Request for healing

[melodicvibrations]

In the past 2 weeks I have become very sick and bed bound, having nervous system problems and memory problems and digestive problems - can't even drive a car anymore due to what's going on or do much of anything.  If there's any healers on here that would be of any assistance, I would be grateful.  I don't have much time left

[Mystress]

  What are you resisting?

[melodicvibrations]

I'm not sure.  From the rashes I have it looks like acute bartonella, problem is don't have any help from family to get it treated.

[Mystress]

  dreamwalker is fixing you up.

  This sort of illness in a shaman is a sign of going into resistance and it can indeed kill you if you don't embrace whatever set you off.  Some shadow stuff you do not want to face, most likely.

  You are All that is, Hitler, Buddha, Jesus, Mack the knife. Does not mean you have to act like them but you have to accept that all is part of you.

  We can clear some symptoms but you need to locate the source or they come back.

  Pray to the Guide for mercy, clarity, and ask her to take whatever is making you sick. Moslem prayer position for deep surrender.

  Nizoral dandruff shampoo will heal the rash if it is the typical stress thing.

[melodicvibrations]

Thanks.  It's not just the rash it's wrecked havoc with my nervous system, vision memory cognition lost use of arm and leg on and off.  Doctors don't know what the heck is going on

[Mari]

hey,
Please let us know how you are? I wish you are feeling much better soon...

Blessings,
Mari

[melodicvibrations]

Thanks for checking in, still bed bound

[Duu]

Hi,
I found in me that base of resistance is judgment. Judging the world, the others etc. in a way that is not alignment with truth as it is. In fact most of our our conclusions and judgments will actually be non true when we realize we dont really know that much about anything.
When we believe our judgment as true so then we go into many shades of resistance play. It might be blame, victimhood, seeing world as evil or anything. That all gives our power away. But it gives the power away to what is actually an mind idea â€" judgment â€" illusion. So power is given from real place to an imagined place.

So its all like an anchor and evolution pulls the other way. Back to reality, life as is. So struggle can go on, sometimes strongly with visible symptoms.

Wishing you all the best in all that you are going trough, whatever it might be.
Sending some words and my hug as well.

Love,
Duu