Hi there,
I've been rereading through the lessons again (had an urge and the time to do so).
I've been experiencing blasting headaches for the past week.
Real show-stoppers... finding it hard to hold thoughts.
Then I tuned into my body and found terror in my lower chakras.  The Sacral one....  The curious thing is that when I felt the terror - then the headache was gone.  But when I let go of feeling it then the headache came back.
Dont really understand it.  Not sure that I need to.
But my headache is less today, yet I'm feeling very detached.  
I have felt the void around me... seen a galaxy and stars in my living room.  And I pulled some Osho cards today and got the Nothingness card...  gave me a shock, and made me feel like crying.
Is there anything I need to do here...?
I'm just letting it all happen so far, and hoping I dont have the headaches tomorrow so I can function at work.
Thanx...

Hi, Jaxx:

  It is good to review the lessons, but realize that you will get a big Shakti charge that will trigger a lot of karma, when you go through many lessons at once.  The energy and karma will give you a headache if your crown chakra is not open... like, if you are not grounded and surrendering, and if you approach the writing intellectually instead of intuitively or emotionally.

 I often burn off blockages simply by giving them the energy of my attention... I call it Shaktipat by eye lasers!

 The Void is the Nothingness that is Divine. It is a nondual place so when you are there all your duality issues (karma) come up more strongly to be released. Blessings.

: Hi there,
: I've been rereading through the lessons again (had an urge and the time to do so).
: I've been experiencing blasting headaches for the past week.
: Real show-stoppers... finding it hard to hold thoughts.
: Then I tuned into my body and found terror in my lower chakras.  The Sacral one....  The curious thing is that when I felt the terror - then the headache was gone.  But when I let go of feeling it then the headache came back.
: Dont really understand it.  Not sure that I need to.
: But my headache is less today, yet I'm feeling very detached.  
: I have felt the void around me... seen a galaxy and stars in my living room.  And I pulled some Osho cards today and got the Nothingness card...  gave me a shock, and made me feel like crying.
: Is there anything I need to do here...?
: I'm just letting it all happen so far, and hoping I dont have the headaches tomorrow so I can function at work.
: Thanx...

Thanks,
I didnt consider the implications of re-reading the pages so fast.
And in looking for the page I wanted I enjoyed the 'zings' from reading other lessons.  I will give the energy more respect next time.
My headaches have gone and I am more at peace now.