I joined this community just recently. I have been a member of the K-list for about 1.5 years.

I started having K-symptoms just back then. It showed up as extreme body heat, hearing clicking sounds, having lights flickering around me and moments of satori.

This happend after having a long desire to understand humans and the world around me better. Back then, I didn't know really what I was living for, until the K-symptoms showed up. Then I decided it was my path in life.

I was having a rough time supporting myself, and couldn't find any jobs back then. But managed to somehow stay grounded anyway. The same day a job finally showed up, my dad tragically died. That was about a year ago.

Ever since I haven't managed to really get properly grounded once. I lost the job and it took some time until jobs showed up. After some time I realized I could make quite a carrer as a webdesigner, but felt it wasn't my path.

I decided to go to china for a year to train kung fu and qi gong, in hope to get perspective and rediscover myself. 5 months have passed and I'm in China right now.

"China" where I end up, isn't however much what I hoped it would be. I'm training kungfu under a teacher who is a fundamental christian, and staying with his family (all christians). I learned that the spiritual teachings of kung fu is best found in the west, because of the chinese goverment totally banned them here. And china, ever since the cultural revolution, tends to have lost much if it's ideals.

However in the sense that "Everything is spiritual" I still enjoy moving my body and training forms of kung fu. But in rediscovering I haven't reached much closer. My teacher is excellent in tutoring kung fu, but on the spritiual not too much help.

I realize that I will understand a lot more when I come home again, beeing able to reflect china.

But I feel there is something I need to understand here, before I can go home. I Joinsed FST in hope I could guide myself better using the teachings here.

I was going to book a healing session under Mystress, but realized she is busy healing herself. So I was wondering if anyone here is able to do a session, or point someone who can? Payment given.

Blessings,

Daniel

: Hi everyone!

: I joined this community just recently. I have been a member of the K-list for about 1.5 years.

: I started having K-symptoms just back then. It showed up as extreme body heat, hearing clicking sounds, having lights flickering around me and moments of satori.

: This happend after having a long desire to understand humans and the world around me better. Back then, I didn't know really what I was living for, until the K-symptoms showed up. Then I decided it was my path in life.

: I was having a rough time supporting myself, and couldn't find any jobs back then. But managed to somehow stay grounded anyway. The same day a job finally showed up, my dad tragically died. That was about a year ago.

: Ever since I haven't managed to really get properly grounded once. I lost the job and it took some time until jobs showed up. After some time I realized I could make quite a carrer as a webdesigner, but felt it wasn't my path.

: I decided to go to china for a year to train kung fu and qi gong, in hope to get perspective and rediscover myself. 5 months have passed and I'm in China right now.

: "China" where I end up, isn't however much what I hoped it would be. I'm training kungfu under a teacher who is a fundamental christian, and staying with his family (all christians). I learned that the spiritual teachings of kung fu is best found in the west, because of the chinese goverment totally banned them here. And china, ever since the cultural revolution, tends to have lost much if it's ideals.

: However in the sense that "Everything is spiritual" I still enjoy moving my body and training forms of kung fu. But in rediscovering I haven't reached much closer. My teacher is excellent in tutoring kung fu, but on the spritiual not too much help.

: I realize that I will understand a lot more when I come home again, beeing able to reflect china.

: But I feel there is something I need to understand here, before I can go home. I Joinsed FST in hope I could guide myself better using the teachings here.

: I was going to book a healing session under Mystress, but realized she is busy healing herself. So I was wondering if anyone here is able to do a session, or point someone who can? Payment given.

: Blessings,

: Daniel

:   Hello Daniel:

:    I am doing a very few sessions via chat, as part of training some of my grad students to continue the session work.
:    Welcome. Blessings!

: : Hi everyone!

: : I joined this community just recently. I have been a member of the K-list for about 1.5 years.

: : I started having K-symptoms just back then. It showed up as extreme body heat, hearing clicking sounds, having lights flickering around me and moments of satori.

: : This happend after having a long desire to understand humans and the world around me better. Back then, I didn't know really what I was living for, until the K-symptoms showed up. Then I decided it was my path in life.

: : I was having a rough time supporting myself, and couldn't find any jobs back then. But managed to somehow stay grounded anyway. The same day a job finally showed up, my dad tragically died. That was about a year ago.

: : Ever since I haven't managed to really get properly grounded once. I lost the job and it took some time until jobs showed up. After some time I realized I could make quite a carrer as a webdesigner, but felt it wasn't my path.

: : I decided to go to china for a year to train kung fu and qi gong, in hope to get perspective and rediscover myself. 5 months have passed and I'm in China right now.

: : "China" where I end up, isn't however much what I hoped it would be. I'm training kungfu under a teacher who is a fundamental christian, and staying with his family (all christians). I learned that the spiritual teachings of kung fu is best found in the west, because of the chinese goverment totally banned them here. And china, ever since the cultural revolution, tends to have lost much if it's ideals.

: : However in the sense that "Everything is spiritual" I still enjoy moving my body and training forms of kung fu. But in rediscovering I haven't reached much closer. My teacher is excellent in tutoring kung fu, but on the spritiual not too much help.

: : I realize that I will understand a lot more when I come home again, beeing able to reflect china.

: : But I feel there is something I need to understand here, before I can go home. I Joinsed FST in hope I could guide myself better using the teachings here.

: : I was going to book a healing session under Mystress, but realized she is busy healing herself. So I was wondering if anyone here is able to do a session, or point someone who can? Payment given.

: : Blessings,

: : Daniel

Sounds like you have been having alot of great experiences in life.  Welcome and hope you achive your highest good!

: Hi everyone!

: I joined this community just recently. I have been a member of the K-list for about 1.5 years.

: I started having K-symptoms just back then. It showed up as extreme body heat, hearing clicking sounds, having lights flickering around me and moments of satori.

: This happend after having a long desire to understand humans and the world around me better. Back then, I didn't know really what I was living for, until the K-symptoms showed up. Then I decided it was my path in life.

: I was having a rough time supporting myself, and couldn't find any jobs back then. But managed to somehow stay grounded anyway. The same day a job finally showed up, my dad tragically died. That was about a year ago.

: Ever since I haven't managed to really get properly grounded once. I lost the job and it took some time until jobs showed up. After some time I realized I could make quite a carrer as a webdesigner, but felt it wasn't my path.

: I decided to go to china for a year to train kung fu and qi gong, in hope to get perspective and rediscover myself. 5 months have passed and I'm in China right now.

: "China" where I end up, isn't however much what I hoped it would be. I'm training kungfu under a teacher who is a fundamental christian, and staying with his family (all christians). I learned that the spiritual teachings of kung fu is best found in the west, because of the chinese goverment totally banned them here. And china, ever since the cultural revolution, tends to have lost much if it's ideals.

: However in the sense that "Everything is spiritual" I still enjoy moving my body and training forms of kung fu. But in rediscovering I haven't reached much closer. My teacher is excellent in tutoring kung fu, but on the spritiual not too much help.

: I realize that I will understand a lot more when I come home again, beeing able to reflect china.

: But I feel there is something I need to understand here, before I can go home. I Joinsed FST in hope I could guide myself better using the teachings here.

: I was going to book a healing session under Mystress, but realized she is busy healing herself. So I was wondering if anyone here is able to do a session, or point someone who can? Payment given.

: Blessings,

: Daniel