Aahhh - the forest....i%rsquove been looking at the trees for about a year and a half now, there
are several of them smacking my hand like the ones that hit Dorothy in the Wizard of Oz.
But i sit back, look at what all has happened, and am at a point now where i can almost
breathe.  Not a whole lot has changed except for my perceptions, but i can see the wheel
coming full circle.  Here i%rsquove been asking Goddess why i%rsquove had to pay for others%rsquo
indescretions, and finally seeing that She%rsquos taking me right where i want to be.  It%rsquos so
much easier to feel the joy in surrender, knowing the truth and beauty of Her Will.  Being
able to trust - gosh - how empowering!

I%rsquove been on the Opening the Third Eye lesson for about two weeks now.  That light is
really bright!!! : )  I know Mystress%rsquo magic tap has blessed me.  I see so many more things
now - little black things out of the corners of my eyes, reflections in windows and other
objects that i never noticed before.  Also - there was a thread on the k-list about %lsquolaser
eyes%rsquo...i feel energy shooting out of mine...as a matter of fact, there seems to be energy
shooting out of the whole top half of my head - all the way around.  Like i%rsquom wearing a
flat rimmed hat made out of white light.  

The other night when i was grounding, i saw a very bright crystal shining at me - very
bright.  I kept looking at it then finally i said hi.  It went away and i continued to do the
exercise.  I kept thinking about that crystal and realized i have one that looks just like the
one in my mind%rsquos eye - in my coat pocket.  Maybe it was trying to contact me?  So a
couple nights ago i got it out, put it in my right hand, grounded, then just looked at it, all
different sides, inside....it gave off a purple aura after awhile.  I went to sleep still holding
it in my hand, then put it under my pillow.  Kept waking up but couldn%rsquot for anything
remember what i had been dreaming about, only knowing that i had been, hoping maybe
the crystal was giving me info.  

It%rsquos really nice to be here.  In the forest, too.

Peace,
carla