Tummo Initiation and My After Questions

[Mike]

Hello Everyone, I recently had the opportunity to experience a Fire Tummo Initiation with Sigmund. My sincere thanks to Sigmund for all of his efforts. Although my level of awareness is somewhat low (asleep) I really enjoyed the experience. I felt much lighter after the experience, and genereally a sense of relief. During the process, Sigmund asked for the return of my Soul. I have read that the Soul can leave if there has been any Trauma in one's life. That would be an understatement in my case. My first question is; How would I know if my Soul has returned?
My second question is attache to my Third Eye clearing process. During my Initiation, my internal view was one from total darkness to a rolling mixture of black and grey. This mixture has since disappeared back to darkness. I have been practising Mystress's mirror technique, which I find very entertaining. Also I have started a larynx meditation in order to further the process. I have a friend of mine mention that they saw all of my chakra colours, except my Third Eye. Is it possible that my third eye has closed? And is my opening process keeping me on the right track?
Sincerely,
Mike

[Mystress]

Hi Mike:


   Sigmund does beautiful Tummo initiations, so does Gustaf. 

My first question is; How would I know if my Soul has returned?

   If Sigmund asked for it to return, and you agreed, then it is returned.  Souls are biddable, that way.  Soul return can be dramatic and it can be un-noticeable depending on how far it went, how sensitive you are and whether it was really missing before.

  Major indicators of soul loss are a lack of sense of direction and purpose in life, and a tendency to allow others to provide direction for you.  Soul contains that information.

My second question is attache to my Third Eye clearing process. During my Initiation, my internal view was one from total darkness to a rolling mixture of black and grey. This mixture has since disappeared back to darkness.

  When I was very little, still in my crib I played a game to fall asleep. The game was simple and hard: calm my thoughts enough to make the golden glow in my forehead bright and smooth. The least worry would shatter the gold to black and I'd have to start over. 

  I did not know the glow was from my third eye, or that my motive for the game was the beginning of my training to be a Shaman... I only knew to strive for a peaceful mind, because the glow felt lovely when I managed to attain it for a millisecond.

   That is the nature of the 3rd eye, and why opening it via shaktipat comes with no guarantees.  Shaktipat can open it, but the individual has to keep it open by mindfulness. However, the third eye chakra cleanup Sigmund will have done (as Goddess wills) will make it open more easily and with fewer bumps when you are ripe. 

   Don't worry about pursuing it, just keep surrendering and clearing your karma and it will be open again when you are more at peace. 

   In the meantime, pay attention to the mental images imagination gives spontaneously in response to your thoughts.... that is the most useful aspect of the 3rd eye anyway, and it is already open in you. 

   Blessings!! 

[Mike]

Hello Mystress, Thank-You for your explanation. I will follow your lead.
Namaste,
Mike