God (being Catholic at that time, I thought of God as God, not Goddess... but the God of that dream didn't feel like the catholic God... it felt somehow so much more loving)... so I was saying that I thought that God, in Its infinite Wisdom and Love, found out what was my deepest and most treasured wish,  and granted it for me.
I carressed my newly shaped body and felt erotic pleasures like I never felt before, and reached higher level of Bliss, feeling for the first time at ease with myself....
When I woke up the second time, my first gesture was to touch my groin... how deeply disapointed I had been to find out that my appendage was still there!! :-(

Of course, since then, I have learned to appreciate the deeper meaning of that dream, as a statement of my true, divine, genderless inner being.

blessings,

Augustin

: I think I already wrote somewhere about a dream I had when I was a young teen.
: I woke up one morning and found out that my body had become a female body...

ahhh, thanks for sharing your story, i can relate to this great multigendering account through a story i often tell people as a sign of my absurdity, since i like to make fun of myself, but now am starting to understand it:

when i was pre-puberty for an extendedly long duration i was convinced for about 2 years that i was really a boy and my parents gave me a sex change at birth because they really wanted a daughter to name Laura (i am Laura the fifth), and so i was totally freaked out that i would never develop, that my nethers were all fake, and that everyone would figure out that i was really a boy-girl, neithernor, hahaha.  

i just got to the reversed gender lesson. this has begun to shed some illumination into a very scared confused part of my being that i have not been able to understand.  

strange dream, eh

stranger still that we are all doing it

kindly,
lk

Welcome Laura!

: i have lately been wondering, if i am female (last time i checked), is it possible that my divine beloved is female also? morelikely, is it possible that my divine beloved is bi-trans-gendered morphing in time like my temporal desire, now this now that now both, but probably currently female?

Indeed! Why not?!

I've had some wonderful erotic encounters with my Divine Beloved in the last few months and it has started to give me a whole new perspective in my daily persona. Including a new lover, who was and old friend, who is female. It's totally untangling old hurts in my head and letting me experience joy and innocence again!

:  I'm not a gender switch tho.. even though I was quite a tomboy, growing up. Rather, I'm an androgyne. My male shadow side, Armand has commented many times on the sexual advantages of incarnating into a female body in an age of feminism.

this reminds me of tara, who's name means among other things liberating woman, who vowed to continue to incarnate as a woman for feminist reasons

: That must have been kind of tramatic. Perhaps you are simply androgyne, like me.

yes, i do believe that i am an androgyne as well.  several years ago a native american man that i did not really know called be a two spirit because he saw this in me, and then commented that most of the medicine men in his tribe were two spirits, able to walk between the genders, embody both at the same time, usually bisexual. i have been using that term ever since, but androgyne works even better.

it definitely was interesting to be an adolescent two spirit woman in a time of great internal gender segregation, felt like i had to hide everything about myself (esp my bisexuality) else i would be in danger of great persecution from my family and friends. unfortunately we are all psychic and even though they did not KNOW, they knew, and there was a great deal of domination and erradication attempt on my spirit until i began to do it for them.

thanks Angelique for helping me to understand this about myself, Self wisdom is so empowering, I am learning not to hide my love my transcendence and my truth out of fear of persecution.

much love to you and your double half,
affectionately,
laura k

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: this reminds me of tara, who's name means among other things liberating woman, who vowed to continue to incarnate as a woman for feminist reasons
Lovely~!

: : That must have been kind of tramatic. Perhaps you are simply androgyne, like me.

: yes, i do believe that i am an androgyne as well.  several years ago a native american man that i did not really know called be a two spirit because he saw this in me, and then commented that most of the medicine men in his tribe were two spirits, able to walk between the genders, embody both at the same time, usually bisexual. i have been using that term ever since, but androgyne works even better.

Yes, I have heard of that.. in Africa, it is the same. Those who are Two spirit are considered to be closer to Spirit, which is genderless, and better able to negotiate difficulties between the genders, having the perspective of both.
 I think our experience of androgyne comes partly from past life experiences as a Mystic. I have observed that Kundalini tends to make people mentally androgynous as part of the process. We came in that way, because we have done this before.
 My gifts gave me a difficult childhood, too.. but it was soothed by the fact of my having precognitive glimpses into what I would be like as an adult, that my life would be blissful and I would be celebrated for those same gifts. So I knew "this too, shall pass."

: thanks Angelique for helping me to understand this about myself, Self wisdom is so empowering, I am learning not to hide my love my transcendence and my truth out of fear of persecution.

You are welcome! Glad to have you here!

: much love to you and your double half,
: affectionately,
: laura k

My triple half.. my male side has 2 forms, archangel Michael and Archangel Lucifer.. whom I call Armand. Light and Shadow which is also light in the illusion of dark.
 Blessings!