Giving up the illusion of individuality

[Ernst]

My friends

I want to share this with you - and kindly ask you about your opinions and thoughts.
I had a hard time to surrender the illusion of individuality to accept the you are "All that is".
My ego liked the idea of reincarnation - your good and your bad will judge of how you will be reincarnated.
But it is an illusion of ego to maintain the concept of linearity beyond the physical death. As you return to the void
you are not part of the void of Goddess - not even being a part of - then "part of something" creates separation. You are one.
But how can you send an Ascended Mystress into light and she comes back? Well in our Time/Space we have the illusion of
an individual but in fact it is Goddess - an aspect of her - like a refection of light on a diamond. There is no separation (the same is true for your soul).

What happens to the Karma that has not been process in one life? Isn't it up to the individual who made it to take it up?
As there is no individual there is nothing to pick up. Goddess may create the situation (a new life) on time/space where this karma could be surrendered. But this is really a very experimental idea.

Thank you for taking your time to read this.

Namaste from a humble feeling
e.

[Duu]

For me giving up individuality or illusion is not really what you are asked to do by the knowledgeable spiritual paths. For the simple reason that it cant be done. But somehow we are led to believe it so and it creates just trouble when trying.
I mean the predicament is a bit linguistic. If you would know trough and trough yourself that Individuality is an illusion then you would have no need to give it up. It is precisely the fact that you dont know that, for you is individuality a reality. Naturaly or how else the idea of giving it up would made any sense? One reads somewhere that you need to give it up, to achieve unity and so for mind it might seem proper, logical step to do. But if you think duality is bad and has to be surrendered that does not help the all is one scenario. Does it?
But if at this moment is individuality real for you, why to say no to it? Or even be bothered by it?

And similarly with other questions the linguistic predicament is pointing to the solution. If all is one then what going or coming are you referring to? I mean to what void would you like to enter and from where? Overconcretizing of philosophical terms is causing at times certain trouble.

Ego/mind wants (and can only work with) answers and works in concrete therms. So one uses spiritual symbols in a very concrete way and  more, one ads moral judgments to complicate it. If you judge karma as a bad thing then your ability to contemplate issue will be misled by this “moral judgment”

And maybe joining karma vampire circle could be interesting for you in the point of understanding karma more and as a another opportunity to have a hands on approach to what have been said.

with love,
Duu

[Ernst]

Dear Duu,
your reply is so beautiful - thanks so much - it is really inspiring and makes my previous post obsolete.
Your post reminded me on the time when I was child and played a game in which I imagined to feel one with my environment.
If I would realize who am I up to the point to "all that is" - I would
be future/past in permanent presents and omnipresent. No need to go to a void or come back - just be and the changing state can only be witnessed by someone else not being one with all (words are bit limiting here - but more the energy/freqency direction than time/space) and giving up individuality does not work. Individuality is an aspect of Goddess too - everything is unique of its kind (even on the sub atom layer) and there is no constant state. It is like the philosophical question of "How many angels can dance on the head of a pin?".

thanks a again - and your opinion is very much appreached

have a wonderful day
e.

PS: What is a Karma Vampire circle? How does it work?

[Mystress]

You are and always will be unique and individual as a snowflake, it is in your DNA which shapes personality. On that level the body has boundaries, it knows itself from other. Always will.

  Experiences of nonduality are of the higher chakras, nice place to visit but do not try to live there. Instead use that knowledge to inform your decision making and observe the mirror of how all that you see is your own reflection due to the very nature of perceptions.. incoming information is translated through the filter of past experience and that too is unique and individual.

  Karma Vampire Games is a playful term for a type of empathic healing I teach occasionally in chat or workshops. It is not part of FST nor on any of my websites because its not completely safe, can be dangerous to health and well being.

Empathic healing is not a good or safe healing method,  although it can be very powerful it has potential to harm the healer especially if the one being healed goes into resistance.

My purpose in teaching it is singular: *not* to train healers (and anyone claiming to be a healer after learning it will be spanked!!) but to empower empaths. It is excellent for helping overwhelmed natural empaths who are stuck in victimhood to learn to release other peoples emotions from themselves and let go of believing they are helpless victims of other people's moods.  It can also be very instructive to the seeker to process karma of other people, as you learn more about people plus what is resonant or similar in yourself will be shifted too.

  "Clan of the Karma Vampires" is one of my SL groups, students and lineage sometimes like to get together to pick karma lint off each other. Safest to expore it in a consensual and aware group.  Duu has taken over management of that group's meetings for me and has my approval to teach KV level 1, 2 & 3  at meetings. The Mastery level, Karma Vampire Judo is secret and I only teach it to FST Lineage. Ask Duu for an invitation to join the group when you see him in SL chat. 

[Ernst]

Thank you mysterious Mystress for your post - it is wounderfully shakti charged and I went 3 times over it until I got the concept right. Regarding Karma Vampires - I will ask discernment before I talk to Duu.

"Spirit provides, my Mind puzzles but my Body smiles."

have a wonderful day
e.