Sexual interactions

[TwinDragon]

Learned something interresting, as I was getting a kinesiology balancing.

The kinesiologist said that, during sexual interaction with someone, a third thing is created, a wholeness bigger than the two alone that they both automaticly partake in. This is logickal to me.
But also that in this wholeness you automaticly partake in the blockages/imbalances/karma of the other person, it there is any. She said that in that kind of situation, you are not protected against the other partys blockages/karma anymore, even if you are good at keeping attention turned inwards.

And also if you are protected, then suddenly both are protected within the united wholeness. But you are not protected against the other persons stuff, it's only the united wholeness that is protected. And also the other person will automaticly partake in your stuff and get access to your light.

Took her a long time to figure this one out and accept it. But she found a way to deal with it, to use a filter all through her, that filters out all the stuff of the other person, for then to throw the stuff into the black hole of the universe... And she learned to be discerning...

If anyone has comments about it, please share!

I do know that as a kundalite/awakened person it is important to choose sexual partners wisely and logickly someone on a similar vibration as your own.

And if there are any illusions in this, I'd appreciate insights...

Personal experiences are that, it is more difficoult to cut the connection that is made through a physical sexual encounter, than it is a normal cord attachment. And it is more difficoult to keep from empathizing, and keeping attention turned inwards, because the cord is already sort of on the inside... And also I have been feeling like an astral connection too, with these people. I was raped a few years ago, and my theraphist said that there was a cord connecting us, which left me to be involved in the other persons energy, leaving me unable to be fully grounded in the here and now.

Goddess this is for you!

[Mari]

Review the Holy Trinity lesson again.

It's natural that if you're in a loving committed relationship it gives certain security and confidence that makes life hell of a lot easier. You can call it a third force created within a relationship.

Couples have troubles. Some work through them, most don't. If they work through them, it gets easier. Not sure was it the filter working or your therapist working through the issues in her relationships. She learned to do clearings, throw stuff in to the black hole in the middle of a situation and it works.  Honestly, I do not believe that any kind of shield protects so much and always in a sexual relationship... Those don't protect us from our weak points, and relationships are ment to show us our weak sore spots. We attract partners that show us our shadow side. Casual sex creates connections too, but usually it fades in time if you practise good energy hygiene and cut the cords. 

It creates a connection if somebody rapes you. I do not believe rapists daily karma is flowing to you, but certain attachment is there because of your trauma. Do you have good counselling, psychotherapy? Rape is so deep trauma... and it’s important you work through it, get good counseling and support. When you work through the traumatic event and the underlying core issues, you don't yourself reinforce the connection between yourself and the abusers anymore and you're eventually free. It takes courage to heal from rape, but I believe you can do it especially with a good therapist. Maybe peer support group would work too, if you are not in one already.

[TwinDragon]

It's really funny, because I felt like the filter was going on automaticly after I had sex with some people, and my higher self was throwing stuff into the black hole. I was just kind of like a witness to the entire thing... I was just kind of wondering what a part of me was throwing into that black hole I was seeing, that sort of fascinated me as I was seeing it... And this was before I talked to the kinesiology theraphist about it!

I noticed that one time sexual interactions work good for me. Because an unconcious part of me always cuts the cord afterwards. So it doesn't stick. But once I commit to have a second sexual interaction, it becomes much more difficoult to break the bond. It's like there's more energy being transferred through the bond. More information, and a more astral kind of connection that feels like it doesn matter with space or time.

I was raped and that cord was very difficoult to break, propably because of me being angry at him too, and because of the trauma. Did a higher self constellation on it too, where we gave back stuff that belonged to the other, pluss I had most of the karma from the event cleared through kinesiology and after that, I felt so great! Like pheeew, a whole backpack was released from my shoulders. And my second chakra felt so.. clear and free!

But I still think my unconcious is protecting me from some of it, and I believe I did see him again. And that's created  new stuff in me, that I think I need to release. I'm kind of like in the middle of two points, do I want to go deeper into it, and see if I can remember more to figure out if it was the guy I met, or just forget about the whole thing ever existed.

The last thing is the most appeasing of choices...

Thanks for your comment Mari

Goddess, this is for you...

[TwinDragon]

This is off topic, but since I have posted a lot here, I figured I'd write this in an existing post...


I know I propably shouldn't look very much into what I might see around the grounding cord, down through the layers of the earth. But I have some odd visions that I'd like to share, in case someone might know a little about it!

I have seen some odd things around my grounding cord. A few times there have been like a few metres high grey being, shaped almost like a human, or at least in the form. I felt it dumping into my grounding cord, which I saw and sensed was like a stainless steeled cord about as big as my root chakra feels, encompassing it. Almost as big as my hips. I actually heard the sound in the metal when it dumped into it. Seen it several times. Didn't know what to do with it, so I just figured I'd let it be. But I thought it was weird, as if it was attached to my grounding cord. Since it sort of came back after the time I first saw it. What I found was weird was that it looked like it was dumping into my grounding cord, allthough my grounding cord didn't move at all, since I sensed it as being like stainless steel. I wondered what it was trying to do.. I actually saw it as if the top of it, was as high as reaching my legs. And I was wondering it that thing was supposed to be there or not.

I've also seen grey figures that was more abstract, attached to the grounding cord, but that was a long time ago, and I haven't seen it since I did an entity clearing on it. And it didn't have the feeling of being forceful or anything like the other one.

Surrendering this up to Goddess...

[Mari]

Twindragon, you are often ungrounded. It creates space for the entities and whatnot. Surrender them, practise energy hygiene according to the lessons. I guess you're that far in FST lessons because you have considered graduation? Your Heart Voice cannot be completely trusted if you're not in your body... Lower chakra work is different than getting strong psychic visions and understandably you would like to avoid that. Usually I do not enjoy initial stages of confronting new deeper level of my Shadow But to really change your world and bring heaven on earth, I advice that you clear your grounding cord and work with your grounding a lot more. If you are not in your body, or something triggers your wounds and knocks you out and you don't reground yourself, you don't feel the bodys karma, hurt and pain, and shadow work is not happening because you think all is fine.

Twindragon, there is not ANYTHING in your own space that you cannot surrender! If something in your field makes you think like naaah lets keep it there, without even trying to give it away, it most likely is a big fat entity working over time to keep it's home in your space safe and secured. Creating some more drama in your life to get even fatter Where do those thoughts come that make you want to keep your entities? Not from FST I am sure. Letting entities touch you means for example that you hug them, make passionate love with them so they die....  transmute into light It does not mean I just observe and feed them on my grounding cord if I see them. Metallic energy on your grounding cord efficiently ungrounds you... Clean it until you can see it as light and free of entities, blockages.

My initial reaction to your posts on this thread has been that wow she's ungrounded, it shows up between the lines. It's good you saw that yourself and now you can start the work.  Now, do not just react to my post okay? Reread this, let the information get properly digested, try the suggested work out, and make sure you are deeply grounded when you post next time. Most posts aren't ment to be actually posted anyway, Temple can be used for private releasing too, deleting the posts after writing them.

[TwinDragon]

I just want to describe some things. Recent amrita flow and an increase in the pleasure of the grounding has actually ungrounded me lately amongst for example some incoming karma that was rather harsh mentally on me.

There wasn't actually metallic energy to my grounding. I can explain a little further the entire experience. I was experiencing some anxiety from post traumatic stress of being empathic and sensitive in social situations, and my Divine Beloved cleared and grounded me again. I am getting used to being my sensitive self. And have surrendered post traumatic stress stuff, from having been overwhelmed in the past..

I noticed someone else's Divine Beloved because I recognized I had communicated with her with a few years ago, as someone's higher self/soul flew in through my apartment one evening, and I wondered why he came to me, and his Divine Beloved answered. The being came from his grounding cord, to mine. The metallic sound came from sensing my grounding as so stable that my grounding wasn't affected by it bumping into it.

I do practice energy hygiene all the time. I always surrender whatever comes up in my space, and there's no throughs in me suggesting I keep the stuff, or entities. I always surrender everything.

I am just experiencing new things. I start seeing the inner workings or processes of my body, with my inner vision etc. Seeing the colours of my chakras. This is on all the time. I see the amrita as golden-yellow stuff in and around my body. That is why I don't always see it as white, because I see that kind of stuff too. I also see brown stuff in and around where there's heat in my body. It's a different kind of third eye seeing, I guess. It doesn't mean there's not white light there, , I just sometimes see things based on how I feel it. I also see emotions as colours etc. I even sometimes see tastes as colours, in my inner vision. Playing my drum, I see the waves in the air the sound makes. Maybe I'm just imaginative. Flow of energy from people around me, I see that too at times. Sometimes, that ungrounds me, as I can see in my inner vision, brown energy coming from someone with a lower energy than mine, going into my own flow of energy. But my DB instantly assures me that I can surrender to it. It's just how I see things. I have also been too aware, for my own good I think, of what is actually happening inside of my own body.

I work on the grounding and my grounding cord a lot. Don't think I need to do it more than I already do. Too much may just be resistance towards being in the "flow" of things.

Thanks for commenting. I just wanted to explain myself a little further.