Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)
and I had a burning, freshly broken heart.
I did the grounding exercise 2 times that day and before going to bed I was asking God, Goddess, Connection (how ever you call it) for help.

I had an amazing dream that night.
I entitled it:
PUZZLED FULFILMENT or IT TAKES MORE THAN YOU THINK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
The guy I would love to be with (in real life) completely said yes to me, wanted me to be his partner, opened his world to me, took me in. Over the period of the whole dream he emanated this air of: I let you in, but treat me with respect and give me the attention I deserve, otherwise I will withdraw my attention from you.
In the dream we needed some money, and he said, now that you are part of my world,, I show you how this works.
So he went to the side of the road and denuded his sexual organs.
As soon as he did that, a car stopped and parents with their children came out of the car and looked at it. The parents encouraged the children to have a look. They gave him money, for being allowed to see his nakedness.
After this he brought me to his house (and it was clear I will live with him there from now on) which was on an island, we needed to take a waterbus to go there. The island was remote, but still in the middle of everything.
On the  bed (which felt like his sanctuary) was a letter for me.
On the letter was written: my first letter for you.
A few other things where happening which I cut out because I don´t want to make this posting to long and I woke up before I could read the letter.

In the dream there was a flavour of forbidden things, like drugs and strange sexual habits.
Over the whole period of the dream I was just puzzled and amazed by the fact that this guy wanted me to be part of his life.
There was a feeling of domination and submission in the air, and he was clearly the dominant part and I was the submissive part.

I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine, and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.
It  made me cry for joy and it was overwhelming.
All day long it felt like the top of my head was open and there was a flow of energy between a place high, high up in the sky and me, like a column of love.

I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

I am so curious and so happy I joined the FST.

Your input on this is very welcome
Iris

Hi Iris!

I had spontaniously to LOL after reading this, and still I am full smiles, thanks for it!
Especially when You conclude:

I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

I can only agree with You in wondering where this will lead to? LOL and WOW!

Beginner's luck(Anfaengerglueck)?
I'm here a bit longer even over 1 year, and I can only tell You that my impression with the course is, that it's somewhat designed for High Flyers like Yourself.

Mytress has also made some remarks about this phenomenon, quick risers, so don't worry

It's just inspiring to have You here!

Kindly,

Juergen.

: Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)
: and I had a burning, freshly broken heart.
: I did the grounding exercise 2 times that day and before going to bed I was asking God, Goddess, Connection (how ever you call it) for help.

: I had an amazing dream that night.
: I entitled it:
: PUZZLED FULFILMENT or IT TAKES MORE THAN YOU THINK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
: The guy I would love to be with (in real life) completely said yes to me, wanted me to be his partner, opened his world to me, took me in. Over the period of the whole dream he emanated this air of: I let you in, but treat me with respect and give me the attention I deserve, otherwise I will withdraw my attention from you.
: In the dream we needed some money, and he said, now that you are part of my world,, I show you how this works.
: So he went to the side of the road and denuded his sexual organs.
: As soon as he did that, a car stopped and parents with their children came out of the car and looked at it. The parents encouraged the children to have a look. They gave him money, for being allowed to see his nakedness.
: After this he brought me to his house (and it was clear I will live with him there from now on) which was on an island, we needed to take a waterbus to go there. The island was remote, but still in the middle of everything.
: On the  bed (which felt like his sanctuary) was a letter for me.
: On the letter was written: my first letter for you.
: A few other things where happening which I cut out because I don´t want to make this posting to long and I woke up before I could read the letter.

: In the dream there was a flavour of forbidden things, like drugs and strange sexual habits.
: Over the whole period of the dream I was just puzzled and amazed by the fact that this guy wanted me to be part of his life.
: There was a feeling of domination and submission in the air, and he was clearly the dominant part and I was the submissive part.

: I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine, and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.
: It  made me cry for joy and it was overwhelming.
: All day long it felt like the top of my head was open and there was a flow of energy between a place high, high up in the sky and me, like a column of love.

: I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

: I am so curious and so happy I joined the FST.

: Your input on this is very welcome
: Iris

: Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)

I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised.  Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

: and I had a burning, freshly broken heart.
: I did the grounding exercise 2 times that day and before going to bed I was asking God, Goddess, Connection (how ever you call it) for help.

Prayers are heard...

: I had an amazing dream that night.
: I entitled it:
: PUZZLED FULFILMENT or IT TAKES MORE THAN YOU THINK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
: The guy I would love to be with (in real life) completely said yes to me, wanted me to be his partner, opened his world to me, took me in. Over the period of the whole dream he emanated this air of: I let you in, but treat me with respect and give me the attention I deserve, otherwise I will withdraw my attention from you.

Your Divine Beloved. I doubt he will withdraw his attention, he has been with you always... but he could get hard to find.

: In the dream we needed some money, and he said, now that you are part of my world,, I show you how this works.
: So he went to the side of the road and denuded his sexual organs.
: As soon as he did that, a car stopped and parents with their children came out of the car and looked at it. The parents encouraged the children to have a look. They gave him money, for being allowed to see his nakedness.
: After this he brought me to his house (and it was clear I will live with him there from now on) which was on an island, we needed to take a waterbus to go there. The island was remote, but still in the middle of everything.
: On the  bed (which felt like his sanctuary) was a letter for me.
: On the letter was written: my first letter for you.
: A few other things where happening which I cut out because I don´t want to make this posting to long and I woke up before I could read the letter.

Interesting... most people cannot read, in dreams. I can't, I have to ask a dream person to read for me, if text appears in dreams.

: In the dream there was a flavour of forbidden things, like drugs and strange sexual habits.
: Over the whole period of the dream I was just puzzled and amazed by the fact that this guy wanted me to be part of his life.
: There was a feeling of domination and submission in the air, and he was clearly the dominant part and I was the submissive part.

Yup.

: I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine,

I am glad you understand, it is not about the physical guy...

:and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.
: It  made me cry for joy and it was overwhelming.
: All day long it felt like the top of my head was open and there was a flow of energy between a place high, high up in the sky and me, like a column of love.

: I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

heh. Wait and see... Blessings!!  

: I am so curious and so happy I joined the FST.

: Your input on this is very welcome
: Iris

 I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised. Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

Hey, You are All so gifted!

I even ain't got ADD!

sigh,

Juergen

: : Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)

: I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised.  Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

: : and I had a burning, freshly broken heart.
: : I did the grounding exercise 2 times that day and before going to bed I was asking God, Goddess, Connection (how ever you call it) for help.

: Prayers are heard...

: : I had an amazing dream that night.
: : I entitled it:
: : PUZZLED FULFILMENT or IT TAKES MORE THAN YOU THINK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
: : The guy I would love to be with (in real life) completely said yes to me, wanted me to be his partner, opened his world to me, took me in. Over the period of the whole dream he emanated this air of: I let you in, but treat me with respect and give me the attention I deserve, otherwise I will withdraw my attention from you.

: Your Divine Beloved. I doubt he will withdraw his attention, he has been with you always... but he could get hard to find.

: : In the dream we needed some money, and he said, now that you are part of my world,, I show you how this works.
: : So he went to the side of the road and denuded his sexual organs.
: : As soon as he did that, a car stopped and parents with their children came out of the car and looked at it. The parents encouraged the children to have a look. They gave him money, for being allowed to see his nakedness.
: : After this he brought me to his house (and it was clear I will live with him there from now on) which was on an island, we needed to take a waterbus to go there. The island was remote, but still in the middle of everything.
: : On the  bed (which felt like his sanctuary) was a letter for me.
: : On the letter was written: my first letter for you.
: : A few other things where happening which I cut out because I don´t want to make this posting to long and I woke up before I could read the letter.

: Interesting... most people cannot read, in dreams. I can't, I have to ask a dream person to read for me, if text appears in dreams.

: : In the dream there was a flavour of forbidden things, like drugs and strange sexual habits.
: : Over the whole period of the dream I was just puzzled and amazed by the fact that this guy wanted me to be part of his life.
: : There was a feeling of domination and submission in the air, and he was clearly the dominant part and I was the submissive part.

: Yup.

: : I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine,

: I am glad you understand, it is not about the physical guy...

: :and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.
: : It  made me cry for joy and it was overwhelming.
: : All day long it felt like the top of my head was open and there was a flow of energy between a place high, high up in the sky and me, like a column of love.

: : I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

: heh. Wait and see... Blessings!!  

: : I am so curious and so happy I joined the FST.

: : Your input on this is very welcome
: : Iris

My native language is not English, so what is an ADD??

Iris

:  I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised. Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

: Hey, You are All so gifted!

: I even ain't got ADD!

: sigh,

: Juergen

: : : Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)

: : I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised.  Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

: : : and I had a burning, freshly broken heart.
: : : I did the grounding exercise 2 times that day and before going to bed I was asking God, Goddess, Connection (how ever you call it) for help.

: : Prayers are heard...

: : : I had an amazing dream that night.
: : : I entitled it:
: : : PUZZLED FULFILMENT or IT TAKES MORE THAN YOU THINK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
: : : The guy I would love to be with (in real life) completely said yes to me, wanted me to be his partner, opened his world to me, took me in. Over the period of the whole dream he emanated this air of: I let you in, but treat me with respect and give me the attention I deserve, otherwise I will withdraw my attention from you.

: : Your Divine Beloved. I doubt he will withdraw his attention, he has been with you always... but he could get hard to find.

: : : In the dream we needed some money, and he said, now that you are part of my world,, I show you how this works.
: : : So he went to the side of the road and denuded his sexual organs.
: : : As soon as he did that, a car stopped and parents with their children came out of the car and looked at it. The parents encouraged the children to have a look. They gave him money, for being allowed to see his nakedness.
: : : After this he brought me to his house (and it was clear I will live with him there from now on) which was on an island, we needed to take a waterbus to go there. The island was remote, but still in the middle of everything.
: : : On the  bed (which felt like his sanctuary) was a letter for me.
: : : On the letter was written: my first letter for you.
: : : A few other things where happening which I cut out because I don´t want to make this posting to long and I woke up before I could read the letter.

: : Interesting... most people cannot read, in dreams. I can't, I have to ask a dream person to read for me, if text appears in dreams.

: : : In the dream there was a flavour of forbidden things, like drugs and strange sexual habits.
: : : Over the whole period of the dream I was just puzzled and amazed by the fact that this guy wanted me to be part of his life.
: : : There was a feeling of domination and submission in the air, and he was clearly the dominant part and I was the submissive part.

: : Yup.

: : : I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine,

: : I am glad you understand, it is not about the physical guy...

: : :and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.
: : : It  made me cry for joy and it was overwhelming.
: : : All day long it felt like the top of my head was open and there was a flow of energy between a place high, high up in the sky and me, like a column of love.

: : : I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

: : heh. Wait and see... Blessings!!  

: : : I am so curious and so happy I joined the FST.

: : : Your input on this is very welcome
: : : Iris

  Attention deficit disorder, sometimes called ADHD, attention deficit hyperactive.

: My native language is not English, so what is an ADD??

: Iris

: :  I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised. Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

: : Hey, You are All so gifted!

: : I even ain't got ADD!

: : sigh,

: : Juergen

:
: : : : Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)

: : : I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised.  Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

: : : : and I had a burning, freshly broken heart.
: : : : I did the grounding exercise 2 times that day and before going to bed I was asking God, Goddess, Connection (how ever you call it) for help.

: : : Prayers are heard...

: : : : I had an amazing dream that night.
: : : : I entitled it:
: : : : PUZZLED FULFILMENT or IT TAKES MORE THAN YOU THINK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
: : : : The guy I would love to be with (in real life) completely said yes to me, wanted me to be his partner, opened his world to me, took me in. Over the period of the whole dream he emanated this air of: I let you in, but treat me with respect and give me the attention I deserve, otherwise I will withdraw my attention from you.

: : : Your Divine Beloved. I doubt he will withdraw his attention, he has been with you always... but he could get hard to find.

: : : : In the dream we needed some money, and he said, now that you are part of my world,, I show you how this works.
: : : : So he went to the side of the road and denuded his sexual organs.
: : : : As soon as he did that, a car stopped and parents with their children came out of the car and looked at it. The parents encouraged the children to have a look. They gave him money, for being allowed to see his nakedness.
: : : : After this he brought me to his house (and it was clear I will live with him there from now on) which was on an island, we needed to take a waterbus to go there. The island was remote, but still in the middle of everything.
: : : : On the  bed (which felt like his sanctuary) was a letter for me.
: : : : On the letter was written: my first letter for you.
: : : : A few other things where happening which I cut out because I don´t want to make this posting to long and I woke up before I could read the letter.

: : : Interesting... most people cannot read, in dreams. I can't, I have to ask a dream person to read for me, if text appears in dreams.

: : : : In the dream there was a flavour of forbidden things, like drugs and strange sexual habits.
: : : : Over the whole period of the dream I was just puzzled and amazed by the fact that this guy wanted me to be part of his life.
: : : : There was a feeling of domination and submission in the air, and he was clearly the dominant part and I was the submissive part.

: : : Yup.

: : : : I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine,

: : : I am glad you understand, it is not about the physical guy...

: : : :and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.
: : : : It  made me cry for joy and it was overwhelming.
: : : : All day long it felt like the top of my head was open and there was a flow of energy between a place high, high up in the sky and me, like a column of love.

: : : : I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

: : : heh. Wait and see... Blessings!!  

: : : : I am so curious and so happy I joined the FST.

: : : : Your input on this is very welcome
: : : : Iris

LOL - I should have known, but I didn´t think in that direction. ....still laughing...

:   Attention deficit disorder, sometimes called ADHD, attention deficit hyperactive.

: : My native language is not English, so what is an ADD??

: : Iris

: : :  I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised. Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

: : : Hey, You are All so gifted!

: : : I even ain't got ADD!

: : : sigh,

: : : Juergen

:
: :
: : : : : Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)

: : : : I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised.  Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

: : : : : and I had a burning, freshly broken heart.
: : : : : I did the grounding exercise 2 times that day and before going to bed I was asking God, Goddess, Connection (how ever you call it) for help.

: : : : Prayers are heard...

: : : : : I had an amazing dream that night.
: : : : : I entitled it:
: : : : : PUZZLED FULFILMENT or IT TAKES MORE THAN YOU THINK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
: : : : : The guy I would love to be with (in real life) completely said yes to me, wanted me to be his partner, opened his world to me, took me in. Over the period of the whole dream he emanated this air of: I let you in, but treat me with respect and give me the attention I deserve, otherwise I will withdraw my attention from you.

: : : : Your Divine Beloved. I doubt he will withdraw his attention, he has been with you always... but he could get hard to find.

: : : : : In the dream we needed some money, and he said, now that you are part of my world,, I show you how this works.
: : : : : So he went to the side of the road and denuded his sexual organs.
: : : : : As soon as he did that, a car stopped and parents with their children came out of the car and looked at it. The parents encouraged the children to have a look. They gave him money, for being allowed to see his nakedness.
: : : : : After this he brought me to his house (and it was clear I will live with him there from now on) which was on an island, we needed to take a waterbus to go there. The island was remote, but still in the middle of everything.
: : : : : On the  bed (which felt like his sanctuary) was a letter for me.
: : : : : On the letter was written: my first letter for you.
: : : : : A few other things where happening which I cut out because I don´t want to make this posting to long and I woke up before I could read the letter.

: : : : Interesting... most people cannot read, in dreams. I can't, I have to ask a dream person to read for me, if text appears in dreams.

: : : : : In the dream there was a flavour of forbidden things, like drugs and strange sexual habits.
: : : : : Over the whole period of the dream I was just puzzled and amazed by the fact that this guy wanted me to be part of his life.
: : : : : There was a feeling of domination and submission in the air, and he was clearly the dominant part and I was the submissive part.

: : : : Yup.

: : : : : I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine,

: : : : I am glad you understand, it is not about the physical guy...

: : : : :and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.
: : : : : It  made me cry for joy and it was overwhelming.
: : : : : All day long it felt like the top of my head was open and there was a flow of energy between a place high, high up in the sky and me, like a column of love.

: : : : : I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

: : : : heh. Wait and see... Blessings!!  

: : : : : I am so curious and so happy I joined the FST.

: : : : : Your input on this is very welcome
: : : : : Iris

Mystress, you are beautiful. All day I've been having visions of kissing your hand, and imagined your scent.  

eddie

:   Attention deficit disorder, sometimes called ADHD, attention deficit hyperactive.

: My native language is not English, so what is an ADD??

Attention Deficit Disorder
auf deutsch: Aufmerksamkeitsdefizitsyndrom
ADS
ADS-Syndrom

found in: http://www.leo.org/

Abbreviations are much to the bottom of the list.

cheers,

Juergen.

: Iris

: :  I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised. Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

: : Hey, You are All so gifted!

: : I even ain't got ADD!

: : sigh,

: : Juergen

:
: : : : Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)

: : : I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised.  Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

: : : : and I had a burning, freshly broken heart.
: : : : I did the grounding exercise 2 times that day and before going to bed I was asking God, Goddess, Connection (how ever you call it) for help.

: : : Prayers are heard...

: : : : I had an amazing dream that night.
: : : : I entitled it:
: : : : PUZZLED FULFILMENT or IT TAKES MORE THAN YOU THINK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
: : : : The guy I would love to be with (in real life) completely said yes to me, wanted me to be his partner, opened his world to me, took me in. Over the period of the whole dream he emanated this air of: I let you in, but treat me with respect and give me the attention I deserve, otherwise I will withdraw my attention from you.

: : : Your Divine Beloved. I doubt he will withdraw his attention, he has been with you always... but he could get hard to find.

: : : : In the dream we needed some money, and he said, now that you are part of my world,, I show you how this works.
: : : : So he went to the side of the road and denuded his sexual organs.
: : : : As soon as he did that, a car stopped and parents with their children came out of the car and looked at it. The parents encouraged the children to have a look. They gave him money, for being allowed to see his nakedness.
: : : : After this he brought me to his house (and it was clear I will live with him there from now on) which was on an island, we needed to take a waterbus to go there. The island was remote, but still in the middle of everything.
: : : : On the  bed (which felt like his sanctuary) was a letter for me.
: : : : On the letter was written: my first letter for you.
: : : : A few other things where happening which I cut out because I don´t want to make this posting to long and I woke up before I could read the letter.

: : : Interesting... most people cannot read, in dreams. I can't, I have to ask a dream person to read for me, if text appears in dreams.

: : : : In the dream there was a flavour of forbidden things, like drugs and strange sexual habits.
: : : : Over the whole period of the dream I was just puzzled and amazed by the fact that this guy wanted me to be part of his life.
: : : : There was a feeling of domination and submission in the air, and he was clearly the dominant part and I was the submissive part.

: : : Yup.

: : : : I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine,

: : : I am glad you understand, it is not about the physical guy...

: : : :and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.
: : : : It  made me cry for joy and it was overwhelming.
: : : : All day long it felt like the top of my head was open and there was a flow of energy between a place high, high up in the sky and me, like a column of love.

: : : : I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

: : : heh. Wait and see... Blessings!!  

: : : : I am so curious and so happy I joined the FST.

: : : : Your input on this is very welcome
: : : : Iris

Tsk Tsk, Eddie,

that was me!
Only, i was lusting for throwing Mystress 2 or 3 pellets of Nat-s 200C behind Her lovely tongue, for the ADD and Her back altogether, sighhhhhh
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love,

Juergen.

:
: Mystress, you are beautiful. All day I've been having visions of kissing your hand, and imagined your scent.  

:

:
: eddie

:
: :   Attention deficit disorder, sometimes called ADHD, attention deficit hyperactive.

Mystress,

: I sometimes wonder why I have so many psychiatrists as students and clients. I like it! Just suprised.  Ya know, I got an ADD, not a Phd... I

My biased opinion is that the people often drawn to psychology have a wish to truly know themselves more than a wish to help others.  I've met more than one psychologist who has tried to understand and ended up stuck in a medicated state of happiness devoid of spirit.  Some probably find modern psychology (the medicating of symptoms) an inadequate answer and are led to you.

...by the way... a PhD is just M.S. (more of the same) B.S. Piled higher and Deeper...  don't know why the surprise from a recipient of a universe bestowed ADD (Ascendant Discipline Degree)

warm regards,
Pete

  Edward, how did you know to do that???  

 You Bhakti boys, you are wandering into places that surprise me... and I am not sure I like it... Finding secret rituals not mentioned anywhere in this course. Maybe you have been reading domin8rex... ?

 One of my rituals, whenever my slaves arrived or departed my presence, they were required to go down on one knee and kiss my hand,... and if in public, to do so in a way people would think them playfully gallant.. and each time, they would get a blessing from my heart...

  I have just one slave, my beloved druid, and I may never claim another.

 So you see, it is a very intimate gesture with specific ritual meaning, and getting the blessing reward a conditioned response... I am charmed, and flattered, and I don't want to squash you... but I am feeling a boundary... You did not have permission to touch.  

 One aspect of ADD, for me is an extreme touch sensitivity. You mentioned, how Kundalini makes people want to touch you, and I don't like it.  Boundaries missing in some places are exaggerated in other places. There is a jumpiness too, exaggerated startle reflex.

 Eh? I am charmed, but I think it is best that you fellas stop fantasising about me, and turn your attention back to your studies, to finding Goddess within your own self.  
 Blessings...

: Mystress, you are beautiful. All day I've been having visions of kissing your hand, and imagined your scent.  

:

:
: eddie

:
: :   Attention deficit disorder, sometimes called ADHD, attention deficit hyperactive.

  Well, it is just... some doors, are closed to me. It has frustrated me, at times.  

 Formal education and I don't fit, thus my joke.

 I was always late for class and would fall asleep if it was boring. ADD people learn by following their passion and their curiosity... and my curiosity about what makes people tick is insatiable. More than 30 years of self schooling on a topic, with ADD hyperfocus cat on a hunt singlemindedness... another odd aspect of ADD.  

 I could as readily speak in the language of psychology, as in spiritual terms, but western medicine burned the witches for practicing healing without a licence... some things have not changed much, but there is a loophole called "freedom of religion."  

 So, there is a sweet irony of validation, a salve to old frustration in psyche professionals taking the course. Neener neener, witches get the last laugh! Not for nothing do we call it, "The Craft of the Wise."  Wise Hexe, eh?

  Maybe it is silly... but welcome too... because I do sometimes feel that this work, is meant to inform and transform conventional therapy, ... and they will be the ones to carry the virus, back to the hive... through the doors that are closed to me, and into that world.

 This gives me a deep sense of fulfillment that is a power chakra Yes to my dharma.

  I also understand that (little boxes, on a hillside, little boxes, made of ticky-tacky) not having been trained inside the box, makes it easier for me to think outside of the box... see with a different perspective. That too, is my dharma...

 Check the ADD resume: hairstyling, acting, comedy improv, sales, SM. Every one, a different facet of "what makes people tick."

 No university in the world could have given me the education I got as a pro-Dom, with my private lab and submissive guinea pigs lining up around the block to pay me to experiment with "what happens if I do this??" and Goddess guiding me to the limits, "for the good of all and harm to none."

 Sometimes it was hard, not to feel like Dr. Mengele while counting up the cash and contemplating the insights, the guinea pigs joy and gratitude still ringing in my ears!

 Well, I am retired from that work... I pushed some pretty intense boundaries, and found a new middle path.

 Thanks, Pete. Blessings...  

: My biased opinion is that the people often drawn to psychology have a wish to truly know themselves more than a wish to help others.  I've met more than one psychologist who has tried to understand and ended up stuck in a medicated state of happiness devoid of spirit.  Some probably find modern psychology (the medicating of symptoms) an inadequate answer and are led to you.

: ...by the way... a PhD is just M.S. (more of the same) B.S. Piled higher and Deeper...  don't know why the surprise from a recipient of a universe bestowed ADD (Ascendant Discipline Degree)

: warm regards,
: Pete

:   Edward, how did you know to do that???

Sometimes when my mind goes off daydreaming,  it has happened that I dream about you coming to Oslo for workshop and recreation.  Yesterday I was dreaming about you arriving at the airport, and I was thinking how I would welcome you. To hug you felt a little bit strange because I usually avoid hugging people. It was then that the vision showed up. And I was also wondering what scent would accompany you. I often enjoy the scent of beings. For instance, my companion, the border collie Dennis,  has a subtle scent of Lavendel and Lily of the Valley.

Anyway, the vision kept on showing up all day and the afternoon every time the thought of you came to mind. Anyway, daydreaming takes me out of the here and now, so I focus on reducing it.

:    You Bhakti boys, you are wandering into places that surprise me... and I am not sure I like it... Finding secret rituals not mentioned anywhere in this course. Maybe you have been reading domin8rex... ?

:    One of my rituals, whenever my slaves arrived or departed my presence, they were required to go down on one knee and kiss my hand,... and if in public, to do so in a way people would think them playfully gallant.. and each time, they would get a blessing from my heart...

:    I have just one slave, my beloved druid, and I may never claim another.

:    So you see, it is a very intimate gesture with specific ritual meaning, and getting the blessing reward a conditioned response... I am charmed, and flattered, and I don't want to squash you... but I am feeling a boundary... You did not have permission to touch.

Thank you for letting me know. I will now surrender the visions.

:    One aspect of ADD, for me is an extreme touch sensitivity. You mentioned, how Kundalini makes people want to touch you, and I don't like it.  Boundaries missing in some places are exaggerated in other places. There is a jumpiness too, exaggerated startle reflex.

:    Eh? I am charmed, but I think it is best that you fellas stop fantasising about me, and turn your attention back to your studies, to finding Goddess within your own self.  
:   Blessings...

I recognize you as Goddess no more as any other women or when I look myself into my eyes. However, you are most enchanting and fascinating.

Edward

:I have just one slave, my beloved druid, and I may never claim another.
That's wonderful, i love to know it, this is sacred space to me! From my side there is a love for You which should not interfere with this, at least i hope so strongly. I would call it fatherly motherly brotherly, but for the most part to commit myself to one of them, then it would be fatherly(but not the Jewish or Greek way! then rather motherly, smiles). Now this might even be more distressing to You, i only cannot hope so. If so, i'd really have a problem...

There is a jumpiness too, exaggerated startle reflex.

Well that's it!
Can't You see the relevance to Your spine injuries? Both times, ha?
Hyperactivity?
Natrum Sulfuricum has it both: the mental state and the spine injury! My Heart!

Love,

Juergen.

:   Edward, how did you know to do that???  

:   You Bhakti boys, you are wandering into places that surprise me... and I am not sure I like it... Finding secret rituals not mentioned anywhere in this course. Maybe you have been reading domin8rex... ?

:   One of my rituals, whenever my slaves arrived or departed my presence, they were required to go down on one knee and kiss my hand,... and if in public, to do so in a way people would think them playfully gallant.. and each time, they would get a blessing from my heart...

:    I have just one slave, my beloved druid, and I may never claim another.

:   So you see, it is a very intimate gesture with specific ritual meaning, and getting the blessing reward a conditioned response... I am charmed, and flattered, and I don't want to squash you... but I am feeling a boundary... You did not have permission to touch.  

:   One aspect of ADD, for me is an extreme touch sensitivity. You mentioned, how Kundalini makes people want to touch you, and I don't like it.  Boundaries missing in some places are exaggerated in other places. There is a jumpiness too, exaggerated startle reflex.

:   Eh? I am charmed, but I think it is best that you fellas stop fantasising about me, and turn your attention back to your studies, to finding Goddess within your own self.  
:   Blessings...

: : Mystress, you are beautiful. All day I've been having visions of kissing your hand, and imagined your scent.  

: :

: :
: : eddie

: :
: : :   Attention deficit disorder, sometimes called ADHD, attention deficit hyperactive.

: Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)
: and I had a burning, freshly broken heart.
: I did the grounding exercise 2 times that day and before going to bed I was asking God, Goddess, Connection (how ever you call it) for help.

: I had an amazing dream that night.
: I entitled it:
: PUZZLED FULFILMENT or IT TAKES MORE THAN YOU THINK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
: The guy I would love to be with (in real life) completely said yes to me, wanted me to be his partner, opened his world to me, took me in. Over the period of the whole dream he emanated this air of: I let you in, but treat me with respect and give me the attention I deserve, otherwise I will withdraw my attention from you.
: In the dream we needed some money, and he said, now that you are part of my world,, I show you how this works.
: So he went to the side of the road and denuded his sexual organs.
: As soon as he did that, a car stopped and parents with their children came out of the car and looked at it. The parents encouraged the children to have a look. They gave him money, for being allowed to see his nakedness.
: After this he brought me to his house (and it was clear I will live with him there from now on) which was on an island, we needed to take a waterbus to go there. The island was remote, but still in the middle of everything.
: On the  bed (which felt like his sanctuary) was a letter for me.
: On the letter was written: my first letter for you.
: A few other things where happening which I cut out because I don´t want to make this posting to long and I woke up before I could read the letter.

: In the dream there was a flavour of forbidden things, like drugs and strange sexual habits.
: Over the whole period of the dream I was just puzzled and amazed by the fact that this guy wanted me to be part of his life.
: There was a feeling of domination and submission in the air, and he was clearly the dominant part and I was the submissive part.

: I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine, and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.
: It  made me cry for joy and it was overwhelming.
: All day long it felt like the top of my head was open and there was a flow of energy between a place high, high up in the sky and me, like a column of love.

: I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

: I am so curious and so happy I joined the FST.

: Your input on this is very welcome
: Iris

Sorry for the empty message!

Dear Iris,

: Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)

I've heard of this before, although i never understood it fully.
The one thing is the Healing Practioner(Heilpraktikter), as far as i know this will be the most relevant category for Your occupation.
But it has no connection to University or Scholarliness. Or Phd! Nothing like this, right? As far as I'm informed, Your future profession is rather occupied by psychically gifted people, i know there are many astrologers in these ranks. I have even heard of Phd's(Dr.med) who gave their scholarly practice up, and became Healing Practioners. Particulary i know of the Czech Occultist Franz Bardon, who was a stage Hypnotist, Magician, Astrologer and Teacher, that he worked as a Healing Practicioner(and a great Homeopath, smiles). So this is a hard to see through kind of a profession, but at the basis of this, so it seems to me, is the public interest, not to miss those gifted people of natural healing capabilities.
Grant admittance to people without a Phd or sth comparable, right?
The most curious(to me) thing is this psychotherapeutic variant; i have heard that it is sth administrative, to give that profession at least a scientific touch?
My primary understanding of the Healing Practitioner has always been by an intuitive main focus and medical knowledge just as far as necessary from a practical point of view.
Now as to Your direction, as a psychotherapeutic advisor i'm much at a loss; but i would like to believe, that the training, of which you are making Your examination, would not determine You as rigidly as this is the case in (schlolarly)Psychiatry with its outlandish medication and "therapeutic" philosohy.
Literally taken, there should be no medication at all, as long as You advise patients.

Well this is a bit a unique german specialty and i thought it could do no harm to make my few guessings.

I wish You a big successful exam

Juergen.

: Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)
: and I had a burning, freshly broken heart.
: I did the grounding exercise 2 times that day and before going to bed I was asking God, Goddess, Connection (how ever you call it) for help.

: I had an amazing dream that night.
: I entitled it:
: PUZZLED FULFILMENT or IT TAKES MORE THAN YOU THINK TO GET WHAT YOU WANT
: The guy I would love to be with (in real life) completely said yes to me, wanted me to be his partner, opened his world to me, took me in. Over the period of the whole dream he emanated this air of: I let you in, but treat me with respect and give me the attention I deserve, otherwise I will withdraw my attention from you.
: In the dream we needed some money, and he said, now that you are part of my world,, I show you how this works.
: So he went to the side of the road and denuded his sexual organs.
: As soon as he did that, a car stopped and parents with their children came out of the car and looked at it. The parents encouraged the children to have a look. They gave him money, for being allowed to see his nakedness.
: After this he brought me to his house (and it was clear I will live with him there from now on) which was on an island, we needed to take a waterbus to go there. The island was remote, but still in the middle of everything.
: On the  bed (which felt like his sanctuary) was a letter for me.
: On the letter was written: my first letter for you.
: A few other things where happening which I cut out because I don´t want to make this posting to long and I woke up before I could read the letter.

: In the dream there was a flavour of forbidden things, like drugs and strange sexual habits.
: Over the whole period of the dream I was just puzzled and amazed by the fact that this guy wanted me to be part of his life.
: There was a feeling of domination and submission in the air, and he was clearly the dominant part and I was the submissive part.

: I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine, and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.
: It  made me cry for joy and it was overwhelming.
: All day long it felt like the top of my head was open and there was a flow of energy between a place high, high up in the sky and me, like a column of love.

: I thought, if this kind of stuff is happening after I do a few grounding exercises and spend some time studying the first lessons, what will happen after one year?

: I am so curious and so happy I joined the FST.

: Your input on this is very welcome
: Iris

Hey Jürgen,

:The one thing is the Healing Practioner(Heilpraktikter), as far as i know this will be the most relevant category for Your occupation.
But it has no connection to University or Scholarliness. Or Phd! Nothing like this, right?

***right.

:As far as I'm informed, Your future profession is rather occupied by psychically gifted people, i know there are many astrologers in these ranks. I have even heard of Phd's(Dr.med) who gave their scholarly practice up, and became Healing Practioners. Particulary i know of the Czech Occultist Franz Bardon, who was a stage Hypnotist, Magician, Astrologer and Teacher, that he worked as a Healing Practicioner(and a great Homeopath, smiles).

***That´s right to. (I never heard of Franz Bardon, which does not mean that he was not a gifted man

: So this is a hard to see through kind of a profession, but at the basis of this, so it seems to me, is the public interest, not to miss those gifted people of natural healing capabilities.
Grant admittance to people without a Phd or sth comparable, right?

***Yes, it is a great admittance, but it is also not that easy to pass that exam. People usually study  two years to prepare for this it. I´ve heard of two or three people who did it in one year, but than that was the only thing they did. No job.

The most curious(to me) thing is this psychotherapeutic variant; i have heard that it is sth administrative, to give that profession at least a scientific touch?
My primary understanding of the Healing Practitioner has always been by an intuitive main focus and medical knowledge just as far as necessary from a practical point of view.
Now as to Your direction, as a psychotherapeutic advisor i'm much at a loss; but i would like to believe, that the training, of which you are making Your examination, would not determine You as rigidly as this is the case in (schlolarly)Psychiatry with its outlandish medication and "therapeutic" philosohy.
Literally taken, there should be no medication at all, as long as You advise patients.

***well, the people who will be testing me are all Psychologists and Psychiatrists with PhD, no *Heilpraktikers* and they test the same stuff as they do in Universities with Psychiatry students.
They don´t want examinees to give medication, but they want them to send people to Psychiatrists or D. med`s if they would need medication from a medical and psychiatric point of view.

Actually I am not even allowed to call myself Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie, because the term Heilpraktiker is for the first category you mentioned (Homeopats) and Psychotherapeut is a title for people with a PhD.

I can say than: Ich habe die Heilerlaubnis nach dem Heilpraktikergesetz beschränkt auf das Gebiet der Psychotherapie. (maybe you can translate that for me, my English is not that good.) or I can write on my door: Paxis für Psychotherapie :-/

:Well this is a bit a unique german specialty and i thought it could do no harm to make my few guessings.

***Yes it is very German....

I wish You a big successful exam

*** thanks a lot for the good wishes, each day that passes my hopes that I will pass it shrink
%hellip :-(

Actualy I am doing this, because since 4 years I am practicing a regression technik created by Samuel Sagan which is called ISIS (Inner Space Interactive Sourcing), and I want to be an ISIS practitioner.
This is a technik with emphasis on here and now and not with the purpose to find out that you may be, where Napoleon in a previous life...

You really challenged my English%hellip.

Iris

: Sorry for the empty message!

: Dear Iris,

: : Two days ago I was under a lot of pressure. 1 week to go till my written exam as a psychological advisor (Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie for the Germans between you)

: I've heard of this before, although i never understood it fully.
: The one thing is the Healing Practioner(Heilpraktikter), as far as i know this will be the most relevant category for Your occupation.
: But it has no connection to University or Scholarliness. Or Phd! Nothing like this, right? As far as I'm informed, Your future profession is rather occupied by psychically gifted people, i know there are many astrologers in these ranks. I have even heard of Phd's(Dr.med) who gave their scholarly practice up, and became Healing Practioners. Particulary i know of the Czech Occultist Franz Bardon, who was a stage Hypnotist, Magician, Astrologer and Teacher, that he worked as a Healing Practicioner(and a great Homeopath, smiles). So this is a hard to see through kind of a profession, but at the basis of this, so it seems to me, is the public interest, not to miss those gifted people of natural healing capabilities.
: Grant admittance to people without a Phd or sth comparable, right?
: The most curious(to me) thing is this psychotherapeutic variant; i have heard that it is sth administrative, to give that profession at least a scientific touch?
: My primary understanding of the Healing Practitioner has always been by an intuitive main focus and medical knowledge just as far as necessary from a practical point of view.
: Now as to Your direction, as a psychotherapeutic advisor i'm much at a loss; but i would like to believe, that the training, of which you are making Your examination, would not determine You as rigidly as this is the case in (schlolarly)Psychiatry with its outlandish medication and "therapeutic" philosohy.
: Literally taken, there should be no medication at all, as long as You advise patients.

: Well this is a bit a unique german specialty and i thought it could do no harm to make my few guessings.

: I wish You a big successful exam

: Juergen.

Dear Iris,

Thank You so much for the info and clarification regarding your professional purposes; which i find quite interesting; i'm in a keen anticipation if you will take the virus back to the hives, as Mystress took it; maybe You ARE the virus(smiles).

I think it's a good idea, to do your studies and pass this exam, to have a good basis for the real adventures..

>*** thanks a lot for the good wishes, each day that passes my hopes that I will pass it shrink
>%hellip :-(

I see; you find yourself beetween heaven and hell, just relax and don't try to find out what's right; You already have found! What's left to do now is, to accept it! I'm not shure what to do with the grounding, but i tend to advise You to stop, and resume after the exam; You already seem have found that side of strength within Yourself and i think You can build on it. I think it is best for now to approach "him" by approaching the exam.

Maybe on Your attempt to find relaxation the following would be a nice support:

http://www.ladyjulia.net/sounds.html">http://www.ladyjulia.net/sounds.html

under general Vanilla, or whatever

> ***That´s right to. (I never heard of Franz Bardon, which does not mean that he was not a gifted man

Yes  

>I can say than: Ich habe die Heilerlaubnis nach dem Heilpraktikergesetz beschränkt auf das
>Gebiet der Psychotherapie. (maybe you can translate that for me, my English is not that good.)
>or I can write on my door: Paxis für Psychotherapie :-/

oh, rather not to translate, it's worse enough in one language, ain't wanna spook
the international community.

>You really challenged my English%hellip.

You challenge even more than my English;

Good passings

Jürgen.

: Hey Jürgen,

: :The one thing is the Healing Practioner(Heilpraktikter), as far as i know this will be the most relevant category for Your occupation.
: But it has no connection to University or Scholarliness. Or Phd! Nothing like this, right?

: ***right.

:  :As far as I'm informed, Your future profession is rather occupied by psychically gifted people, i know there are many astrologers in these ranks. I have even heard of Phd's(Dr.med) who gave their scholarly practice up, and became Healing Practioners. Particulary i know of the Czech Occultist Franz Bardon, who was a stage Hypnotist, Magician, Astrologer and Teacher, that he worked as a Healing Practicioner(and a great Homeopath, smiles).

: ***That´s right to. (I never heard of Franz Bardon, which does not mean that he was not a gifted man

: : So this is a hard to see through kind of a profession, but at the basis of this, so it seems to me, is the public interest, not to miss those gifted people of natural healing capabilities.
: Grant admittance to people without a Phd or sth comparable, right?

: ***Yes, it is a great admittance, but it is also not that easy to pass that exam. People usually study  two years to prepare for this it. I´ve heard of two or three people who did it in one year, but than that was the only thing they did. No job.

:
: The most curious(to me) thing is this psychotherapeutic variant; i have heard that it is sth administrative, to give that profession at least a scientific touch?
: My primary understanding of the Healing Practitioner has always been by an intuitive main focus and medical knowledge just as far as necessary from a practical point of view.
: Now as to Your direction, as a psychotherapeutic advisor i'm much at a loss; but i would like to believe, that the training, of which you are making Your examination, would not determine You as rigidly as this is the case in (schlolarly)Psychiatry with its outlandish medication and "therapeutic" philosohy.
: Literally taken, there should be no medication at all, as long as You advise patients.

: ***well, the people who will be testing me are all Psychologists and Psychiatrists with PhD, no *Heilpraktikers* and they test the same stuff as they do in Universities with Psychiatry students.
: They don´t want examinees to give medication, but they want them to send people to Psychiatrists or D. med`s if they would need medication from a medical and psychiatric point of view.

: Actually I am not even allowed to call myself Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie, because the term Heilpraktiker is for the first category you mentioned (Homeopats) and Psychotherapeut is a title for people with a PhD.

: I can say than: Ich habe die Heilerlaubnis nach dem Heilpraktikergesetz beschränkt auf das Gebiet der Psychotherapie. (maybe you can translate that for me, my English is not that good.) or I can write on my door: Paxis für Psychotherapie :-/

: :Well this is a bit a unique german specialty and i thought it could do no harm to make my few guessings.

: ***Yes it is very German....

: I wish You a big successful exam

: *** thanks a lot for the good wishes, each day that passes my hopes that I will pass it shrink
: %hellip :-(

: Actualy I am doing this, because since 4 years I am practicing a regression technik created by Samuel Sagan which is called ISIS (Inner Space Interactive Sourcing), and I want to be an ISIS practitioner.
: This is a technik with emphasis on here and now and not with the purpose to find out that you may be, where Napoleon in a previous life...

: You really challenged my English%hellip.

: Iris

: I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine, and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.

It totally blows you away, doesn't it?  The beauty is, that it never ceases to do so.

Namaste
Gustaf

http://www.ladyjulia.net/sounds.html

This is kundalini charged.

Great!
I will tell Her, She will love it, for shure!
I also directed Her interest toward here...

blissings,

Juergen.

: http://www.ladyjulia.net/sounds.html

: This is kundalini charged.

*** Yes Gustav, it´s really beautifull

: : I woke up with the feeling of being ever so loved. It was clear to me that this guy represented the part of me that knows what it takes to get more fulfilment that I could ever imagine, and that I finally have acces to it. This feeling was with me the whole day, it changed my day. I felt soooo loved.

: It totally blows you away, doesn't it?  The beauty is, that it never ceases to do so.

: Namaste
: Gustaf

:I see; you find yourself beetween heaven and hell, just relax and don't try to find out what's right; You already have found! What's left to do now is, to accept it! I'm not shure what to do with the grounding, but i tend to advise You to stop, and resume after the exam; You already seem have found that side of strength within Yourself and i think You can build on it. I think it is best for now to approach "him" by approaching the exam.

***Yes, I think to that I found this side of strength within myself. It slowly grow through practicing a lot of meditation for years. It cannot be shatterd that easily any more

I cannot stop the grounding exercise, I am addicted to it allready ), and hey, I am an intensityjunkie!! and I am kind of fearlss the most time now, so I won´t give that away anymore.

In the meantime I discoverd some things.
first, I noticed that the thik tiredness most often came, when I had no acces to the computer a few hours and didn`t do the grounding for a while. I got better now at recognising when I am grounded and when not.
I also discoverded, that when I am doing grounding before taking a nap, it is easier to pull myself out of sleep again.

: You challenge even more than my English;

***this comment just made my day thanks

: Dear Iris,

: Thank You so much for the info and clarification regarding your professional purposes; which i find quite interesting; i'm in a keen anticipation if you will take the virus back to the hives, as Mystress took it; maybe You ARE the virus(smiles).

: I think it's a good idea, to do your studies and pass this exam, to have a good basis for the real adventures..

: >*** thanks a lot for the good wishes, each day that passes my hopes that I will pass it shrink
: >%hellip :-(

: I see; you find yourself beetween heaven and hell, just relax and don't try to find out what's right; You already have found! What's left to do now is, to accept it! I'm not shure what to do with the grounding, but i tend to advise You to stop, and resume after the exam; You already seem have found that side of strength within Yourself and i think You can build on it. I think it is best for now to approach "him" by approaching the exam.

: Maybe on Your attempt to find relaxation the following would be a nice support:

: http://www.ladyjulia.net/sounds.html">http://www.ladyjulia.net/sounds.html

: under general Vanilla, or whatever

: > ***That´s right to. (I never heard of Franz Bardon, which does not mean that he was not a gifted man

: Yes  

: >I can say than: Ich habe die Heilerlaubnis nach dem Heilpraktikergesetz beschränkt auf das
: >Gebiet der Psychotherapie. (maybe you can translate that for me, my English is not that good.)
: >or I can write on my door: Paxis für Psychotherapie :-/

: oh, rather not to translate, it's worse enough in one language, ain't wanna spook
: the international community.

: >You really challenged my English%hellip.

: You challenge even more than my English;

: Good passings

: Jürgen.

: : Hey Jürgen,

: : :The one thing is the Healing Practioner(Heilpraktikter), as far as i know this will be the most relevant category for Your occupation.
: : But it has no connection to University or Scholarliness. Or Phd! Nothing like this, right?

: : ***right.

: :  :As far as I'm informed, Your future profession is rather occupied by psychically gifted people, i know there are many astrologers in these ranks. I have even heard of Phd's(Dr.med) who gave their scholarly practice up, and became Healing Practioners. Particulary i know of the Czech Occultist Franz Bardon, who was a stage Hypnotist, Magician, Astrologer and Teacher, that he worked as a Healing Practicioner(and a great Homeopath, smiles).

: : ***That´s right to. (I never heard of Franz Bardon, which does not mean that he was not a gifted man

:
: : : So this is a hard to see through kind of a profession, but at the basis of this, so it seems to me, is the public interest, not to miss those gifted people of natural healing capabilities.
: : Grant admittance to people without a Phd or sth comparable, right?

: : ***Yes, it is a great admittance, but it is also not that easy to pass that exam. People usually study  two years to prepare for this it. I´ve heard of two or three people who did it in one year, but than that was the only thing they did. No job.

: :
: : The most curious(to me) thing is this psychotherapeutic variant; i have heard that it is sth administrative, to give that profession at least a scientific touch?
: : My primary understanding of the Healing Practitioner has always been by an intuitive main focus and medical knowledge just as far as necessary from a practical point of view.
: : Now as to Your direction, as a psychotherapeutic advisor i'm much at a loss; but i would like to believe, that the training, of which you are making Your examination, would not determine You as rigidly as this is the case in (schlolarly)Psychiatry with its outlandish medication and "therapeutic" philosohy.
: : Literally taken, there should be no medication at all, as long as You advise patients.

: : ***well, the people who will be testing me are all Psychologists and Psychiatrists with PhD, no *Heilpraktikers* and they test the same stuff as they do in Universities with Psychiatry students.
: : They don´t want examinees to give medication, but they want them to send people to Psychiatrists or D. med`s if they would need medication from a medical and psychiatric point of view.

: : Actually I am not even allowed to call myself Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie, because the term Heilpraktiker is for the first category you mentioned (Homeopats) and Psychotherapeut is a title for people with a PhD.

: : I can say than: Ich habe die Heilerlaubnis nach dem Heilpraktikergesetz beschränkt auf das Gebiet der Psychotherapie. (maybe you can translate that for me, my English is not that good.) or I can write on my door: Paxis für Psychotherapie :-/

: : :Well this is a bit a unique german specialty and i thought it could do no harm to make my few guessings.

: : ***Yes it is very German....

: : I wish You a big successful exam

: : *** thanks a lot for the good wishes, each day that passes my hopes that I will pass it shrink
: : %hellip :-(

: : Actualy I am doing this, because since 4 years I am practicing a regression technik created by Samuel Sagan which is called ISIS (Inner Space Interactive Sourcing), and I want to be an ISIS practitioner.
: : This is a technik with emphasis on here and now and not with the purpose to find out that you may be, where Napoleon in a previous life...

: : You really challenged my English%hellip.

: : Iris

Hey, Iris

I'm glad You managed things so well, which i never doubted!
It's beautiful to see You advance that stormily, well You didn't come unprepared.
I'm much impressed and have learned a lot from You!

So long,

juergen.

: :I see; you find yourself beetween heaven and hell, just relax and don't try to find out what's right; You already have found! What's left to do now is, to accept it! I'm not shure what to do with the grounding, but i tend to advise You to stop, and resume after the exam; You already seem have found that side of strength within Yourself and i think You can build on it. I think it is best for now to approach "him" by approaching the exam.

: ***Yes, I think to that I found this side of strength within myself. It slowly grow through practicing a lot of meditation for years. It cannot be shatterd that easily any more

: I cannot stop the grounding exercise, I am addicted to it allready ), and hey, I am an intensityjunkie!! and I am kind of fearlss the most time now, so I won´t give that away anymore.

: In the meantime I discoverd some things.
: first, I noticed that the thik tiredness most often came, when I had no acces to the computer a few hours and didn`t do the grounding for a while. I got better now at recognising when I am grounded and when not.
: I also discoverded, that when I am doing grounding before taking a nap, it is easier to pull myself out of sleep again.

: : You challenge even more than my English;

: ***this comment just made my day thanks

:
: : Dear Iris,

: : Thank You so much for the info and clarification regarding your professional purposes; which i find quite interesting; i'm in a keen anticipation if you will take the virus back to the hives, as Mystress took it; maybe You ARE the virus(smiles).

: : I think it's a good idea, to do your studies and pass this exam, to have a good basis for the real adventures..

: : >*** thanks a lot for the good wishes, each day that passes my hopes that I will pass it shrink
: : >%hellip :-(

: : I see; you find yourself beetween heaven and hell, just relax and don't try to find out what's right; You already have found! What's left to do now is, to accept it! I'm not shure what to do with the grounding, but i tend to advise You to stop, and resume after the exam; You already seem have found that side of strength within Yourself and i think You can build on it. I think it is best for now to approach "him" by approaching the exam.

: : Maybe on Your attempt to find relaxation the following would be a nice support:

: : http://www.ladyjulia.net/sounds.html">http://www.ladyjulia.net/sounds.html

: : under general Vanilla, or whatever

: : > ***That´s right to. (I never heard of Franz Bardon, which does not mean that he was not a gifted man

: : Yes  

: : >I can say than: Ich habe die Heilerlaubnis nach dem Heilpraktikergesetz beschränkt auf das
: : >Gebiet der Psychotherapie. (maybe you can translate that for me, my English is not that good.)
: : >or I can write on my door: Paxis für Psychotherapie :-/

: : oh, rather not to translate, it's worse enough in one language, ain't wanna spook
: : the international community.

: : >You really challenged my English%hellip.

: : You challenge even more than my English;

: : Good passings

: : Jürgen.

: : : Hey Jürgen,

: : : :The one thing is the Healing Practioner(Heilpraktikter), as far as i know this will be the most relevant category for Your occupation.
: : : But it has no connection to University or Scholarliness. Or Phd! Nothing like this, right?

: : : ***right.

: : :  :As far as I'm informed, Your future profession is rather occupied by psychically gifted people, i know there are many astrologers in these ranks. I have even heard of Phd's(Dr.med) who gave their scholarly practice up, and became Healing Practioners. Particulary i know of the Czech Occultist Franz Bardon, who was a stage Hypnotist, Magician, Astrologer and Teacher, that he worked as a Healing Practicioner(and a great Homeopath, smiles).

: : : ***That´s right to. (I never heard of Franz Bardon, which does not mean that he was not a gifted man

: :
: : : : So this is a hard to see through kind of a profession, but at the basis of this, so it seems to me, is the public interest, not to miss those gifted people of natural healing capabilities.
: : : Grant admittance to people without a Phd or sth comparable, right?

: : : ***Yes, it is a great admittance, but it is also not that easy to pass that exam. People usually study  two years to prepare for this it. I´ve heard of two or three people who did it in one year, but than that was the only thing they did. No job.

: : :
: : : The most curious(to me) thing is this psychotherapeutic variant; i have heard that it is sth administrative, to give that profession at least a scientific touch?
: : : My primary understanding of the Healing Practitioner has always been by an intuitive main focus and medical knowledge just as far as necessary from a practical point of view.
: : : Now as to Your direction, as a psychotherapeutic advisor i'm much at a loss; but i would like to believe, that the training, of which you are making Your examination, would not determine You as rigidly as this is the case in (schlolarly)Psychiatry with its outlandish medication and "therapeutic" philosohy.
: : : Literally taken, there should be no medication at all, as long as You advise patients.

: : : ***well, the people who will be testing me are all Psychologists and Psychiatrists with PhD, no *Heilpraktikers* and they test the same stuff as they do in Universities with Psychiatry students.
: : : They don´t want examinees to give medication, but they want them to send people to Psychiatrists or D. med`s if they would need medication from a medical and psychiatric point of view.

: : : Actually I am not even allowed to call myself Heilpraktiker für Psychotherapie, because the term Heilpraktiker is for the first category you mentioned (Homeopats) and Psychotherapeut is a title for people with a PhD.

: : : I can say than: Ich habe die Heilerlaubnis nach dem Heilpraktikergesetz beschränkt auf das Gebiet der Psychotherapie. (maybe you can translate that for me, my English is not that good.) or I can write on my door: Paxis für Psychotherapie :-/

: : : :Well this is a bit a unique german specialty and i thought it could do no harm to make my few guessings.

: : : ***Yes it is very German....

: : : I wish You a big successful exam

: : : *** thanks a lot for the good wishes, each day that passes my hopes that I will pass it shrink
: : : %hellip :-(

: : : Actualy I am doing this, because since 4 years I am practicing a regression technik created by Samuel Sagan which is called ISIS (Inner Space Interactive Sourcing), and I want to be an ISIS practitioner.
: : : This is a technik with emphasis on here and now and not with the purpose to find out that you may be, where Napoleon in a previous life...

: : : You really challenged my English%hellip.

: : : Iris