I just started  my lessons and its been such an adventure of learning and learning to let go also.  im learning that in letting go theres better things to come.

i had a rough with my k today while i was at school studying it was real squirely in my body.  i felt like a catepillar stretching out of its cocoon.

tonight late at night i came home and came to the site with mystress's welcome picture and just felt blissful loving peace.

i have done a little tai chi and this time i felt an energy move my hands maybe doing reiki? ive only seen so little on it but my hands permeated gentle heat and a fullness of energy moved my hands over my body.  

and most interesting part was that i started feeling perhaps my db was taking form.  ive beent thinking a lot about my db.  it was a unifying feeling and we kinda "made love?" i feel funny saying that hopefully you all can give me feedback on personals.

this last part is a little personal but i want to surrender it to goddess... i think i experience the db's oragasm??  it was in me and made me shiver in gentle waves and warmth was in my crotch area.  oh and by the way im a male.  so anyway, any other guys share your experiences and ladies also!  

in sharing love,

kai-biglove

: Hey all,

: I just started  my lessons and its been such an adventure of learning and learning to let go also.  im learning that in letting go theres better things to come.

: i had a rough with my k today while i was at school studying it was real squirely in my body.  i felt like a catepillar stretching out of its cocoon.

: tonight late at night i came home and came to the site with mystress's welcome picture and just felt blissful loving peace.

: i have done a little tai chi and this time i felt an energy move my hands maybe doing reiki? ive only seen so little on it but my hands permeated gentle heat and a fullness of energy moved my hands over my body.  

: and most interesting part was that i started feeling perhaps my db was taking form.  ive beent thinking a lot about my db.  it was a unifying feeling and we kinda "made love?" i feel funny saying that hopefully you all can give me feedback on personals.

: this last part is a little personal but i want to surrender it to goddess... i think i experience the db's oragasm??  it was in me and made me shiver in gentle waves and warmth was in my crotch area.  oh and by the way im a male.  so anyway, any other guys share your experiences and ladies also!  

: in sharing love,

: kai-biglove