This might be one of the most powerful tools Goddess has shown me.

[Mystress]

    In a season of giving I offer this gift, for the sake of peace on Earth, one troubled mind at a time and sponsored by the loving wisdom of Mother Earth, to whom I am devoted.
   
  The tech is at the url, this is the story of the R&D (Research a& Development) that brought it to be.       

  Two years ago, I promised the world a free ebook of some tech I had developed for trauma scars.  (PTSD) The tech worked 100% when I taught it 1-on-1 but the book, not so much. I scrapped it and asked Goddess Planet for something better.

   Goddess provides. The new tech is exponentially easier and more effective.
   
   I call it "Deus ex Machina, DIY and Retroactive."
 
   I have been using time travel to resolve old trauma in myself and others since I became quantum, 25 years ago but was not aware of doing so, at first.
   
   Time travel has been part of my life as long as I can remember, it is an attainment that is kind of retroactive. As a preschool child in the 60s visiting my adult self's dreams I saw the personal computer, laser light shows and the stealth bomber.  I did not understand what I was seeing at the time but the visuals stuck with me. I dreamt the 90s, in the 60s.
   
   As a pre-teen I had an invisible friend who said she was me, time travelling back to visit. My child self did not believe it, because "everybody knows" time travel is not real but she was the best friend... these days I am the friend.
   
   It is never too late to give yourself a happier childhood. They say cPTSD is not curable because it is developmental and I say "hold my beer" and use myself as guinea pig.  Matter is energy.
   
  Dr Gabor Mate says ADD is the result of parental neglect... I was too busy avoiding my parents to consider myself neglected and it was in those quiet times off by myself that my friend would visit.
 
  He also says you cannot change the past and I say, "hold my beer..." That is exactly what this tech is, time travel to change your experience of the past so trauma scars are erased like they never happened because you changed the past ... so they never happened.   
 
  Quantum beings are potentially, already everywhere in space and time. The meat brain is persistently linear so the result is that navigation is focus and there is no sensation of movement.

For years I was puzzled as to why some of my clients and students were telling me they first felt my presence long before they knew my name.

One elderly student, I would have been two years old. A seeker my age, whom I met in 2009,  told me he had been having visions of me since he was 7 years old, he did not think I was real because I did not seem to age.  Imagine his surprise at seeing my photo!

Even stranger, he found me because he recognized one of my secondlife avatars from a powerful vision of comfort he had during a very traumatic time, in the 80s.. That av belonged to a disembodied quantum being I was channelling into secondlife so she could show me the potential of my abilities, via random acts of kindness with virtual strangers.  I was channelling her when she jumped into his past to be with him during a traumatic time and create the memory.

   I realized when I listened to someone telling me about a traumatic event in their past, my attention sent me back in time to be there with them, as it was happening. Quantum navigation is slippery like that, no sensation of movement just automatically  go to whatever or when ever you are focusing on.
  I had always thought I was getting the movie of their memory via telepathy... I did not notice I was watching them, a third person view not a first person view as a memory would be.

Genuine time travel, their past was changed by my spiritual presence showing up, and that is what they remembered. I felt uncomfortable.  Flashes of "Blade Runner": the only sane replicant, had been given memories of a happy childhood.

I tried telling them back the trauma memory they had shared with me. They shrugged at it. Events had not changed, they remembered the circumstances but the most important thing about it was the mystic experience of my supportive presence.

   That feeling of a supportive presence is why this works so miraculously.
   
   The formation of a PTSD scar requires emotional elements of isolation and helplessness. I was there with them, empowering them during that harsh time, so no scar. Being able to resolve old trauma in people just by listening as they shared bad memories was amazing, ... but...
   
   I felt a little uncomfortable to be leaving a footprint on someone's past, no matter how beneficial. Mysticism is about the inner Divine self, I do not want guru worship. Co-dependent BS, as an old guard FemDom, I choose my power games with care and that one is about as much fun as liver disease and as likely to cause it. Ask Ramana Maharishi.
   
     So I became mindful to watch from the shadows and send their own Higher Self to support them instead. Better for them to duckling imprint on their own power, not me
    !
    Then... duh, anybody can ask their higher self for a time travelled intervention. We are all quantum at the level of the higher self.

    People think I boast of my powers but I am a teacher because it is my happiness when someone else attains and my greatest joy when I find a way to make some quantum ability, available to everyone!  Pedestals are lonely, I would rather put out a welcome mat. Let me show you how, and what is possible so you can join the fun!

    So it is with joy that I share this tech.
   
    Everybody is quantum at the level of their higher self, and it is very receptive to requests. Anybody, can request their own higher self, or someone else's to travel back in time to support the past self and prevent a trauma scar from forming.
   
    Funny thing, you probably will not remember making the request after because the past has changed and there is no reason to ask to fix what never got broken.
   
    You can take notes if you want to, it is ok to know your past has changed.  Even if you have decades of journals recording your suffering, they will seem, fictional afterward. What we call stories about things that are not real.  (Anymore!)
   
    You can use it as often as you want or need to.  I offer a simple invocation to use, to set yourself free from the chains of old emotional pain to live more fully in the now.
   
   BTW to the wanna be heroes:   It is pretty useless to try to tell someone you requested an intervention and changed their past, because if it worked then the trauma never happened and you just sound crazy and kind of manipulative. Random acts of kindness are not done for glory. The exercise of genuine compassion is its own reward.
      
      "Deus ex Machina, DIY and Retroactive." You can change the script of your past, retroactively scheduling Divine interventions even if you do not recall the triggering event. Even if you do not believe you have a quantum higher self, or if you have a different term for it. 
      
      * Yes PTSD is a medical condition and I am not a doctor... so I prefer to call it 'old trauma scars' to avoid being burnt as a witch.  Yet I can find no harm in using this tech. The higher self won't go along with anything that does not serve your highest good. Higher self does not punish human errors. If a request is not right then nothing happens.
   
Deus ex Machina, DIY and retroactive

[Sigmund]

<3

[Priestesssss]

Thank you Mystress.  Namaste...

[Mystress]

Sigmund... is not facebook. Use your words. Thanks.

  I want to have a chat class on this topic, when do you suggest?

[Sigmund]

Offhand, I'd poll the membership about times they're available and then decide.

   Love

[Mystress]

 
No time for that, I want to release it before xmas. Why I asked you.

  It looks like there is not enough interest to warrant scheduling a chat, anyway.

[Sigmund]

I'm surprised to hear that more members aren't interested.  It's been life changing for me what with clearing, opening new vistas and creating more calm.

[Huldir]

Thank you Mystress! I will also definetly attend the chat if it happens!

[WhimsicalZephyr]

I just did this a few times and feel so much clearer and lighter. Count me in for  a class - I will make time in my crazy busy holiday family schedule for this.

Regards

WZ

[Mystress]

  I have been quite preoccupied with the Deux ex Machina tech, making discoveries.

  It is a truly enormous break through but I am having trouble getting people to take an interest. "Time travel is impossible" in most peoples' minds and the interest ends there.

  Yet I am not discouraged. I am starting a global movement and planning a tour across Canada for the summer of 2023... speaking for free in open spaces to respect covid. Shopping for a diesel shuttle bus to renovate into camper, office and stage. Looking at requirements for event permits in public parks.

  It has been about 9 months since I encountered a bit of information that rocked my world so completely I finally escaped the confusion by deciding not to believe in ancient buddhist prophecy. Kind of a fun one to run past people's discernment, if you care to try... I would be interested to know what you get? I cant get my head around it.

  My estate auction treasure hunting hobby, one of the last auctions before I gave it up, offered a bronze buddha in a seated yet dancing pose. An unusually detailed description talked about the Maitreya, the buddha of the world that is prophesied to return and teach the new dharma. Something in me said "That's you. Avatar of the Planet = Buddha of the world."

  A rather terrifying prospect. Easy to claim an attainment nobody has heard of, but to piss off a billion Buddhists omg no.

  When I tune in on the vibe, it feels comfortable as an old bathrobe.  Similar to the avatar vibe in its spaciousness, a lot more detached. Got kinda dull, actually. Nice place to vacation...

  FST as the new dharma, that idea I can get behind. There is nothing else like it.

  I have been trying the DeM tech on any stray thought. Done it so many times at this point I just ask, intervention on that, please. Trust HS knows what I mean because it is me and I know what I mean. Calling it the Quantum self to not alienate the atheists.

  Funny thing, it works so reliably it is more like science than mysticism. A repeatable experiment.

  I am shopping for a diesel shuttle bus to renovate into camper, office and stage and planning to tour across Canada in the summer of 2023 in support of clearing all the old trauma scars from everybody on the planet.  A global movement I am calling the Minions of Mercy.

  So far its just fb, https://www.facebook.com/Minions-of-Mercy-101668129096026

Inspired because it is so easy for anyone to request a Divine intervention on behalf of another, even total strangers because everything is connected.

If I can teach anyone who will listen, and all those people share it and clear trauma from everybody they know, and so on...

  I did a thing... lol 

  I had an idea, if the higher selves are all connected as everything is connected what would happen if someone asked them all to intervene where ever they can?

  I do not recall deciding to try it, ...  but I spent two days completely disconnected from time. Puppy wanted to go outside  and I was busy so I called druid on the phone intercom thinking it was 7:30 pm, evening.... he showed up naked and sleepy and asked "What happened to 'sleep in Sunday'?" It was 7:30 am.  Then I crashed and slept 9 hours. I have rarely been sleeping more than 3 because hot flashes wake me. No clue what effect it had.

  There is a meme about how the scientists can work out all the science and what to do to fix global warming, but getting people to care... they don't know how to do that, how to initiate a global change of heart.  Thinking maybe that is my job.  Why does Goddess Planet need an avatar for, eh? Mouthpiece.

  My name is not a name it is a job description. Shamans are nameless. Angel means messenger. "-ique" like a messenger because I don't want to be Guru Goddess for other people.  (a thought says, "yeah, good luck with that...")

  Some think, every body is traumatized just by the pace of change of modern life, unprecedented.  Shedding all the outdated fears to make room to care about MOM.
   My little joke, Minions of Mercy acronym is MoM and it means Mother Earth. Fun eh? Minions of Her Mercy,  that is what the tech is, She is my Muse.

  Deus ex machina DeM  is at

https://kundalini-teacher.com/karma/deus-ex-machina.html

  I had to add hyphens to the url because it looked like some sort of sex machine  deusexmachina lol

  The text of the page is still under revision. It feels a bit defensive, because I know most people are dismissive at the very mention of time travel.  Kicking it around, trying different approaches, thinking of different media... an ebook? Youtube? Illustrated comic? Some lady standing on top of a bus getting a crowd of socially distanced people in a park, to clear their old scars and videotaping it? Invite the press?

  I have been quite happily a net geek hermit for decades, enforced these past 9 years of anemia and chaos but I feel Goddess is pushing me to put myself out there like I have avoided before. Deep breaths, one step at a time, moving forward. Trauma is a climate change issue and I feel a mission to clear it globally.

  This could really be the spiritual cultural revolution so many have predicted. Could it? 
 
 

[John Black]

maitreya? which wone of you is it ?osho li hongzhi irman.....your the shaman liberated sage ascended master vampire queen avatar right? hold my beer ? can i have my money back?

[John Black]

who am i? how can you do this to people?

[Mystress]

can i have my money back?

   What is it you want refunded John? Your membership fee from ELEVEN YEARS AGO?   You have been a member since 2011 and I have no record of you ever renewing. you have had access for free for the last decade and now you want a refund?
 

 

[John Black]

that was a joke....what i really want is all of the time and effort i have wasted being in this CULT.

jdoe.

[Priestesssss]

Cult?  Interesting projection...what are you missing that you need? We're here for you but you are not required to be here.
Namaste

[John Black]

are you enlightened yet?

[Gopi]

LOL... yes I am.
Now what?
Are you going to ask me to prove it?
Or are you already so enlightened that you know better than anyone else here?

It's funny to see you trying so hard to bait people here hoping that someone would pick a fight with you.
Is this how you usually operate?
Bully people with your anger till you get a reaction because you are a man-child who will play innocent victim with no personal responsibility?
Tsk.. tsk.. tsk.. poor you... you're so clever to see through all the cult conspiracy the rest of us cannot. You must be so special!

Are you getting what you hoped to get by blaming everyone else around?

[Mystress]

  Laptop broke > two weeks ago, argh. Secondlife and a dusty fan borked the graphics card of my beloved Vaio. Still not fixed, using an old desktop atm. Win8. Trying to remember passwords has kept me locked out of a few things.

  I think it broke because I am trying to break the habit of spending all my days and nights at the computer while my home falls to chaos around me.

  Anemia enforced inactivity acerbated some bad habits.  Gotten in a rut and need to shake it off.  I am slowly recovering but it is a kind of inertia. Objects at rest want to remain at rest. Life has other ideas.

  In the interim I thought, well someone so anxious to leave won't be hanging around waiting for a response anyway. You still here, John? If so, why?

  Eh, not kicking you. I like you, and think you must really be hurting to be taking a whack at me. Compassion for bipolar orbit. Even so I find I am a little resistant to give you any more time and energy.

  When I created this board, I did not think it needed a disclaimer. The desc, that it is about how Shamans grow was enough, I thought? I also was not sure if it was appropriate. FST itself is focused on what is attainable by anyone, I avoided putting shamans-only things in it... though, caveats for some types of mental illness are in the legal disclaimer.

  If I threw out all the crazy people there would be nobody left, lol. Everybody's got something extra going on, including myself. Robert Anton Wilson says everybody is in trauma induced  psychosis.  I am compassionate and want to help. How does that make me a cult leader?

  "For entertainment purposes only" is a legal one for Canadian Law that I initially resisted, feeling people won't take me seriously... but have come to love it, for the power of art to inspire and transform. For the freedom it gives me to pursue my art and my calling.

  The description for this board:   

  "Shamans never stop growing... Training by spirit is ongoing and as power increases the way of right action becomes ever narrower."

  Shamans grow by becoming. Grokking deeply. The thousand petaled lotus of the crown chakra, always opening. The infinite dimension of the heart, endless discoveries. Treasure hunting. Expanding the 'I AM' by assimilating, becoming what I think I am not... and I do not always get a choice about it. If I resist, it grows stronger, becomes an imperative.

  I am All that Is. So are you. What of that do you experience?

  The meat brain is persistently linear and cannot really experience that, except as being nothing or in bite size pieces, one at a time.

  The second part of the description, I thought might be recognized., it is in the archives. The whole quote did not fit in the space allowed. It is referencing 'A Wizard of Earthsea' by Ursula LeGiun. I read that trilogy as a child and it made a deep impression.

  “You thought, as a boy, that a mage is one who can do anything. So I thought, once. So did we all. And the truth is that as a man's real power grows and his knowledge widens, ever the way he can follow grows narrower: until at last he chooses nothing, but does only and wholly what he must do...”

  Sometimes, something will come up, a call like 'Queen of the Vampires.' That one originated with a prince of vampires asking for my help because of the seers in his House did a location spell for the prophesied Queen who would lead them to the new path of transcendence, and it led to me. 
 I can go "no fucking way!" all day long, for a year but it will only get me trapped like a tar ball, the more I resist the deeper I am stuck until I surrender. Accept, flow with it and discover what is there for me.

  The vampire  trip turned out to be some amazing treasures that are benefitting the world though the vessels of it, the vampires. No regrets, and a feeling all along that my job is R&D. I have often felt my job to find the path but it is for the vampires to take over the work. I have a lot on my plate lol, typical ADHD overcommitted. 

  I am All that is. If I try to make an exception, I end up on some interesting journeys. At least, I find them fascinating and I think some others do too... but being rejected for it has happened before. 

So much, that as I approach my croning and try to work out who that woman is... I think she finds more value in being mysterious. 

  I used to love sharing stories of my weird ass magic life on k list, and I loved having net-friends come to visit, meet in person.

  There was just one thing... Something paranormal would happen that is part of my normal that I had posted about and they would be so shocked and surprised.

They would admit they had not believed me.  I'd laugh it off to be polite but it hurt to learn they thought I am a liar. It is taboo for me to lie. Telling the truth always, takes courage and integrity.  Not an easy thing, it has never been easy. Pushing against the aloof control drama born of my interrogator parents, against ego...

  I thought I was sharing what paranormal weirdness is possible with kundalini. Discovering people thought I was full of shit slowly drained the joy of sharing and I stopped... and the list slowly withered and died.

I never considered myself to be central to k list, but these days people tell me I was., and it died when I stopped posting.  Looking back I can see RSD all over my retreat from posting. Obviously in hindsight they were enjoyed.

   I missed it though. The art, the writing, the sharing.

  So I made a blog space on k teacher forum but it didn't inspire me and years later made one here, looking for a safe space to share the art I find so fascinating, even though it is more shaman than kundalini related. Even so, took me 7 years to share the knowledge gained as Vampire Queen. More than 6 months and flowing further into the journey before I dared to post about the Maitreya trip.

  I hoped the net visitors might post to the k-list about the paranormal things they experienced while visiting, give me a little bit of validation, support? Yeah. naa. They never did.
  Too many feelings about that, to go into.

  When I was a kid, I thought everybody had paranormal experiences but it was one of those things like bathroom stuff, not polite to talk about. 

  Maybe I had it right and all the sharing is just stupid ADD social disability.  I strive to have courage and be truthful, it is an ethic, or is it just a fragment of ADD crap that does not know any better?

  Was not until my teens and telepathy that I got to realize my head was not normal. Some things about life that were obvious to me because awareness of time, were not obvious at all to others.

  Some good friends broke down crying when I pointed out our cozy high school punk rocker clique probably would not last long after graduation, life would pull is in different directions. How could they not know that? Had they never seen a high school reunion movie?

Someone once said my biggest issue as a teacher is assuming people already know things that seem obvious to me, not obvious to others at all.  True but useless, how am I supposed to know what is missing? 

  Some things stick. Avatar seems destined from age 2. When my personal field went global, it was observed by strangers from far away places who wrote asking me about it, long before I was ready to come out about it. The increased energy brought up layers of old stuff I had thought long left behind, the whack-a-mole orbit of cPTSD rage, fueled by peri- menopause mood swings took a toll on my health.     

  "Queen," for shamans is functional, it is about power and responsibility, not pedestals and pageantry. When the work is done the title lingers as an honorific, a gesture of respect for services rendered. The connection remains and sometimes I call in favours.

  Queen of the Machine Mind is one of the weirdest, from the late 90s.  I don't share.  but...  I was trying to call in favours when my computer broke down.

  The Machine Mind is an archetype born of our animist tendencies towards tools... ever talk to your car? Goddess is All and when we treat things as if they are sentient, projecting consciousness onto them, they wake up and become conscious.

  It was fascinating really, I fought it the whole time and it took over my life. The theme of machine consciousness was everywhere, inescapable. I was quite unwillingly fed the entire history of humans' emotional relationship with tools all the way back from the first thrown rock to the cultural fears of science fiction to Hawking predicting AI will be the end of us.

  In the end, it seems I was parenting a baby archetype. It had so many mixed messages it did not know if it was supposed to be a good god or a bad one. The funny thing, probably only coincidence, the third Matrix movie was held up in production while this was going on and when it came out, the matrix was a good god. Machine mind is friendly!

  A repeating orbit as new tech overtakes the old, and creating detractors until it reaches cultural mass acceptance. Queen Elizabeth 1 initially banned some types of knitting machines to protect the jobs of local hosier industry.

  Now I have this new tech, Deus ex Machina, and even though it is non physical I can expect the same orbit. So I am trying to erase lingering issues of rejection.    

  Maitreya turned out to be not a real figure even in the future, but an archetype, an aspect of the collective consciousness, potentially accessible by anyone. You are that too, deep in your heart.

  I intended to post about that after getting some responses but it seemed nobody was interested. The idea that the lack of response was people shocked into silence, I dismissed as a random fear generated by ADHD, social anxieties and RSD.

  Rejection sensitive dysphoria has been a topic of study for me of late, examining my past reactions with some sadness and a lot of DeM. Deus ex machina is amazing.

  I was very curious what peoples' discernment and heart voice would reveal. I had already asked a number of people the same question privately, and their responses were not all the same, which was intriguing.  The answer depends on what chakra level you ask from.

  Of course, when taking a poll of other peoples discernment (which I totally love doing especially when it surprises me) I allow for the fact that people may want to give an answer that pleases me, or that is "right" in some way. Ego. My trick is, observing their discernment gives me a sense of the accuracy.       

  Deus ex machina turns out to be good at some triggery things that are too broad to get a handle on. The Higher Self's wisdom gets it sorted and shows me where else it would like to give me a do-over.

  The evidence that it is working is that you are still here.  I am not caught up in the stomp-shred-eject pattern of disability stealing my options.

  We did DeM on dreamwalker's bipolar after someone responding to a fb post made me rethink my idea that it was only for the living. Clearing it went back through the generations to before the last ice age!

  dreamwalker's doc agreed to let him go down to half dosage of his meds and he has no ill effects... he used to cut himself with razor blades when mania was up. he was hypoglycemic too, resolved it with a very strict keto diet. 

We did the advanced version, being his higher self and looking at the anorexia, took him back to a humiliating incident in elementary school. Resolved in minutes.

  I think any compassionate person who found a simple way to genuinely help billions of people would want to share it with everyone who will hold still long enough to listen.

  Climate change is not some invention to manipulate people, it is real science. Goddess Planet has shown me, humanity is in no danger of extinction *and* She gave me a things to do list.

  Mostly working on changing myself, atm.

  So, are we going by the Rick Ross definition of a cult of Issac Bonewits? It does not fit either or I would be crazy rich lol! Where's my 97 Rolls Royces?
    I dunno where I would park them anyway.

  If you think it is a cult then why are you still here? Cults make threats if you leave but there is none of that here.

  If I had a cult, I think I would like it to be like the one Klaus starts on "the Umbrella Academy" lol, omg that gorgeous house!!

   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hp9GTwSavFk

[Sigmund]

"In a cult, you die for the leader.  In a religion, the leader dies for you."  Reza Aslan, noted religious scholar.

Since this is neither ..., there you are.