I really dont want to kill myself but this energy in my throat won't go. Asking Guardian Angels doesn't work. Nothing helps anymore. It is seriously disturbing me that it shoots at people indiscriminately without my permision.

I'm having a hard time moving on. Every single sock puppet and entity gave me their spiritual essence as proof of their existence, not only that but they appeared with images in my mind's eye and in my dreams various times. I was not immediately told to go be homeless, this was after I dumped the hospital with negative energies which attract accidents and bad luck. I still have an energy which shoots indiscriminately and cannot move on, no new repressed emotions, no fears. Hell road and 0 fears faced, 0 nightmares,  full sense of pleasure.... My situation IS unique and I do believe something has gone wrong and this isn't all drama in my head, I'm going on home leave soon hopefully am fully sane and not remotely paranoid about anyone.

To all healers out there,
Please focus your efforts on MECFS and PSSD. PSSD if you don't know is a non-believed serious syndrome which occurs due to SSRIs, people lose their sexual connectivity, such that their dicks and clits feel numb. They usually get anhedonic or DPDR as a result too. MECFS also people don't believe in it and people are lying in their beds suffering without any support or medical belief. Both are very real conditions and garner huge medical gaslighting. They both have reddit pages. PSSD is a type of hell on earth and needs urgent medical attention. Many young people are killing themselves due to becoming anhedonic after taking a single SSRI pill and their genitals go numb. Please can we focus on these communities and healing them with white light visualisation is so easy but works to rebuild the neurons on the skin tissue which goes numb and rubber-like they report.

I need some help to open my third eye. I did that section as I want to see some cool stuff - is a shaktipat in my dreams possible? I didn't feel the touch. I feel grounded and calm again although the energy in my throat is still there.

I saw my mum again yay! I love her. However, energy shooting off against my permission still a problem.

I tried entity clearing but was unsuccessful, also called upon Amigos and Ascended Master Saint-Francis. The voices speaking to me were always calm and cool and never seduced me. An entity got so powerful that it changed my pheremones to  girls' I used to know called Sophie for an hour or so.

Being suicidal is not a seduction.I have tried to huff deoderant and ran into bushes to fast to death. I cannot live like this, and am threatened in my dreams, including Krishna who appeared with bird who tried to pluck my eyes out. Everything I'm saying is true not a madeup story. I don't wish to die. I love my mum, adore her.Jewish God is here with me. I will love Him. He asked for a 9 day fast and I disobeyed but now I"m obeying.

I am being categorically clear here; when i ask vortex to clear something it ooes not work anymore. I reaally need to clear the hospital up and its staff.

Can you open up my throat fully? I did not feel any poke this time btw

got the notepad ready and btw I'm happy to admit I'm a bit narcisstic but most of what you call predatory is just me being normal. in other words its not intentionally me trying to steal life force ith some manipulative, kniving plan. I do not wish to kill myself but this energy wont go and its real... I'm ready to face something.