Dear Mystress,
This is an experience I had the other day..

1/27/04.....12:33 am
read the msg from GhanaBhuti... looked at the Om jpeg for a few
minutes..  went to google searched for heart sutra... looked at the
sanscrit version. Can't read. go to english... start to read..got
through first paragraph... go into trance.. hands prayer position to 3rd eye and nose. then open up arms, palms forward, head back.. a black dakini comes.. takes out my heart peels away layers like an onion with a knife .. swallows my heart and says you will now dance to my song....or dance my dance

Do you have any thoughts on this
Wasn't sure what a dakini was. Did some reasearch on the web.

Wonderful chat the other day. Thank you.

With much Love for you, Vickie

I am learning much. I will post a couple emailsI have written here. Thank you.Here is one.

Since sending this out below, I have been reading almost nonstop and
have learned about the Beloved Mother Kali. She is magnificent.  I Love
her. Thank you, thank you.

For any one else who may be interested in her, here are a couple web
sites. There are many out there.
http://www.kalimandir.org/library/libraryhome.asp?page=index
http://www.goddess.ws/kali.html

Vickie

today's experience 1/28/04

i am sitting at the computer.... i go into trance. I see a man dressed
in a burgundy colored robe with a golden colored sash or piece of cloth
across him .he is bald. He is chanting. he comes to me. puts oil on my
forehead. then he has a paste and puts it on my lips. it seems to dry
quickly and he quickly pulls it off. then he has a different paste. he
puts it on my throat and rubs it down over my torso. he is chanting
still...... my hands are so hot... burning hot. he turns them over and
puts the paste in each palm. then he puts my hands together prayer
position and puts them to my heart. he holds my hands there, still
chanting. after some time. I feel very tired I lay on the floor and
sleep for about 1/2 an hour. I wake refreshed.

this evening.. actually early morning as I write this my body pulses. I
feel bliss, bliss, bliss..gentle bliss.
thank you, thank you, thank you  Beloved

She is all there is
Her blackness exquisite
Her body claims me
Her eyes see me
 Her ears hear me
 Her skin feels me
She is all there is
beauty beyond words
love beyond imagining
bliss rushes through my body
at the thought of Her
She has claimed me
I fall at Her feet in joy
I am hers
forever we dance
the dance of being
forever we sing
the  song of loving
She is all there is
Beloved, Beloved,
Beloved, Beloved,
Beloved, Beloved,
She is all there is.
OM Shanti, Shanti, Shanti

I'm sorry I have not responded to these posts of yours, Vicky. I have read and enjoyed them many times, they gave me smiles and joy... I simply did not have anything to add. You are so experienced and wise on your own.

Trancing out from spiritual art or writing is not unusual... I even find it hard to edit my own writing, and watching my videos is a trip! Interesting to feel the Shakti coming through, normally I am not aware of my own Shakti.

Cool that Ascended Masters are visiting you to enhance your process. Thank you for posting these!

 Love and blessings to you!

: today's experience 1/28/04

: i am sitting at the computer.... i go into trance. I see a man dressed
: in a burgundy colored robe with a golden colored sash or piece of cloth
: across him .he is bald. He is chanting. he comes to me. puts oil on my
: forehead. then he has a paste and puts it on my lips. it seems to dry
: quickly and he quickly pulls it off. then he has a different paste. he
: puts it on my throat and rubs it down over my torso. he is chanting
: still...... my hands are so hot... burning hot. he turns them over and
: puts the paste in each palm. then he puts my hands together prayer
: position and puts them to my heart. he holds my hands there, still
: chanting. after some time. I feel very tired I lay on the floor and
: sleep for about 1/2 an hour. I wake refreshed.

: this evening.. actually early morning as I write this my body pulses. I
: feel bliss, bliss, bliss..gentle bliss.
: thank you, thank you, thank you  Beloved