Some questions

[robink]

Hi,

I am finding the heart voice quite challenging. The first time I tried it, I didn’t hear anything, I don’t hear voices or see images. When I ask something, I don’t have many random thoughts in my head to be able to assign to the heart voice. I feel a stillness emanating from the heart, but it’s fairly constant and I can’t determine a yes or no response, it always feels the same.  At the same time I don’t consider myself completely without guidance, generally if I need to know something I will know it in one way or another. I usually feel an inner certainty/knowing that comes between thoughts, which I can get very stubborn about. However, I don’t have any control over that and so I cannot reproduce it when I consciously would like an answer for a question. I’ve considered not trying too hard and getting grounded, but … I feel to just be patient and the need to clear and open up a lot more, before I can get this clear communication thing happening. To be honest, most of my questions are not that important anyway, but sometimes more guidance would be nice. I’ve had some success in using a pendulum in the past. Is it possible for a pendulum to channel the heart voice or higher self? Any thoughts or assistance would be welcome.

The waking the serpents lesson really impressed me! I was pleasantly surprised by the simplicity of it. It fits perfectly well with the principles of surrender and I like that. I found myself performing what was described in the lesson a few days before I read the lesson and it was effective in producing some minor K phenomena during my sleep time.  I think it’s better that it happened that way because I had no expectations at that time about what would happen.

I have a question relating to the Divine Beloved, I’m not up to the lesson yet, but have been experiencing something like a merging within my heart chakra. It started shortly before enrolling in the course and has been happening on and off since and again last night. When it happens, I feel an energy connecting into my heart chakra and wanting to enter/merge into it. When I connect to it with love, I feel a delightful response and a presence entering more deeply into my heart so that my heart feels like a balloon. It’s quite exhausting for my p-body. The first time it happened, I heard a female heavenly voice singing to me in in tones (not words). I would like to ask if anyone feels that this is this Divine Beloved, is it supposed to merge into your heart or something?

Goddess has been very good to me lately, moving me out of my current address and into a little cottage the middle of beautiful National Park forest. It’s an area I used to drive up to almost every weekend to go hiking because I loved it so much. I’m now a believer that Goddess is more than capable providing my idea of a Blissful life, my heart is smiling and expanding with gratitude .

Thankyou

Robin 

[M.J.]

 Hi Robin,

I totally relate to your experience with the Heart Voice lesson.  Of all the lessons so far, it's the one I feel I haven't quite completed or "gotten" yet.  Kinda like you, I do feel the guidance is there when I need it (as a more intangible inner knowing), but haven't yet been able to achieve the direct communication as described in the lesson.

I worked at it for a while (several weeks maybe), and eventually decided to move on.  I'll keep an eye on this post and perhaps the replies you get will help me too.

That's marvelous to hear about your new cottage in the forest, and all the goodness Goddess provides.  I'm gratefully feeling it too