May I say hello to all of you in the course and
introduce myself for those of you who are not already somewhat acquainted with me already. I am a certified massage/energy therapist, with several other modalites, including Japanese Shiatsu.  I have my own practice in my home.
 I became K awakened 4 years ago.  Although, I seem to runa tremendous amount of energy at times for my clients,some things have quieted down considerably for me since then and I am intersted in learning what I can to experience K to it's fullest, for the rest of my life.  I asked several months ago on the K-list what the next step was and Mystress replied...."Tantra".  Since then, I've been reading and getting some backround in Solo Tantra and trying some of the things suggested in the book Sexual Ecstasy. Things went well for awhile and then I went for some healing from a cranial sacral/reiki/shaman/zero balancing/ The Journey, practitioner.  Since I went to them about a month ago I find that I no longer have any libido. I have been back to the healer two more times and although we seem to have cleared some blockages from my solar plexus area,I have not returned to a normal state where my sexuality is concerned. What little inkling of sexual connection or inclination I did enjoy seems to be gone.  And most times I am unable to have any orgasms at all anymore. No desire and monumental effort to receive any energy connection as far as tantra. People have suggested all kinds of things to help crystals, red and orange candles all over my house, heavy doses of ginseng (which to my knoweldge only produces flatulence, lol!) chakra clearing CD's, to no avail.  So, I've sort of become disallusioned and feel STUCK.
I'm hoping that I will find some help here and be able to move through this abyss. I have surrendered.
Eternal Love,
Sue
E.A.

: May I say hello to all of you in the course and
: introduce myself for those of you who are not already somewhat acquainted with me already. I am a certified massage/energy therapist, with several other modalites, including Japanese Shiatsu.  I have my own practice in my home.
:   I became K awakened 4 years ago.  Although, I seem to runa tremendous amount of energy at times for my clients,some things have quieted down considerably for me since then and I am intersted in learning what I can to experience K to it's fullest, for the rest of my life.  I asked several months ago on the K-list what the next step was and Mystress replied...."Tantra".  Since then, I've been reading and getting some backround in Solo Tantra and trying some of the things suggested in the book Sexual Ecstasy. Things went well for awhile and then I went for some healing from a cranial sacral/reiki/shaman/zero balancing/ The Journey, practitioner.  Since I went to them about a month ago I find that I no longer have any libido. I have been back to the healer two more times and although we seem to have cleared some blockages from my solar plexus area,I have not returned to a normal state where my sexuality is concerned. What little inkling of sexual connection or inclination I did enjoy seems to be gone.  And most times I am unable to have any orgasms at all anymore. No desire and monumental effort to receive any energy connection as far as tantra. People have suggested all kinds of things to help crystals, red and orange candles all over my house, heavy doses of ginseng (which to my knoweldge only produces flatulence, lol!) chakra clearing CD's, to no avail.  So, I've sort of become disallusioned and feel STUCK.
: I'm hoping that I will find some help here and be able to move through this abyss. I have surrendered.
: Eternal Love,
: Sue
: E.A.

Sue!
Great to see you here!

Love
Gustaf