Sorry for Freaking Out.

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Mystress

Sorry for freaking out to your story re:Various Things....

I had a very strong emotional? reaction to your story.  I felt alot of fear and clinging.  I do not want to lose FST Mystery School and contact with you.  

I read your story, immediately felt upset.  I walked on the treadmill for 30 minutes and still felt very upset. I reread your story. I posted a response, lost it after hitting a wrong key, then posted again.  (I was very determined to be upset.)

I then went upstairs to meditate.  I was feeling very upset.  As soon as I grounded myself.....duh..... I felt much better.  Hello, some of us are soooo slow in getting the very basic lesson.  GROUND YOURSELF!  See why I need you?

So I apologize for all the hysterics.  I really appreciate all you do for all of us. I love the part of you that loved us enough to create FST, do the healing work and to teach us. I hope that part stays with you somehow.  

Love, c-light  

[Mystress]

: Mystress

: Sorry for freaking out to your story re:Various Things....

Is alright.. somebody was bound to freak at that post, so it was you and you grounded yourself and it was fine. Blessed be!

: I had a very strong emotional? reaction to your story.  I felt alot of fear and clinging.  I do not want to lose FST Mystery School and contact with you.  

: I read your story, immediately felt upset.  I walked on the treadmill for 30 minutes and still felt very upset. I reread your story. I posted a response, lost it after hitting a wrong key, then posted again.  (I was very determined to be upset.)

LOL!!

: I then went upstairs to meditate.  I was feeling very upset.  As soon as I grounded myself.....duh..... I felt much better.  Hello, some of us are soooo slow in getting the very basic lesson.  GROUND YOURSELF!  See why I need you?

: So I apologize for all the hysterics.  I really appreciate all you do for all of us. I love the part of you that loved us enough to create FST, do the healing work and to teach us. I hope that part stays with you somehow.  

well, so far as I know, she is still out there. She may have re-integrated with me, maybe not. I dunno. I do know that she is immortal, and quite independent of me, so you could probably call her up in meditation and say hello!
  Blessings...

: Love, c-light