The FST products I ordered have arrived and they are really nice.  The logo looks great on all the items I received.  The mug has become my current favorite tea cup.

Mystress, you asked about the miracle of healing that I mentioned in my graduation essay I wrote to you.  The REAL miracle has been my willingness to Surrender.  

Some of you have heard this story before.  I have spoken about my process in the past.  I had for many years suffered with "Facets Disease" or "Cervical Somatic Dysfunction", depending on who was doing the diagnosing.  My neck would constantly "go out" causing me headaches, lots of pain and difficulties with my Central Nervous System.  I was pretty much a mess.  I had over the years tried many paths of healing: Chiropractor, Orthopedic MD. Acupuncture, Physical Therapy, Pilates, Alexander Technique, Body Work, etc. etc.  I "Attacked" this problem with a vengeance, but nothing seemed to work.  It only got worse.  I felt like and was an invalid.  

There are many more parts to the "story" but the bottom line is that I had to continue to "let go-let go- letgo"--career, family of origin, housework (easy one), gardening, etc. etc. etc.  And everything I let go of had claw marks all over it.  This is not an easy process.  I often just sat on my couch, alternating ice/ heat while crying.  I felt like I would never get better.  

And then, several years ago, at a ten day silent Vipassana Meditation Retreat, which they almost did not let me attend because of my medical history, I experienced the first of my Kundalini awakening.  A powerful physical force came into me that began involuntary physical movements in my body.  I was very frightened at first, but have come to trust completely this fluid energy, which I now know is my Divine Presence.  

With Kundalini raging through my body so that at times it was difficult for me to be in public because I was literally walking into walls and twisting this way and that, I was guided to Mystress and the Fire Serpent Tantra Mystery School THANK YOU GODDESS.

As I made my way through the lessons, along with all else I have learned, am learning, I have learned to live with Kundalini by Surrendering to it Completely.  I am fortunate in that I have a loving husband who understands my process.  I can take the time I need to allow the physical and emotional healing.

I have been pain free and doctor free for two years.  I MUST
Daily, spend an hour meditating and allowing The Divine Energy to flow through me.  I allow it to do as it will with my body.  This energy moves through my body healing me. Just about every muscle, nerve, bone, vertebrae, and cell has been adjusted by this energy. This powerful force can suspend me in positions that "boggle the mind".  It holds me down flat (I cannot lift myself, I've tried) and then gracefully, effortlessly lifts me up when it is ready.  At the conscious level the movements are involuntary.  I have learned to completely trust this process.  I have no control over it, I simply surrender to it.  The healing has been miraculous.  I can once again do all the physical things I want to do.  I am once again very flexible and agile.

For this, I AM SO GRATEFUL. Is it any wonder I love Fire Serpent Tantra?  I will proudly wear my beautiful tee shirt with the FST logo for all to see.

Love and Light, c light  

C-Light,

  Wow, very inspiring!  Thanks for telling your story.  Shara

Thank you very much for sharing your inspiring message with us, c-light.  I've enjoyed reading your other posts in the archives.

For the past month I've been hearing a lot about the Vipassana Meditation...  Hmmm.  It sounds very powerful to me, like the FST course should be a pre-requisite before doing the meditation.

I ordered the FST T-Shirt as well!  Maybe we'll see each other on the street LOL.

Namaste...