miraculous experience...

[DaveP]

Just felt the urge to share with you my recent experience.

I am at the moment studying lesson 17 Bubble spell. Something very definite and miraculous has happened to me since doing the spell.

I first created the spell for my Laptop, then experimented also with creating a bubble of protection that encompasses the whole of my aura, wondering, if it works for the computer would it work on me...hope that was ok to do Mystress?, asked my inner light, and the message seem to be positive...its the creativeness in me, looking further into stuff, searching for something else.

What has happens is, if I try to type an URL address in my browser that is not in the highest good for me (porn), my fingers are paralyzed won't work. The thing is, I have had a problem for years for being addicted to pornography...I have always been very sexually charged at a very young age, my sisters used to say that when I was a very young boy I used to have a permanant erection...aways had one right thru the night, remember that . When ever I was bored or stressed out, sexual stimulus was for me a comfort.

Since I have been on a spiritual journey, (15 years) pornography and the urge to seek comfort in it has been a major issue, as the ego has used it to keep itself alive. Tried all sorts of things to change, never worked always started another cycle of discontent. You see, excitement always ends, love doesn't.

Now the miraculous thing is; I am now feeling love all the time, and if I try to stray from that something happens inside that freezes my thought, so there seems to be no signals going down to my fingers to move them. It is impossible to move, all there is is stillness.

This must be something to do with the bubble spell. I've asked my inner light, it says that it is a combination of all that I have done up till now, and the help of my guardian angles.

I would like to once again thank you Mystress, I can't begin to tell you how important it is to find the solution to this issue.

Truly grateful,

Dave

[juergen]

You can ask The Inner Light, what It wants you to be protected from.

Compare with internet browser security settings, which can be made very restrictive!  Ego beliefs about protection may still contribute with chatter.

Btw, Mystress doesn't wish us to reveal the lesson which we refer to, by its  number.
I guess to simply refer to "The Bubble Spell lesson" or similar, would have been perfect

Light!
juergen

[DaveP]

The magic continues:

There is a definite change in me, I am at the moment experiencing something that seems so pure that I feel compelled to share it with you; I seem to be busting with love and I am seeing beauty in people which I find very hard to put in words here. Sexual divine energy that fills me up with so much bliss, I am getting off, if you like, with the aura of women instead of imagining them naked. I'm feeling oneness in away that Ive not felt this strong before.

Listening to music is just as magical, giving similar feelings.

I'm feeling amazingly close to my wife at the moment, which means so much to me...our marriage has been through a rocky patch of late.

Blissed out

Dave

[Mystress]

  Well ya know, I never thought to apply the bubble spell to myself in that way, although I live in a variation that is my house spell.
  Don't forget to take it off at some point ...
   Blessings...

[DaveP]

Thanks for the reassurance...I surrendered the whole thing to goddess yesterday because I was beginning to create an ego issue around it. I was checking all the time to see if the spell was still working.  Its returned, thankfully, even stronger...so I guess the goddess is ok with me creating it. 

I originally gave my guardian angles permission to change anything in the spell that was not for my highest good anyway, so i feel pretty safe. I will surrender the bubble spell, periodically to goddess , adding if I don't need it anymore please don't send it back.

Interesting, the advice you gave Jenifer in her post about addiction is happening for me since the spell. I'm exploring new ways of being,  and seem to be developing positive habits.  I have always wondered what was beyond the threshold I could never seem to cross.

I've started doing a surrender ritual every night before retiring to bed. Surrendering all that I've learnt and perceived that day, so not to create attachments to expectations...leaves me feeling new and fresh, and the information comes back clearer.

Thanks...

[Mystress]

I'm exploring new ways of being,  and seem to be developing positive habits.   I have always wondered what was beyond the threshold I could never seem to cross.

Yes, must of FST is about that,... thought experiements and experiencing different ways of being to see what works for you.  Grounding itself, puts you into a different state, a different place that continues to grow in depth and beauty. 

I've started doing a surrender ritual every night before retiring to bed. Surrendering all that I've learnt and perceived that day, so not to create attachments to expectations...leaves me feeling new and fresh, and the information comes back clearer.

  That is a rocketship.  Bravo!

[DaveP]

My inner light says that the bubble spell has been lifted from me, amazingly everything is still in place.

Been trying to understand how this miraculous stuff is working. I suppose I have always been 'inquisitive', taking things to bits putting them back together again, just to see how they work. Just moved on to the Ego & higher self lesson, your knowledge has shed a light on all this for me.

How I perceive it is my right side is my Male ego side, my left side is my D.B. and the centre is I hope my higher self.

What I've been experimenting with is if I focus my attention of my ego side I am able to do anything without the freezing taking place. If I focus on my centre (higher self) or my D.B. I freeze again if what I am intending to do, say or even think is not  in my highest good.

On a physical level, if I life a heavy object focusing on my ego side it feels heavy and awkward. If I lift the same object focusing on my centre or D.B. it becomes so light, it is as if there is no object there at all to lift...amazing, it just glides thru the air!

This is really doing wonders for my continuing faith in magic!

Totally in awe of your teaching, Thankyou

Dave