Energy overload

[edward]

It seems like that it's the thinking-function of the mind that is the cause of energy overload, empathy or whatever. Just not thinking seems to be the key. I have not been bugged with energy overload the last few days.

I have an appointment with a cranio sacral osteopathic physician in a few days. A physiotherapist said that my problem with staying grounded and embodied might be linked to an injury on the tailbone, and gave me the name of this osteopathic physician. I remember that I fell on the tailbone twice when doing sports as a child, and the doctor confirmed that the tailbone was not straight. The physiotherapist said that it might solve the problem with the root chakra not being open, and everything else will fall into place.

I go in and out from separation all the time, and I pray that I soon will become more stabilized in a embodied non-dual state of mind and body.

Edward

I had overload in a very similar way for a while, for me going to a park where there is lots of old trees and just being there would help.  At first I thought it wasn't working, but when I forced myself to stay for more than 20 minutes things would stabilze.  Mystress told me on the K board to put my back against a tree, and this helped a lot.  Some trees are not enlightened though, you have to feel out for the ones that will help with things.  I just started the FST course so don't take what I say as the truth, just sharing my experiences.

[edward]

Whether it is her stuff or not - it has nothing to do with this.  I have been made aware of my passive aggressive tendencies, and that is what this is about. Not about Mystress. Thank Goddess she has not booted me off from here. Passive aggression is very egoistic and takes away any empathy and sensitivity for the other person.



Edward

In either case it shouldn't matter what Mystress feels because that is her stuff (you can't fix that for her).  Your responsibility is that you need to look at and deal with only your stuff (minding your own business)... and not take on the responsibility of looking after someone else's stuff - unless they give you permission to do so or Goddess (and not the ego) gives it to you.

I can understand that through your post you're acknowledging your behaviour/feelings, but if anyone was affected by your 'negative stuff' (as you phrase it) that is their problem and something they need to examine. And not you.

Blessings,

[robink]

It seems like that it's the thinking-function of the mind that is the cause of energy overload, empathy or whatever. Just not thinking seems to be the key. I have not been bugged with energy overload the last few days.

Hi Edward,

I was thinking the exact same thing this morning! After having some karma/empathy stuck in my solar plexus since yesterday and feeling it in my gut. Something very interesting came up to absorb my attention for a while, during which, the feeling in my gut was gone; and only returned once my trance was broken. the moment my thoughts and memory kicked in.

I experienced fear of dying/not existing for many years until one day, I realised that the fear was being triggered by the ‘thought’ of ‘me’ coming to an end. Take away the thought and the fear disappears. After that, the fear kind of just walked out of my life. I’ve also been noticing that sometimes the ego has trouble surrendering stuff because it thinks that there is something there it needs to understand. So it holds onto it and keeps going over and over it. This has been bugging me for a while and pondering over it recently, I came to the point, that I don’t think that there is anything to understand, stop thinking about it, problem disappears!

So the issue appears to be with thinking which is to root all our problems! I can have more or less a quieter mind, but am helpless to stop my-self from thinking completely. The only action available to me now is to be aware of my thought and not get pulled into its drama, to keep grounding and consciously breathing (or watching Goddess breath me). To be enslaved, free from the need to be free, helpless in the face of divine grace, Goddess, if she decides to claim me.

I wish you all the best with your cranio-sacral session and quest for non-dual embodiment!

Peace and Blessings,

Robin

[robink]

I concur with your experience re: thinking and overload, I have yet to experience overload (in the head), while being fully grounded. It could be possible though. Mystress also wrote that excessive thinking closes the crown which is another factor. Also, I highly recommend to people, staying away from crystals and incense, if experiencing overload and having trouble grounding, as both tend to be very un-grounding (for me anyway). Even a small quartz crystal in my field or some nag-champa or sage can raise me into the stratosphere.

I’ve had lots of improvement in this area since receiving Tummo and after being devoured by Goddess a few weeks later. I can now listen to music in moderation. For a while, no matter how I did the grounding, my attempts seemed to be quite weak compared to when Mystress grounded me in session or chat (which felt like being cemented to the floor). I’m now up to the lesson on grounding in one breath and I recently asked Goddess to help me to ground and experience grounding as strongly as when Mystress grounds me, but on my own. Well it worked! Goddess did it!   

[robink]

Thankyou Goddess and Mystress.