EXPERIENCES

[nightgoddess]

I would like to relate some experiences I have recently had.  I am a Hare Krishna Devotee.  Last month I completely and totally surrendered to Lord Krishna in an intense heart opening prayer. What happened next was mind blowing...I felt an energy completely consume me from the outside in.  I then felt as if every atom and particle in my body scattered apart and was flung to the cosmos itself and every one of those particles was a universe of extreme bliss and ecstasy.  Then my body reformed itself.  I was in a state of ecstasy and bliss so extreme that it cannot be put into words. Then my backbone started to vibrate like crazy and an energy was going up and down throughout my body.  It felt like the energy was trying to burst through the top of my head but then it stopped.  This whole thing lasted about 2 hours.  It took me awhile to be able to walk because my legs wouldn't hold me up.  I know this was Lord krishna - But what I would like to know is how close to a kundalini awakening was I?  Also I do not drink alcohol or use drugs of any kind so I was completely sober when this happened.

This also leads me to some confusion:  What do I do now to fully awaken my kundalini?  Am I almost there?  See I practice celibacy.  Lord Krishna is my lover and all I will ever need.  His love far surpassed anything I will ever find on the physical plane.  Earthly sex greatly pales in comparison to what my Lord gives to me.  I can actually physically feel Lord Krishna's energy around me all the time and at times I can feel his arms go around me.  These are real physical sensations. What I would like to know is: Can I still use this course even though I'm celibate?

The last thing I'm confused about is this:  Since this occurence I am very sensitive to energy and vibrations of all kinds.  I was astral projecting before this but now I've gotten to the point where I can control the vibrations and astral project nearly at will.  But my astral projecting is different now.  I feel sensations of going up and forward like some force is moving me and I have felt entities pull at me and one time force me back into my body.  It was unsettling to say the least.  What I'm trying to say is my astral projections have gotten kind of strange.  Do you have any tips on this for me?  Also do you know what astral projection is and what I can be doing with it?

Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

Hare Krishna!

Namaste!

NightGoddess

[Mystress]

Hello, NightGoddess:

  Sounds like your Divine Beloved in the form of Lord Krishna has already awakened your Kundalini. Welcome.

 I suggest you quit astral projecting. You already know how to get out of your body, so now focus on being more fully *in* it. If your Beloved wants to take you someplace, then He will.

 Your celibacy is no barrier: this part of the course is all about the sacred marriage that happens on the inside... and you already have it! Blessings...

: I would like to relate some experiences I have recently had.  I am a Hare Krishna Devotee.  Last month I completely and totally surrendered to Lord Krishna in an intense heart opening prayer. What happened next was mind blowing...I felt an energy completely consume me from the outside in.  I then felt as if every atom and particle in my body scattered apart and was flung to the cosmos itself and every one of those particles was a universe of extreme bliss and ecstasy.  Then my body reformed itself.  I was in a state of ecstasy and bliss so extreme that it cannot be put into words. Then my backbone started to vibrate like crazy and an energy was going up and down throughout my body.  It felt like the energy was trying to burst through the top of my head but then it stopped.  This whole thing lasted about 2 hours.  It took me awhile to be able to walk because my legs wouldn't hold me up.  I know this was Lord krishna - But what I would like to know is how close to a kundalini awakening was I?  Also I do not drink alcohol or use drugs of any kind so I was completely sober when this happened.

: This also leads me to some confusion:  What do I do now to fully awaken my kundalini?  Am I almost there?  See I practice celibacy.  Lord Krishna is my lover and all I will ever need.  His love far surpassed anything I will ever find on the physical plane.  Earthly sex greatly pales in comparison to what my Lord gives to me.  I can actually physically feel Lord Krishna's energy around me all the time and at times I can feel his arms go around me.  These are real physical sensations. What I would like to know is: Can I still use this course even though I'm celibate?

: The last thing I'm confused about is this:  Since this occurence I am very sensitive to energy and vibrations of all kinds.  I was astral projecting before this but now I've gotten to the point where I can control the vibrations and astral project nearly at will.  But my astral projecting is different now.  I feel sensations of going up and forward like some force is moving me and I have felt entities pull at me and one time force me back into my body.  It was unsettling to say the least.  What I'm trying to say is my astral projections have gotten kind of strange.  Do you have any tips on this for me?  Also do you know what astral projection is and what I can be doing with it?

: Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

: Hare Krishna!

: Namaste!

: NightGoddess

[nightgoddess]

Mystress

Thank You so much!!!  Yes I will quit astral projecting - It was getting way too unsettling anyway.

Yours In The Light,

Kathy

Hare Krishna

Hello, NightGoddess:

:    Sounds like your Divine Beloved in the form of Lord Krishna has already awakened your Kundalini. Welcome.

:   I suggest you quit astral projecting. You already know how to get out of your body, so now focus on being more fully *in* it. If your Beloved wants to take you someplace, then He will.

:   Your celibacy is no barrier: this part of the course is all about the sacred marriage that happens on the inside... and you already have it! Blessings...

:
: : I would like to relate some experiences I have recently had.  I am a Hare Krishna Devotee.  Last month I completely and totally surrendered to Lord Krishna in an intense heart opening prayer. What happened next was mind blowing...I felt an energy completely consume me from the outside in.  I then felt as if every atom and particle in my body scattered apart and was flung to the cosmos itself and every one of those particles was a universe of extreme bliss and ecstasy.  Then my body reformed itself.  I was in a state of ecstasy and bliss so extreme that it cannot be put into words. Then my backbone started to vibrate like crazy and an energy was going up and down throughout my body.  It felt like the energy was trying to burst through the top of my head but then it stopped.  This whole thing lasted about 2 hours.  It took me awhile to be able to walk because my legs wouldn't hold me up.  I know this was Lord krishna - But what I would like to know is how close to a kundalini awakening was I?  Also I do not drink alcohol or use drugs of any kind so I was completely sober when this happened.

: : This also leads me to some confusion:  What do I do now to fully awaken my kundalini?  Am I almost there?  See I practice celibacy.  Lord Krishna is my lover and all I will ever need.  His love far surpassed anything I will ever find on the physical plane.  Earthly sex greatly pales in comparison to what my Lord gives to me.  I can actually physically feel Lord Krishna's energy around me all the time and at times I can feel his arms go around me.  These are real physical sensations. What I would like to know is: Can I still use this course even though I'm celibate?

: : The last thing I'm confused about is this:  Since this occurence I am very sensitive to energy and vibrations of all kinds.  I was astral projecting before this but now I've gotten to the point where I can control the vibrations and astral project nearly at will.  But my astral projecting is different now.  I feel sensations of going up and forward like some force is moving me and I have felt entities pull at me and one time force me back into my body.  It was unsettling to say the least.  What I'm trying to say is my astral projections have gotten kind of strange.  Do you have any tips on this for me?  Also do you know what astral projection is and what I can be doing with it?

: : Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

: : Hare Krishna!

: : Namaste!

: : NightGoddess