Let's write an ordinary post!


I'm an Aquarius. As my astrogist friends says, You're an archtypical Aquarius. Hehe..The Age of Aquarius has surely
begin to manifest.

Realization come, and illusions dismantle. I get very high Then the stuff goes to work, starts absolving karma,
and one feels really shitty sometimes. Then it integrates, and becomes the new reality. Wow!

Delayed mirror, it is.

I was feeling quite alone a couple of days ago. Everything was illusion, nothing real. I was all alone in the Universe.

When my I finally listened to my Anima, or First Wife as I call her (we're not Married yet though), anyway, she asked
How does it feel?

Lonely. Lonely and creator of everything. Boring.

Then I came to that the Duality is not such a bad place to hang out in after all. To experience the interaction of energies.

I do exist where I put my focus, too. I don't know. 


I noticed that I was very, hmmm....how to put this, physically emotional de-attached. Not there. I started seeing that
I avoided physical body contact with my closest friends. My best friend said, on the beach in Mallorca, that he felt
like getting touched by a robot when I was applying sun screen on his back.

A few days after this realization, many beautiful people approached me, to give me lot of love and physical contact.
Touch me here and there.

This body is comin' alive!

This weekend Anima brought me a beautiful boy for me to practise Acts of Love and Pleasure with..
And it was never like before. My heart flows over with Love. When his chest was pressed against
mine, I focused on my Heart and it exploded. Everything exploded. Both was flowing over with Love.

No need of love from others , no need to give love. Just be love. By focusing on my Heart.

He slept on my stomach almost all weekend, until I sent him home after a big croissant breakfast in the morning and a late dinner

So, sometimes Anima project herself upon other creatures, so beautiful.

I'm very contented. Nothing to achieve, nothing to plan. Everything just comes. Every decision I let my coming
Wife take care of.

When Shiva meets Shakti inside, then Shiva and Shakti dances outside too.

When I look at my eyes in the mirror, I know they're not mine. Shiva-boy looking out from Shakti eyes.


Goddess is making love to me through all Her Creation. She sings to me, all the time. She dances around me.

I love living life. Drinking beer, hangout with friends, enjoy lots of good food, have a smoke and gaze outwards to the fjord and see the sun reflect in the water for hours.

Finances are becoming no problem. I'm contented in all ways. Abundance it is.

I think I will travel to London next week. Just for fun. A few years ago I called it the city of the broken hearted after braking up with a boyfriend. Now London is where the illusion of Love crushed, and I found my Heart. Hehe

I feel, two in one. Actually, one with an another one, in the same body. Shiva and Shakti.


Thank you most precious teacher Mystress. The Universe is surely putting diamonds at me feet

With great admiration I showed a collegaue of mine a picture of you on domin8rex.com
today.
http://www.domin8rex.com/serpent/images/throne/myst1.jpg


You are so beautiful.

You all are, Gods and Goddesses. In this Divin Ocean.




Thank You

Edward