Heylo everyone,
(Just in case your not in the mood to read a long post.. the long and the short of it is.. I'm new here! My name is Whitney, I'm 18, short and fairy-like, so I've been told.. as well as having K-snakes buzzing around all over.. And.. I'm really excited about this course! ^_^)

I just signed up for this course after receiving Tummo Initiation from Mystress in July.. and having saved up enough for it..

Uhhm..
I'm not very good at introducing/describing myself, and am unsure of what to say.. meaning.. I have trouble concentrating/organizing my thoughts..

Hm.. Well.. might as well wing it and see what comes out, eh?

I'm not used to being around many people(although I do talk online to a lot of people..) I don't know, since for almost all of my high school years, and some of my elementary years, I either missed a lot of school from being sick.. (Doctors guessing they knew what it was, but no one ever sure.. the only definite things I know now are that I have/had a flattened pituitary gland, hypothyroidism, and something called syringomyelia, which is a fluid filled cyst in the spinal cord... Oh! And I DON'T have high pressure in my brain! Just a note here.. NEEDLES IN THE SPINE HURT. Obviously. But.. I digress..) or from just being in home hospital, which is a sort of home school thing..

I've felt for a long time that I don't sleep well.. My mom always says that even when I was little, she'd ask me how I slept and I'd say that I didn't.. even though she had seen me asleep. I don't have a very good memory either, sometimes I'll even repeat the same exact thing I just said without even realizing it.. although that doesn't happen very often, usually it's just I forget things like.. what I did yesterday during the course of the day.. I don't remember about how I was like when I was little.. but sometimes I wonder if maybe the reason I said I didn't sleep because I had such vivid dreams then? I remember my dreams only sometimes, especially since I have trouble getting to sleep.

Anyways.. a couple weeks or so before my 18th birthday, I was trying to work on a paper for getting scholarships.. and I was having trouble thinking of what to write, so.. I thought I'd look up some things online.. My hypersensitivity had been getting a bit worse lately, so I did a search on that.. and eventually I ended up on Elcollie's website.. I read a lot of her pages.. and I wondered if maybe this was the reason I been sick all my life, maybe this is why I feel this way?
Maybe a week or so before my birthday, at night, I felt a pain at the top of my head.. At first I wasn't sure what to do, and I had read that if your crown chakra opens before you have a stable/balanced root chakra, you could go into psychosis or something.. so I did a mudra/chakra for the root chakra thing I had also read about.. and after a while, the headache went away.. but it came back..
But this time, I decided to let it do whatever it wanted to.. and soon it felt as though a snake were sliding down out from the place the pain was on my head.. piling up on my shoulder.. and then it slithered around on my body.. and sometimes I lost track of where it was going.. but it eventually came back up to my other shoulder, where it hissed in my ear and seemed to head towards my throat.. I felt snakes slithering around, large and small, ever since.. not that I always feel them, but they're there, just the same.

It seems as though I've never been into what most girls my age have been.. I've never started drinking alcohol, doing drugs.. But I'm also a virgin, which isn't a bad thing, but we don't talk much about sexuality at my house, and I did miss a lot of school.. including some of the times they were having sex ed.. But I am greatly interested in learning.. especially about myself. There's even a couple.. how should I put this.. simply I suppose? There's even been a couple of sexual 'experiences' concerning the snakes.. I won't go into details of that here, mainly because I'd feel kinda awkward.. but somehow I get the feeling that most peoples minds will fill in the so called blanks.

In July, I was Tummo Initiated, and it's definitely been easier for me to ground since.. and a couple of weeks ago I had a blood test that said my thyroid levels are much more normal. I'm taking a meditation class at the local junior college (I got my GED), and I'm enjoying that.. as well as trying to get more used to group settings.

Hm.. dunno what else to say so I'll just say it.
Later! Can't wait to learn more about myself, and maybe even meet some of the people around here.

   Whitney
      Namaste

P.S. I've also been on the K-list for a while.. as a lurker, since, although I keep meaning to introduce myself, I just haven't. For those people who're on there as well as on here.. I can't thank you enough for the wonderful discussions and insights!
Heylo everyone,
(Just in case your not in the mood to read a long post.. the long and the short of it is.. I'm new here! My name is Whitney, I'm 18, short and fairy-like, so I've been told.. as well as having K-snakes buzzing around all over.. And.. I'm really excited about this course! ^_^)

I just signed up for this course after receiving Tummo Initiation from Mystress in July.. and having saved up enough for it..

Uhhm..
I'm not very good at introducing/describing myself, and am unsure of what to say.. meaning.. I have trouble concentrating/organizing my thoughts..

Hm.. Well.. might as well wing it and see what comes out, eh?

I'm not used to being around many people I don't know, since for almost all of my high school years, and some of my elementary years, I either missed a lot of school from being sick.. (Doctors guessing they knew what it was, but no one ever sure.. the only definite things I know now are that I have/had a flattened pituitary gland, hypothyroidism, and something called syringomyelia, which is a fluid filled cyst in the spinal cord... Oh! And I DON'T have high pressure in my brain! Just a note here.. NEEDLES IN THE SPINE HURT. Obviously. But.. I digress..) or from just being in home hospital, which is a sort of home school thing..

I've felt for a long time that I don't sleep well.. My mom always says that even when I was little, she'd ask me how I slept and I'd say that I didn't.. even though she had seen me asleep. I don't have a very good memory either, sometimes I'll even repeat the same exact thing I just said without even realizing it.. although that doesn't happen very often, usually it's just I forget things like.. what I did yesterday during the course of the day.. I don't remember about how I was like when I was little.. but sometimes I wonder if maybe the reason I said I didn't sleep because I had such vivid dreams then? I remember my dreams only sometimes, especially since I have trouble getting to sleep.

Anyways.. a couple weeks or so before my 18th birthday, I was trying to work on a paper for getting scholarships.. and I was having trouble thinking of what to write, so.. I thought I'd look up some things online.. My hypersensitivity had been getting a bit worse lately, so I did a search on that.. and eventually I ended up on Elcollie's website.. I read a lot of her pages.. and I wondered if maybe this was the reason I been sick all my life, maybe this is why I feel this way?
Maybe a week or so before my birthday, at night, I felt a pain at the top of my head.. At first I wasn't sure what to do, and I had read that if your crown chakra opens before you have a stable/balanced root chakra, you could go into psychosis or something.. so I did a mudra/chakra for the root chakra thing I had also read about.. and after a while, the headache went away.. but it came back..
But this time, I decided to let it do whatever it wanted to.. and soon it felt as though a snake were sliding down out from the place the pain was on my head.. piling up on my shoulder.. and then it slithered around on my body.. and sometimes I lost track of where it was going.. but it eventually came back up to my other shoulder, where it hissed in my ear and seemed to head towards my throat.. I felt snakes slithering around, large and small, ever since.. not that I always feel them, but they're there, just the same.

It seems as though I've never been into what most girls my age have been.. I've never started drinking alcohol, doing drugs.. But I'm also a virgin, which isn't a bad thing, but we don't talk much about sexuality at my house, and I did miss a lot of school.. including some of the times they were having sex ed.. But I am greatly interested in learning.. especially about myself. There's even a couple.. how should I put this.. simply I suppose? There's even been a couple of sexual 'experiences' concerning the snakes.. I won't go into details of that here, mainly because I'd feel kinda awkward.. but somehow I get the feeling that most peoples minds will fill in the so called blanks.

In July, I was Tummo Initiated, and it's definitely been easier for me to ground since.. and a couple of weeks ago I had a blood test that said my thyroid levels are much more normal. I'm taking a meditation class at the local junior college (I got my GED), and I'm enjoying that.. as well as trying to get more used to group settings.

Hm.. dunno what else to say so I'll just say it.
Later! Can't wait to learn more about myself, and maybe even meet some of the people around here.

   Whitney
      Namaste

P.S. I've also been on the K-list for a while.. as a lurker, since, although I keep meaning to introduce myself, I just haven't. For those people who're on there as well as on here.. I can't thank you enough for the wonderful discussions and insights!

Gah, If I knew how to edit my messages on here I would.. >> I typed my intro on notepad, copied it, then double pasted.. x_o Oops? Sorry about that.

: Gah, If I knew how to edit my messages on here I would.. >> I typed my intro on notepad, copied it, then double pasted.. x_o Oops? Sorry about that.

Hello Whitney!

Thanks for that beautiful introduction! Looking forward to read more posts from you.

Namaste
Gustaf

 No worries, and welcome.

: Gah, If I knew how to edit my messages on here I would.. >> I typed my intro on notepad, copied it, then double pasted.. x_o Oops? Sorry about that.

Hi Whitney

Just thought I would give you a great big welcome... late as it is! You sound like your going to bring lotsa fun to the postings. : )

Scott K

: Heylo everyone,
: (Just in case your not in the mood to read a long post.. the long and the short of it is.. I'm new here! My name is Whitney, I'm 18, short and fairy-like, so I've been told.. as well as having K-snakes buzzing around all over.. And.. I'm really excited about this course! ^_^)

: I just signed up for this course after receiving Tummo Initiation from Mystress in July.. and having saved up enough for it..

: Uhhm..
: I'm not very good at introducing/describing myself, and am unsure of what to say.. meaning.. I have trouble concentrating/organizing my thoughts..

: Hm.. Well.. might as well wing it and see what comes out, eh?

: I'm not used to being around many people(although I do talk online to a lot of people..) I don't know, since for almost all of my high school years, and some of my elementary years, I either missed a lot of school from being sick.. (Doctors guessing they knew what it was, but no one ever sure.. the only definite things I know now are that I have/had a flattened pituitary gland, hypothyroidism, and something called syringomyelia, which is a fluid filled cyst in the spinal cord... Oh! And I DON'T have high pressure in my brain! Just a note here.. NEEDLES IN THE SPINE HURT. Obviously. But.. I digress..) or from just being in home hospital, which is a sort of home school thing..

: I've felt for a long time that I don't sleep well.. My mom always says that even when I was little, she'd ask me how I slept and I'd say that I didn't.. even though she had seen me asleep. I don't have a very good memory either, sometimes I'll even repeat the same exact thing I just said without even realizing it.. although that doesn't happen very often, usually it's just I forget things like.. what I did yesterday during the course of the day.. I don't remember about how I was like when I was little.. but sometimes I wonder if maybe the reason I said I didn't sleep because I had such vivid dreams then? I remember my dreams only sometimes, especially since I have trouble getting to sleep.

: Anyways.. a couple weeks or so before my 18th birthday, I was trying to work on a paper for getting scholarships.. and I was having trouble thinking of what to write, so.. I thought I'd look up some things online.. My hypersensitivity had been getting a bit worse lately, so I did a search on that.. and eventually I ended up on Elcollie's website.. I read a lot of her pages.. and I wondered if maybe this was the reason I been sick all my life, maybe this is why I feel this way?
: Maybe a week or so before my birthday, at night, I felt a pain at the top of my head.. At first I wasn't sure what to do, and I had read that if your crown chakra opens before you have a stable/balanced root chakra, you could go into psychosis or something.. so I did a mudra/chakra for the root chakra thing I had also read about.. and after a while, the headache went away.. but it came back..
: But this time, I decided to let it do whatever it wanted to.. and soon it felt as though a snake were sliding down out from the place the pain was on my head.. piling up on my shoulder.. and then it slithered around on my body.. and sometimes I lost track of where it was going.. but it eventually came back up to my other shoulder, where it hissed in my ear and seemed to head towards my throat.. I felt snakes slithering around, large and small, ever since.. not that I always feel them, but they're there, just the same.

: It seems as though I've never been into what most girls my age have been.. I've never started drinking alcohol, doing drugs.. But I'm also a virgin, which isn't a bad thing, but we don't talk much about sexuality at my house, and I did miss a lot of school.. including some of the times they were having sex ed.. But I am greatly interested in learning.. especially about myself. There's even a couple.. how should I put this.. simply I suppose? There's even been a couple of sexual 'experiences' concerning the snakes.. I won't go into details of that here, mainly because I'd feel kinda awkward.. but somehow I get the feeling that most peoples minds will fill in the so called blanks.

: In July, I was Tummo Initiated, and it's definitely been easier for me to ground since.. and a couple of weeks ago I had a blood test that said my thyroid levels are much more normal. I'm taking a meditation class at the local junior college (I got my GED), and I'm enjoying that.. as well as trying to get more used to group settings.

: Hm.. dunno what else to say so I'll just say it.
:  Later! Can't wait to learn more about myself, and maybe even meet some of the people around here.

:    Whitney
:       Namaste

: P.S. I've also been on the K-list for a while.. as a lurker, since, although I keep meaning to introduce myself, I just haven't. For those people who're on there as well as on here.. I can't thank you enough for the wonderful discussions and insights!
: Heylo everyone,
: (Just in case your not in the mood to read a long post.. the long and the short of it is.. I'm new here! My name is Whitney, I'm 18, short and fairy-like, so I've been told.. as well as having K-snakes buzzing around all over.. And.. I'm really excited about this course! ^_^)

: I just signed up for this course after receiving Tummo Initiation from Mystress in July.. and having saved up enough for it..

: Uhhm..
: I'm not very good at introducing/describing myself, and am unsure of what to say.. meaning.. I have trouble concentrating/organizing my thoughts..

: Hm.. Well.. might as well wing it and see what comes out, eh?

: I'm not used to being around many people I don't know, since for almost all of my high school years, and some of my elementary years, I either missed a lot of school from being sick.. (Doctors guessing they knew what it was, but no one ever sure.. the only definite things I know now are that I have/had a flattened pituitary gland, hypothyroidism, and something called syringomyelia, which is a fluid filled cyst in the spinal cord... Oh! And I DON'T have high pressure in my brain! Just a note here.. NEEDLES IN THE SPINE HURT. Obviously. But.. I digress..) or from just being in home hospital, which is a sort of home school thing..

: I've felt for a long time that I don't sleep well.. My mom always says that even when I was little, she'd ask me how I slept and I'd say that I didn't.. even though she had seen me asleep. I don't have a very good memory either, sometimes I'll even repeat the same exact thing I just said without even realizing it.. although that doesn't happen very often, usually it's just I forget things like.. what I did yesterday during the course of the day.. I don't remember about how I was like when I was little.. but sometimes I wonder if maybe the reason I said I didn't sleep because I had such vivid dreams then? I remember my dreams only sometimes, especially since I have trouble getting to sleep.

: Anyways.. a couple weeks or so before my 18th birthday, I was trying to work on a paper for getting scholarships.. and I was having trouble thinking of what to write, so.. I thought I'd look up some things online.. My hypersensitivity had been getting a bit worse lately, so I did a search on that.. and eventually I ended up on Elcollie's website.. I read a lot of her pages.. and I wondered if maybe this was the reason I been sick all my life, maybe this is why I feel this way?
: Maybe a week or so before my birthday, at night, I felt a pain at the top of my head.. At first I wasn't sure what to do, and I had read that if your crown chakra opens before you have a stable/balanced root chakra, you could go into psychosis or something.. so I did a mudra/chakra for the root chakra thing I had also read about.. and after a while, the headache went away.. but it came back..
: But this time, I decided to let it do whatever it wanted to.. and soon it felt as though a snake were sliding down out from the place the pain was on my head.. piling up on my shoulder.. and then it slithered around on my body.. and sometimes I lost track of where it was going.. but it eventually came back up to my other shoulder, where it hissed in my ear and seemed to head towards my throat.. I felt snakes slithering around, large and small, ever since.. not that I always feel them, but they're there, just the same.

: It seems as though I've never been into what most girls my age have been.. I've never started drinking alcohol, doing drugs.. But I'm also a virgin, which isn't a bad thing, but we don't talk much about sexuality at my house, and I did miss a lot of school.. including some of the times they were having sex ed.. But I am greatly interested in learning.. especially about myself. There's even a couple.. how should I put this.. simply I suppose? There's even been a couple of sexual 'experiences' concerning the snakes.. I won't go into details of that here, mainly because I'd feel kinda awkward.. but somehow I get the feeling that most peoples minds will fill in the so called blanks.

: In July, I was Tummo Initiated, and it's definitely been easier for me to ground since.. and a couple of weeks ago I had a blood test that said my thyroid levels are much more normal. I'm taking a meditation class at the local junior college (I got my GED), and I'm enjoying that.. as well as trying to get more used to group settings.

: Hm.. dunno what else to say so I'll just say it.
:  Later! Can't wait to learn more about myself, and maybe even meet some of the people around here.

:    Whitney
:       Namaste

: P.S. I've also been on the K-list for a while.. as a lurker, since, although I keep meaning to introduce myself, I just haven't. For those people who're on there as well as on here.. I can't thank you enough for the wonderful discussions and insights!