Things..

[Sean]

Hello all,

Been sleeping a lot and learning more about things in me. Everything is changing. Still getting used to it.

But I was thinking about things that used to happen to me and was wondering if anyone else had this happen..

Did you ever get confused as to why people could never tell the way you felt without you telling them?  This used to drive me nuts. I mean how can they miss this stuff?

You ever wonder why other people could not tell the difference between a lie and truth just by hearing the words? I used to go balistic when people would beleive stuped stories and rumours. They would ask how I knew it was not true...

"Ahh duuuh! Its obvious, cant you see? just look."

And always getting confused looks back.... Worst was when I was blamed for something, and I knew who really did it, but everyone else seemed to be totaly blind to this obvious fact staring them in the face.  This always got me really angry.

Ever know about someone and everyone else being totaly blind to there ways.
To me: "You dont know what your talking about, this guy is our friend and we like him, hes a cool dude, you dont even know him."
Later: "Dude, you were right that guy was an idiot."

Or the big one for me. Is seeing couples that dont care for eachother. Its usualy the guy that is using a girl. It drives me nuts. I wish I could tell the girl exactly what is happening there. I mean its so obvious how can she not tell? She has no idea. This happens all to often. There are a lot of people here who dont really like eachother, but they think they do, and are together.. And unhappy..   Whatever...

Or kids. I get very very angry at parents who dont take care of there kids. When I see a good parent I used to thank them in some way. I can feel how they are. Some people should not be allowed to have kids though. What can you do though?

What about peoples thoughts? Ever want to tell somone that the reason they feel so bad inside is the religion they have beleived in for all there lives is wrong? And they are only asking you for directions to someplace? I wonder what would happen if I did sometimes...

Ever ping(like sonar kinda) people with your feelers and have no return ping?

Ever shake somones hand and have your feeler burnt away up to your elbow? Then they ask why you dont shake there hands anymore?

Ever get mad people who borrow a pen and then mess up your energy that you put into it with theres? Time for a new pen...

Ever know that someone has been in your room just from the energy change?

Or who was last messing with your stuff.

Ever feel all the fun stuff people have done over the weekend before they even tell you what they did? And start jumping around because you also did this? Even though you dont know exactly what IT is?

Heh, ok, I'll continue this later...

Take care everyone..

Sean

[Mystress]

:  Hello all,

Hello, Sean:

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:  Been sleeping a lot and learning more about things in me. Everything is changing. Still getting used to it.

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:  But I was thinking about things that used to happen to me and was wondering if anyone else had this happen..

:  Did you ever get confused as to why people could never tell the way you felt without you telling them?  This used to drive me nuts. I mean how can they miss this stuff?

They are not empaths, they do not have a built in lie detector, or feelers... well, they do, everyone does...but their ego switched it off years before and they have forgotten. Not everyone incarnates to become enlightened.  

: "Ahh duuuh! Its obvious, cant you see? just look."

They cannot see. Forgive them, and yourself. Forgive yourself for being blind to their blindness. Accept them for who they are.

:  To me: "You dont know what your talking about, this guy is our friend and we like him, hes a cool dude, you dont even know him."
:  Later: "Dude, you were right that guy was an idiot."
  My slaves have a Rule #1, Mystress is always right. Rule #2 is the same as rule #1. Rule #3 gives them permission to tell me if I am wrong, but only after they have tried several times to see how I could be right. It is a leap of faith I require of them, that means they get pulled into my world, instead of me into theirs. My world is filled with magic and joy, and miracles that are not possible in their world. However, with my slaves, this is consensual. They choose to set their own ego aside and surrender to me. Trying to pull someone into your world, your perceptions without their consent will get your meddling poking nose bent out of shape.

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:  Or the big one for me. Is seeing couples that dont care for eachother. Its usualy the guy that is using a girl. It drives me nuts. I wish I could tell the girl exactly what is happening there. I mean its so obvious how can she not tell? She has no idea. This happens all to often. There are a lot of people here who dont really like eachother, but they think they do, and are together.. And unhappy..   Whatever...

So what? They are free to do that, and you are free to let them do it, and accept it about them instead of thinking it is them who need to change. After all, this is a reflection of you.. do you really like yourself? Do you honor yourself enough to not give yourself away to people who do not love and honor you? No. You give yourself away everytime you focus on what someone else does instead of focusing on Goddess within.

  Where your attention goes, your empathy follows. Mindfullness, is ever increasing awareness of what you choose to give your attention to... and with practice, it gets easier, to remember to put the inside before the outside.  
 At first, it may feel odd and kind of spacey to be going about in the world while always keeping one ear open to the heart voice... but it is really a better source of information, than your own mind or senses.
 There is an expression, "If you do not go within, then you must go without." Meaning, the source of all is within you, and it is only by turning inward that you will create abundance of joy, love, etc... in your life.
Here is what was in my mind when I went to sleep last night, and when I woke this morning.
  There is a story about a Guru in the east, who went into ecstacy the first time he saw the RCA logo.. you know, the little dog in front of the gramaphone, below it says "the sound of his master's voice." His ecstacy, because that little image is such a perfect metaphor for the spiritual path.
 Be that little dog, before Goddess. Attentive, listening with undivided attention, ready to do the bidding... one ear always cocked to hear Her. Eyes on the source. Let none come before that.

  Surrender your eyes, so you will see what She sees, Surrender your heart, so you can love as She loves. Surrender your mind, so Her silence can move you. Surrender your body, it is Her temple. Surrender your free will, so that Divine Will becomes your only option.

:  Or kids. I get very very angry at parents who dont take care of there kids. When I see a good parent I used to thank them in some way. I can feel how they are. Some people should not be allowed to have kids though. What can you do though?
Nothing. Goddess allows it, the children chose their parents before they incarnated... so who are you to judge?
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:  What about peoples thoughts? Ever want to tell somone that the reason they feel so bad inside is the religion they have beleived in for all there lives is wrong? And they are only asking you for directions to someplace? I wonder what would happen if I did sometimes...

They would probably think you are a nut, and go ask someone else for directions. Why do you need to judge them about their chosen path? Goddess does not judge them. She sees perfection. Let them be them, and work on why YOU feel so bad inside... You have wings, right? Focus on your wings when this stuff happens, and then it won't matter so much what they do.
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:  Ever get mad people who borrow a pen and then mess up your energy that you put into it with theres? Time for a new pen...
Time to surrender some judgments, and surrender the energy they put into the pen.

Sean, all these questions are mostly about how you want to control what someone else does, how they think, feel, behave and live their lives. It is not about them, it is about you. Clean up your own backyard...
 Blessings.

[Sean]

Thanks Mystress,

I see what your saying a lot more clearly now. Now that I look at what I posted I can see I was/am in other peoples lives way to much and not in my own even at all. I've been changing a lot and things are showing up a bit clearer with all this new info. I'm just really glad that you are here to point this stuff out to me. I usualy can't see anything, just the results of things.

I can see how I can give me away. And I'm learning about mindfullness and where you put yourself and your thoughts and how they can gain strength if you use them there. I've learned to put my feelers on the inside already, and step back into the light pillar when I go to far away and into people. But it's all pretty strange and new still heh.

Seeing the world and people as perfect is something I'm going to have to work on. Maybe when I really feel better about myself.

Ok, I'm going to go out and try this new stuff out. I have some thoughts as to what I might need to do, to do this. I had a really good day yesterday and I feel like I'm on to something here. I'll write later..

Oh, I love the forgiveness of yourself thing. I mean it helps so much. Its like you get something back when you do it.

Thanks..

Sean