At the chat party November 11th Mystress took us on a trip to the top of a volcano on Hawaii. There we met Freyja (old spelling), a goddess worshipped by my Viking forefathers. She is a goddess of love and fertility, but also of war and struggle. Like some other æsir gods she owns a pig (but I doubt she's obsessed by it). She also owns a falcon guise and a magical ship.

The first thing I met at the top of the volcano was a big bird, at the size and form of a human. Most likely this was Freyja in her falcon guise. When I asked her for her name she uttered some bird-like sounds, sounding like "Ne-ne" or something similar (maybe she just wanted to say "No, I don%rsquot speak"). When I asked her what she wanted, she grabbed me with her claws in my shoulders and took of.

She took me back to when I was 12 years old and my grandmother had just died. (My grandmother%rsquos death was a really traumatic experience for me.) She put me down right outside the window of the room where my grandmother%rsquos body was kept for a few days before the funeral. At least I concluded that it was kept there, as the dark blue curtains where down. Thus I couldn%rsquot look in through the window. It was more like Freyja wanted to remind me of this event. I also saw a lot of other pictures during the flight, but either I did not understand them, or they were not important. At least I don%rsquot remember much of them.

After she had brought me back, I saw this incredible beautiful young lady with long blond hair and a face as white as snow. It was obviously Freyja in her normal appearance. She was so obviously related to me (looking like so many girls in my country, but more beautiful) and my forefathers, that my first thought was "Is this the true shape of my divine beloved?"

(There is some confusion regarding my DB. I thought she was a beautiful Japanese looking girl accompanied by an about 500 meter fire vomiting dragon. But at a session with Mystress she reviled things that indicated she was rather (as Mystress put it) "her secretary" and she also said I was not yet ready to meet my true DB.)

Freyja was all dressed in a dress looking like sacking. So I asked her "What is a beautiful girl like you doing in a dress like that?" Then her cloths immediately changed into a very beautiful white dress.

It turned out Freyja had a message for Mystress. While this message was delivered and interpreted something funny happened to me. Freyja had a belt around her waist. On both sides of the belt there were loose white straps which she held forth with her hands. When she did so I approached her and stepped close to her and she tied me to her with these straps. It was a strong experience, like a full body energy kiss. Ever since then I have felt her energy affecting my energy field and increasing it.

Since then I have noticed one funny change. I have always been strongly affected by female beauty. (This has actually been a problem, as I almost only attracted the most beautiful girls; when they approached me I was so strongly affected by their beauty that I made a mess of everything.) Most often I have reacted the strongest to dark haired beauties, maybe because most girls around here are blond. But since this event I am even more strongly affected by blonds, especially those with really white skin.