Universe giveth money only to taketh away!

[LittleCloud]

Check this out boys and girls. I was kind of tight on money when I signed up for this course, not an uncommon situation. So I prayed and asked that thee money be made available. To help facilitate this, I auction an item on a familiar website. I even added a magical set of numbers to be the item price. The item was quickly purchased, despite many competitors charging various cheaper fees for the same item. Very good! The universe provides I thought. I shipped it and everything was done. I proceeded to read the course materials. A few days ago, the customer wants the money back, claiming the item is broken, and will return the device. Looks like they may succeed in doing so. So much for being able to ofest the cost of the course. Finances aside - What do I make of this synchronistically/symbolically? I tried looking at this in different ways. I don't understand whats going on. Any insight?

[Pete]

LittleCloud,

I find that if Goddess directs me to do something that she will not leave me without the tools to accomplish the task.  The hardest thing seems to be taking the step into the unknown with a little bit of faith that Goddess has the details.  Often times I allow my ego to jump in the way, and I try to stuff Goddess into a box... i.e. force her to provide for me in the way that I desire.  This is not the nature of surrender.  Surrender says that I take each step into the unknown and fully trust Goddess with the details.  She is a loving mistress, a bounty of unconditional love.

In my personal life I'm finding that as I leave the details of my life to Goddess and just walk the path... every little thing falls into place, from my meals to the roof over my head.  Everything I need is given to me and even more to share.

warm regards,
Pete

P.S.  Shoot me an e-mail sometime.

: Check this out boys and girls. I was kind of tight on money when I signed up for this course, not an uncommon situation. So I prayed and asked that thee money be made available. To help facilitate this, I auction an item on a familiar website. I even added a magical set of numbers to be the item price. The item was quickly purchased, despite many competitors charging various cheaper fees for the same item. Very good! The universe provides I thought. I shipped it and everything was done. I proceeded to read the course materials. A few days ago, the customer wants the money back, claiming the item is broken, and will return the device. Looks like they may succeed in doing so. So much for being able to ofest the cost of the course. Finances aside - What do I make of this synchronistically/symbolically? I tried looking at this in different ways. I don't understand whats going on. Any insight?