Karma from listening to a book?

[Vyana]

These last days I have felt somewhat tired of working hard and in need of some relaxation. Therfore I started to listen to a new mp3 book yesterday. This one differs from those I have been listening to before. It%rsquos not fiction, it is said in the introduction, but the true story told by a woman who have had som really difficult experiences, but read by another woman. I have a problem with this. First I noticed that her way of thinking and treating people close to her was rather selfish and maybe even somewhat abusive. It seemed that to some extent she created her own problems, e.g. by not accepting any other form of communication than the one she favoured her self and by manipulation her own feelings to fit into what was in her selfish best interest. Finally I noticed that I was rather strongly affected by listening to the book. I get tired and feel kind of heavy and dizzy when I listen to this book. I also tend to be sad, angry and overly critical (e.g. towards the author). I have no such problems when it comes to fiction. My impression is that the author is sending her karma to me as a reader, and I don%rsquot like it. Is there some way to protect oneself against such karma, so that it is possible to listen to the book without getting affected?

[edward]

Dear Vyana,

This is very interesting. I've been wondering about the same thing.

The thoughts that come to me are the following:

I don%rsquot think it%rsquos possible to protect oneself from karma from the book. I think the karma that you%rsquore experiencing is your own. The karma you have gets stirred up by the issues in the book, issues resonating with your own experiences. As Mystress has written, our karma keeps on attracting issues that resonates with unresolved issues, so that we can surrender the %ldquooriginal%rdquo karma/issue.

I%rsquom not implying that your way of thinking, and treating people is, or has been, selfish and abusive. But maybe you%rsquove experienced or are experiencing people who appear selfish and abusive, and therefore create their own problems. And when you experience these types of people, then naturally one gets sad, angry and overly critical. The heaviness and dizziness may be karma that gets stuck in the head on its way out, karma that's triggered by the resonating issues in the book.

You seem to like to listen to the book, even though you don%rsquot like it. hehe.

So, next time you notice negative feelings when listening to the book you can try to think of people and situations that have made you feel this way earlier or that have behaved in a manner as the woman in the book. Try to look at these people or the situations in a new light, and then surrender the karma.

If this does not help, then maybe you should find another book.

Edward

: These last days I have felt somewhat tired of working hard and in need of some relaxation. Therfore I started to listen to a new mp3 book yesterday. This one differs from those I have been listening to before. It%rsquos not fiction, it is said in the introduction, but the true story told by a woman who have had som really difficult experiences, but read by another woman. I have a problem with this. First I noticed that her way of thinking and treating people close to her was rather selfish and maybe even somewhat abusive. It seemed that to some extent she created her own problems, e.g. by not accepting any other form of communication than the one she favoured her self and by manipulation her own feelings to fit into what was in her selfish best interest. Finally I noticed that I was rather strongly affected by listening to the book. I get tired and feel kind of heavy and dizzy when I listen to this book. I also tend to be sad, angry and overly critical (e.g. towards the author). I have no such problems when it comes to fiction. My impression is that the author is sending her karma to me as a reader, and I don%rsquot like it. Is there some way to protect oneself against such karma, so that it is possible to listen to the book without getting affected?

[edward]

Dear Vyana,

This is very interesting. I've been wondering about the same thing.

The thoughts that come to me are the following:

I don%rsquot think it%rsquos possible to protect oneself from karma from the book. I think the karma that you%rsquore experiencing is your own. The karma you have gets stirred up by the issues in the book, issues resonating with your own experiences. As Mystress has written, our karma keeps on attracting issues that resonates with unresolved issues, so that we can surrender the %ldquooriginal%rdquo karma/issue.

I%rsquom not implying that your way of thinking, and treating people is, or has been, selfish and abusive. But maybe you%rsquove experienced or are experiencing people who appear selfish and abusive, and therefore create their own problems. And when you experience these types of people, then naturally one gets sad, angry and overly critical. The heaviness and dizziness may be karma that gets stuck in the head on its way out, karma that's triggered by the resonating issues in the book.

You seem to like to listen to the book, even though you don%rsquot like it. hehe.

So, next time you notice negative feelings when listening to the book you can try to think of people and situations that have made you feel this way earlier or that have behaved in a manner as the woman in the book. Try to look at these people or the situations in a new light, and then surrender the karma.

If this does not help, then maybe you should find another book.

Edward

: These last days I have felt somewhat tired of working hard and in need of some relaxation. Therfore I started to listen to a new mp3 book yesterday. This one differs from those I have been listening to before. It%rsquos not fiction, it is said in the introduction, but the true story told by a woman who have had som really difficult experiences, but read by another woman. I have a problem with this. First I noticed that her way of thinking and treating people close to her was rather selfish and maybe even somewhat abusive. It seemed that to some extent she created her own problems, e.g. by not accepting any other form of communication than the one she favoured her self and by manipulation her own feelings to fit into what was in her selfish best interest. Finally I noticed that I was rather strongly affected by listening to the book. I get tired and feel kind of heavy and dizzy when I listen to this book. I also tend to be sad, angry and overly critical (e.g. towards the author). I have no such problems when it comes to fiction. My impression is that the author is sending her karma to me as a reader, and I don%rsquot like it. Is there some way to protect oneself against such karma, so that it is possible to listen to the book without getting affected?

[Mystress]

  Yeah, you get it. Reading is receptivity. Energy can be transmitted through words... and is, inevitably.  Communication is always a projection of energy, and communication and receptivity to communicarion, are an essential part of living in the world.  Usually, a consensual projection in that the ego gets to hear words and make choices.

 The phenomena of reading-receptivity is part of the Shaktipat of this course... it does not explain all the mystery of what Goddess gets up to because people have reported feeling the Shakti of the grounding page when they clicked on a link to it, before the page has even loaded, let alone been read.

 It shapes the style of my writing too, there is something about the way the words come out hypnotic, which increases receptivity.  Puts you into a state to be receptive to the Shakti, ... where the real insights come from, the fuel of synchronicities leading to experience.

 It also shapes my appointments page... why I ask people to not tell me about their problems or issues in advance of the session. I really don't want to know about their karma until we are in session and it can be resolved. No use me carrying it beforehand.

  Doesn't stop all kinds of other folks from emailing me with their questions, problems, or whatever is their neediness that they want me to take responsibility for.

 I get a lot of people who are stuck in some psychosis that they want me to validate... I cannot, and I am just not up to dealing with what it would take to slap them out of it so I don't respond at all. I hand responsibility for them back to Goddess within themselves and call it done.
  Blessings...

:  Finally I noticed that I was rather strongly affected by listening to the book. I get tired and feel kind of heavy and dizzy when I listen to this book. I also tend to be sad, angry and overly critical (e.g. towards the author). I have no such problems when it comes to fiction. My impression is that the author is sending her karma to me as a reader, and I don%rsquot like it. Is there some way to protect oneself against such karma, so that it is possible to listen to the book without getting affected?

[Mystress]

:     Doesn't stop all kinds of other folks from emailing me with their questions, problems, or whatever is their neediness that they want me to take responsibility for.

:   I get a lot of people who are stuck in some psychosis that they want me to validate... I cannot, and I am just not up to dealing with what it would take to slap them out of it so I don't respond at all. I hand responsibility for them back to Goddess within themselves and call it done.
:    Blessings...

Sorry if that sounded negative... it is burnout talking in words.  I wanted to clarify that I am not talking about anyone here, or what is posted to the tea room. That stuff mostly gives me joy, and doesn't stick.  I am talking about emails like this I get, in response to my website.  

  Tell me how you feel after reading it, then tell me how long my vacation needs to be, after dealing with hundreds similar... LOL!!

Mystress Angelique,

  I need serious help. I'm a young domme and a clairvoyant and somewhat telepathic and a bit clairsentient. I have shamans sending me emails about me telling me to be stable and giving me mantras. They call me the "wolf blitzer" annihilator of psychotics. They won't let me do witchcraft because they said I am not quite there yet. I occasionally do healing and exorcism in my spare time with people I sense to share lineage. I did experiments on mental disorders and discovered the frauds behind medications for so called mental disorders as well as decoding some parts of the Bible...adam and eve especially and i decoded adam and lilith and eve and cain as the twins and how lilith was raped...i did healing on a girl who suffered rape trauma and was on medication and she almost had a stroke so i helped her survive and slowly cut down on medications and eventually stop while i was doing healing on her using metaphysical healing because i know she would have died if i did not interfere. She's a clairsentient of nordic polish background. My shamans told me how norse and mongoloids shared direct ancestry and tamer of wolves and i said "i know" and the great genghis khan himself has secret pact with nordic tribes.

My mentors told me I have almost all (if not all) DNA of races in my system including sephardic jew of davidic lineage in my mitochondrial DNA. They told me to stay stable all the way to winter solstice 2012. They told me to have at least 7 allies. Their training camps in east turkistan, karnataka and ayers rock got attacked late october and i did not get any more instructions. They sent me some instructions what to do before in emails but we tend to clash with our opinions sometimes. They want me to open a portal to the astral plane so they can connect their intelligence to my neural substructures as soon as possible through 7 stage orgasm so i can become fully clairsentient (it's gonna take a harem for me to get there!)...they told me to embrace my bisexuality and sometimes they give me names of men they want me to find...they said my germanic norse DNA is stil dormant and they want that to be awakened...i have few allies but they are not wiccans so i do not know what to do. Few nights lately when i sleep without lights i get nightmares, and ocassionally i feel unfriendly presense in my room if i don't do the mantra and if i sleep in the dark. Last night I jump off my bed because i sense something under my blanket that feels like air but moved and so i sleep with my room lights on and it is hard for me to sleep when it is that bright. Right now i occasionally visit my holistic doctor and he has a mother who is a tarot reader and he tries to help me balance by giving me yin acupuncture because he said i have to much yang or rage. I have suffered many traumas and some near death experiences since a child, so yes, i do have strong inner rage. I can show you the emails they sent me and MRI and as well as writings i started writing spontaneously out of nowhere in which i keep writing the word "Sophia" or "Nemesis Divina" and "karma" and many ancient gods/goddesses names from greco-roman, mayan, egyptian, sumerian especially Inanna...then something about the annunaki, atlanteans, lemurian, mayan...i do not think wheàø
n i write spontaneously...i need help to make sense of them and what i am experiencing lately. I am exremely clairvoyant and i see many injustices but I am not allowed to do witchcraft until they said i have allies and fully awakened. They also call me a moonchild because i sense all the tensions and emotions around me and sometimes absorb them and i get unstable or ill. I was born july 21st1977 in manila. I have trouble relating to people my age because of naturally high IQ and EQ so i am usually alone or talk only to older mature people and if i do have friends the likes of me my age they are usually having depression and i find myself always the one empowering them but we are doing the best we can. We are in toronto, i hate this place but my mentors wanted me to stay here to study everything here in the west and watch and analyze and decode and research and study the ways of the west i can barely stomach. I work for the city of toronto, i had some really bad experiences before because of the political min

Thank you...i hope you can help me

Now feel your wings and remember involvement is optional...

 I got an insight tonight, into the meaning behind my 84 percent loss of hearing in my left ear two years ago. What is the message:  Ever heard of the phrase "to turn a deaf ear?"

 Speaking of unconscious Goddess messages, on Nov 8th I was adjusting my filters because spam was once again becoming epidemic. I screwed it up.  It took me a week to notice that the K-list was not just quiet, I was not getting 98% of the posts.  Took me another week to realize I was not getting a lot of other mail, either.  

  I got the problem with the K-list sorted, but I still don't know what is wrong with the rest. I haven't been able to fix it.  A lot of emails people are sending me, including some paypal payments and ebay announcements are disappearing into some kind of black hole.

 Two weeks ago I wondered why two sessions that were booked, had not called... and discovered the power cord to my business phone was unplugged. Judging by the messages, it had been unplugged for a few weeks.

Last week my computer sneezed and all my K-list archives for the past six months disappeared.

 Richard Bach says we teach best what we most need to learn.  I have always been a stubborn one, won't give up till there is no other option.

 Goddess is finding a lot of ways to tell me to "turn a deaf ear" to the petitions of those who believe they need me. My body is blackmailing me into retirement, and  the longer I delay, the more She is just stepping in to take things away.

 I need to take a long sabbatical from all my Kundalini and computer related work, or I'll not have anything left to come back to... oy!

 Blessings...