1 year

[Sean]

Hello,

Well its been one whole year since about this time I read an article online and said,

"Oh my god, I'm an empath!"

Thus I finally had a name for all the crazynes that was ripping me apart, and I was not in fact, totaly insane. About a day or two after uttering these words. My entire world fell apart and things got worse on a daily basis and did not stop until I was tossed at Mystress's web site.

I cannot believe the changes that have taken place in that time. I've only actually been really learning this since I first posted in this room a few months ago. Thats when things started to fall into place. Thats when I leaned to stop looking for energy, and started to understanding and applying the knowledge. Anyways, its a year and I am so much better off than I ever was, or could be. And I see so clearly that there is no way I could ever start to put my life back together without all of this knowledge and understanding here. No other way.

Now I know that I'm not an empath, and just am. And every day I learn more about me and feel a little better than the last day. Things are soooo much better now than before. SOOO much better...

There was a lady that is a seer of sorts I knew a while ago, she said that soon I would be doing things that I never thought possible. Things that I can't even imagine now. And lots of other things like this, like going through ups and downs but finally reaching a golden light..... I laughed at her, for a long time..... But now I am doing things and seeing things I never thought were possible. Its all just so... different. And I am going someplace neat too...or... someplace neat is comming to me....Cool!

Hurrah! I'm going to go get a cake and put a candle on it. Yum!

Mystress gets lots and lots and lots of thanks. And lots. Lots.
Everyone gets thanks too! Wherever they are. Even those who were helping me but didn't think they were, and those who I didn't think were helping but they really were.

Its been a strange year.

Ok, take care...

Sean

[Shara]

Hello Sean,

  Your letter reminded me of a song I was just listening to.  Have you ever heard -Beat A Drum- by REM?  Anyway-some of the lyrics go...

the sun reflected in the back of my eye
I knocked my head against the sky
the dragonflies are busy buzzing me
seahorses if we were in the sea

halfway from coal, halfway to diamond
my fall knocked a mean chip out of me
I'm gathering as far as I can reach
we're perched upon the precipice
and this is what I've seen

this is all I want it's all I need
this is all I am it's everything
this is all I want it's all I need...

 Cool song-to me about that point you get to in your search when you start to feel things are going to work out.  It's inevitable-just a matter of getting out of your own way.  Thanks for the lift and happy re-birthday to you!

                           Shara

[Mystress]

 Heh, beautiful.. the song that does that for me goes:

"I can see clearly now the rain is gone . .
I can see all obstacles in my way . .
Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind . . It's gonna be a bright bright sun-shiny day . . It's gonna be a bright bright sun-shiny day . .

I think I can make it now the rain is gone
All of the bad feelings have disappeared
Here is the rainbow I've been praying for
It's gonna be a bright bright sun-shiny day
It's gonna be a bright bright sun-shiny day

Look all around it's nothing but blue sky . . Look straight ahead there's nothing but blue sky . . "

Good thoughts for a new year!
  Blessings...

: Hello Sean,

:
:    Your letter reminded me of a song I was just listening to.  Have you ever heard -Beat A Drum- by REM?  Anyway-some of the lyrics go...

:
: the sun reflected in the back of my eye
: I knocked my head against the sky
: the dragonflies are busy buzzing me
: seahorses if we were in the sea

: halfway from coal, halfway to diamond
: my fall knocked a mean chip out of me
: I'm gathering as far as I can reach
: we're perched upon the precipice
: and this is what I've seen

: this is all I want it's all I need
: this is all I am it's everything
: this is all I want it's all I need...

:   Cool song-to me about that point you get to in your search when you start to feel things are going to work out.  It's inevitable-just a matter of getting out of your own way.  Thanks for the lift and happy re-birthday to you!
:  
:                             Shara

[Shara]

Mystress,

   always liked that song... :-)

                      Shara

:  Heh, beautiful.. the song that does that for me goes:

:  "I can see clearly now the rain is gone . .
: I can see all obstacles in my way . .
: Gone are the dark clouds that had me blind . . It's gonna be a bright bright sun-shiny day . . It's gonna be a bright bright sun-shiny day . .

: I think I can make it now the rain is gone
: All of the bad feelings have disappeared
: Here is the rainbow I've been praying for
: It's gonna be a bright bright sun-shiny day
: It's gonna be a bright bright sun-shiny day

: Look all around it's nothing but blue sky . . Look straight ahead there's nothing but blue sky . . "

: Good thoughts for a new year!
:    Blessings...

: : Hello Sean,

: :
: :    Your letter reminded me of a song I was just listening to.  Have you ever heard -Beat A Drum- by REM?  Anyway-some of the lyrics go...

: :
: : the sun reflected in the back of my eye
: : I knocked my head against the sky
: : the dragonflies are busy buzzing me
: : seahorses if we were in the sea

: : halfway from coal, halfway to diamond
: : my fall knocked a mean chip out of me
: : I'm gathering as far as I can reach
: : we're perched upon the precipice
: : and this is what I've seen

: : this is all I want it's all I need
: : this is all I am it's everything
: : this is all I want it's all I need...

: :   Cool song-to me about that point you get to in your search when you start to feel things are going to work out.  It's inevitable-just a matter of getting out of your own way.  Thanks for the lift and happy re-birthday to you!
: :  
: :                             Shara