I just wanted to share a really interesting lucid dream I had the other night.

In this dream, absolutely everything went wrong, it was all against me, came to a climax where they had cancelled my entire trip I was trying to take. I threw dramatic fits, before I was transported back to childhood. Here I tried to cover myself up with layers of cloths and masks because I was so ashamed of my fits. A group of children pointed at me "We recognize you master, you can't hide from us"  A swami/monk walked up next to me after i shed the layers of clothing and he began "You do know that you are not-" I filled in "-the thrower of fits, yeah I know, just a witness", and we both laughed. What happened after that was that I in the dream, surrendered all of it to Goddess, all the fits and dramas and what came afterwards. Just like in one of the tantra excercises.

I find this truly amazing, that the process of surrender starts taking place in a similar manner in the subconcious dreamstate as well.. And I didn't have to do anything about it! I am so used to always "do something about" everything.

Namaste
Gustaf